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I'm only human and I make mistakes too.
4/22/2006 7:49 pm |
Okay, I admit. I'm only human and I make mistakes too. And, yes, I guess I do have a tendency to shoot my mouth off sometimes. I do have to tendency to name names and identify people. I'm sorry. I have done this in the past on these blogs and I shouldn't have done. But, I am not going to punish myself over it. Life's too short. I intend to get up and dust myself down and get on with my life. You see a picture of Ron Burgundy, played by American funny-man, Will Ferrell, in the film "Anchorman". You see a poster from that film. Very funny comedy. Ron Burgundy, well, he's like me in a way. Always, shooting his mouth off. Blabbing at inappropriate moments. In the film, Ron Burgundy boasts, for example, that he is sleeping with Veronica Corningstone, played by the gorgeous Christina Applegate. Veronica wasn't happy with Ron announcing this piece of news to the rest of the news crew at the top rated San Diego newsstation. [sigh] Okay, what else to chat about... Hmm, what aboooooout sex?!! Hmm. Let me think............. Hmm, yeah, I must acknowledge here and now I have had nightmares. Again, I will refrain from naming names (but I could). But, suffice it to say, there is an authoritarian figure in a nightmare I had recently (about 2 weeks ago - possibly my most recently nightmare) who, well, don't want me to have sex for pleasure, just for reproduction, if I'm that lucky. This authoritarian figure is a relative of mine but I won't identify any further than that. I did have some erotic dreams recently. One, about a week ago, I dreamt of this sexy girl. You see, I was going to a website where there were webcams giving access to beautiful women. I could go to some of these. I mostly went to see the Asian women. I didn't even use my credit card for any private showing. They were sexy. One of them talked about what she would do in private, things like fisting, squirting and so on. Such marvels to behold. From such skilled and visionary ladies. Anyways, I had the erotic dream a few days later. I just imagined I saw one of these sexy ladies (asian perhaps). And she wasn't even undressing. She was dressed sexily but she was moving sexily and in a sexy way, an erotic way, a slow and sensous way. And, well, I was half-asleep and I came hard in my pants. Then, surprisingly, last night, I had another erotic dream. I can't remember everything now but in this dream I was being a little bit more assertive. And I was telling her to do things such as rub her crotch up against mine. Anyway, I can't remember any more of the details. But, again, I came hard in my pants. She complied with my wishes. Perhaps, she was a prostitute or a lover. I don't know. But she was happy to comply with my detailed instructions. Anyway, that's that. Now, what else to chat about? Hmmm. Any more private and dirty thoughts to share with you all? You know, the reason I keep these graphic and sexually explicit blogs (in my estimation) is because I do want to shake myself up. Personally, I am of the opinion that happiness comes from imagining you are happy. If you believe you are happy, then you will be happy. Otherwise, you won't. it's that simple. Hence, you can have rich people who are unhappy and poor people who are happy. Hence, my present destain for material wealth. Of course, talking about one's private and deepest thoughts isn't easy and, probably, is an act of desperation. But, my goal is to free my mind. And, in any case, whatever others may say, great sex is a function of a great imagination. Anyway, enough for now. Signing off, you chicks and studs. Paul Carr |
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