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All for Her  

Beachs_toyboy

9/2/2007 2:07 am

Last night, Mistress found herself in the mood to play. Her back has been particularly painful, so any kind of percussive play was out. Mistress decided to do what she likes to call "Making Pretties", which is when she decorates my cock and balls with various ornaments. Sometimes this involves pain, sometimes not. Tonight was to be a non-pain night, but I did not yet know this as she cuffed my hands together and put a hood over my head. The hood is very sheer, as Mistress does not like to use items that can create a feeling of claustrophobia. Still, along with the cuffs, having this over my head created a feeling of vulnerability that otherwise would not have been there.

Mistress then went to work. She used a gates of hell on me, as well as doing a very pretty shibari tie. I know this for two reasons. first, she has tied me enough that I know what it feels like, and second, because as always my photo fetishist of a Mistress took several very pretty pictures. I love being Mistress's living canvas.

This play got Mistress all revved up, as she wondered how my gates of hell enclosed cock would feel inside of her. After a couple of attempts, I was able to get a condom over the gates. I don't think Mistress relished the idea of the snaps catching on anything. As I inserted myself into her, I realized something that I had previously suspected. I could not feel a thing. It is certainly a different sensation, being able to feel the pressure surrounding my cock, without being able to "feel" any of the stimulation. And you don't realize how much your coordination is dependent on actually being able to feel where your cock is. While it was a little awkward, and I missed the pleasure that normally accompanies sex, there was something extremely gratifying about knowing this was all for Mistress. I was basically a living breathing human dildo, there solely to give her pleasure. And it heightens her pleasure as well, knowing that I am performing solely to please her.

Though I would never want this to take the place of traditional sex (and hopefully Mistress agrees), I do look forward to future experiences like this.

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Every Which Way But Dead (Rachel Morgan, Book 3)
By Kim Harrison

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