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3/19/2006 12:28 am Last Read: |
I do not know who you are. Probably one of the women my husband has been spending time with of late, with my full permission and regard. Whomever you are, you're the sole reason I'm sending this letter. Thank you. Thank you for teaching him to be benevolent even in my worst rages. Even when I was ready to depart, he kept his calm and offered more help than any man in such a situation is required to do. Even with tears in his eyes, he helped to make plans for my new future. Thank you for teaching him to love unconditionally. All plans for learning to drive, to taking care of debts, to childcare, to my jewelry coursework, he agreed to foot the bill. And he said it was because he loved me, and always will, regardless. People who told him he was insane were told in return to mind their own business. Thank you for teaching him assertiveness in the bedroom. I know for a fact he wasn't doing all that biting, hairpulling and growling before. He was too submissive before. It sure as hell wasn't me as I haven't slept with the man in well over a year. But someone taught him to turn into something feral - and I REALLY thank you for that. In short, thank you for helping me find my love again, the whole reason I fell for this man in the first place well over five years ago when the subway door opened and I saw that young, impressionable man standing there. Thank you for making him so tolerant, to allow me to work through the processes in my own head till I came to the proper - the only - conclusion I could. Thank you for helping us both realise we cannot actually be without each other, in any event. Whoever the hell you are, my dear, I thank you from the bottom of my black, twisted little heart, and I certainly hope he gives you as much as you've obviously given him in return. Your compatriot and favourite fan, second to my husband, OyaD |
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