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12/5/2011 1:56 am |
Work has interrupted some of the organised meetings and also been a distraction while in play which is never good. I am finding the sub somewhat frustrating, she is very obedient however her attention to detail is a problem and although I do like to give out punishment, when it does not result in a change in attitude/performance it does become futile. Unfortunately we have only met 3 times in the last 2 weeks each one a different scene style to see which suits her the most appropriately. She doesnt like to chained against a damp brick wall, and she got very upset and when one of my friends was invited to see her caged, although she did calm down when told to, which was interesting. I suppose the most striking element is when we finished a scene without me fucking her, and she thought I no longer found her attractive enough to fuck. I am not sure how deep her thoughts are but it took me aback a little as we have only played about 4/5 times now and its not always about the sex. Mys_ti_cal |
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