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More Reflections.
1/15/2006 6:01 pm Last Read: |
More Reflections. (-SCREENED-) Monday, January 16, 2006 at 12:49 AM GMT I think I wrote that on the 9th of January, I had an orgasm. Actually, I had another one since. I can't recall if I had one between the 1st of January and the 9th of January.. Maybe, I should catelogue all my orgasms here.  . I come from the Republic of Ireland and, I can tell you, the Republic of Ireland is one of the few places on the planet where the sexual revolution, which started in the 1950s, is having problems breaking through and making itself felt. Writing about my sex life is extremely difficult for me to do. I guess I do have monumental insecurities. But, because I do have such insecurities, writing such a sexual blog would be a very worthwhile thing for me to do. I reckon only in the 1990s did the sexual revolution start properly in the Republic of Ireland.Hmm. A few observations. I have thought these ones up before and hadn't had time to write them down before. I think it would take tremendous courage to show a picture of your naked self on blogsource.com)or blogsource.com)et cetera. Personally, I don't think I am going to go that far. In my opinion, pictures of a naked masculine body minus head is pretty pointless. It could be anyone's head. It could be anyone's, ahem, attributes.... About 10 years ago, I was living for a time in Vancouver, Canada. I was living in this flat one night sharing the place with a Japanese boyfriend and girlfriend. The boyfriend was the type of guy who likes to cut to the chase and not mince his words. I imagine he was a motorcyclist of some sort. He told me, "Paul, you are sexless". Oh, that hurt!!. Probably true though. I have been repressing my sexuality all my life so far, refusing seriously to address this matter. Why? Good question!!. Looking back at my twenties, I think that I was unhappy. Certainly, though, I didn't go off the rails, although, even that nearly happened. But, it was pretty boring, I'd say. Hmm. I was going to talk also of my dad and mum. My dad died in 1991. My mum is still alive. You know, I really think I gave my dad a bad deal. I think I have not been remembering him properly. He had some wonderful qualities which I refused to acknowledge. He had good qualities which, by constrast, my mother didn't share. For example, at least, my father was willing to admit to sex before his marriage to my mother. My mother would never admit this - though, I suppose it is possible that she didn't have sex before marrying my father. I remember one time my dad took me to see "an old flame" of his. That was how he introduced her to me. .Anyway, in summary, I have been running away from my own sexuality all my adult life. What a waste!!. The time we have on this planet is limited. Anyway, signing off for now. Paul Carr |
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