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Self Abuse
2/8/2006 8:14 pm Last Read: |
Last night I tied up my cock & balls so they were tight and purple. I use the leg part cut off a pair of pantyhose; its very stretchy and easy on the skin. I then beat my genitals with a cock whip and a cane until they were bruised and bleeding. Next I tied off my cock head with zip ties so it was swollen and pounded safety pins into it with a hammer. Sometimes I like to get the pins red hot before I do this. I pounded 4 pins into my glans and then ran a string through the holes. I attached about 10 pounds of weights to the string and another 20 pounds to my balls then slung the weights around. This caused some bleeding so I had to wrap toilet paper around my package so as not to get blood all over the place. After about 2 hours of self-torture, I finished myself off and removed the pins, zip ties and bindings. Im usually sore and black & blue for about a week or 2 after doing this. Torturing myself is fun, but its a hell of a lot more fun with a Domme with a wicked, cruel imaginationJ. To be tied down, helpless and at my Mistress mercy makes it way more exciting. Some things I would like to experiment with would be having the rim of my cockhead sliced with a red-hot scalpel to make it larger. I would love it if my Mistress decorated my cockhead with piercings, branding her initials on it, slicing patterns on it and whatever devious things she wants to do to meJ I would also like to have snake eyes tattooed on itJ I have kept my cock & balls with few scars and I am clean-shaven there. I want my Mistress to have a clean piece of meat to work with and to decorate as she sees fit. Any sadistic Ladies out there into cock & ball torture who needs a new torture toy, here I amJ jeff |
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