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reflections
9/15/2007 2:17 pm |
well i don't really post here anymore like you guys know. i only really post on livejournal and i don't really see the point in copying and pasting my events on here. ya'll don't really care about how my classes are or whatever college stuff i'm going through because most of you are past that. and i'm not that inclined with sharing stuff between daddy and i on here because of the unfavorable people that this site can attract as well. so what i was thinking is once a month i can talk about reflections about how things went for me last year and what is going on briefly this year. so right now were in the month of september! i've made 3 entries this year, of which one only really talks about me. *last year in september i did 30 entires. *apparently alt makes it hard to look at the entries that are only specific to that month. kinda lame. *i find it interesting that this post has 365 views: intelligent conversation so technically one a person a day could've read that post. how cool is that? *another thing i notice going back is that i was online way more than i am now. starting to learn control! lol, i'm still online for like 5 hours, but i used to be on there for about 10 hours or more. so i'm learning some control.lol i also notice that i'm abit more calm now since i don't spend so much time talking and involving myself with negative people on here. *leading up to that, apparently i got really agitated at people questioning me or attacking me or just being plain rude about my race(not ethnicity, two different things!) and flared out on this post, i guess it's interesting if you come here and are just looking at me for the first time and are confused yourself: first off what the fuck? recently though people haven't asked me about my race or ethnicity. it hasn't happened for awhile actually. *i think one of the most important things that occurred to me this month last year was going to earthdance: i am converted it helped me on my spiritual path. unfortunately though, they only have one in houston for the state of texas. and well my folks wouldn't be cool with me going down there just hanging out and shit. that and the fact that i'd have to drive just 4-5 hours going there, and then 4-5 hours back the next day. though next week they have a yoga thing going on in austin that is for the global mala project. i think i'll do that instead. *of course i had my ups and downs. looked like my downs were starting to slow down. i really don't quite remember what brought this up out of my besides pre relationship issues and oddly enough can't find more about it on either alt or livejournal. but still i like my writing with this one: paralized and that's me then and me now in a nutshell..well not much of me now..but it is something from me. 
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