Blogs > OyaD > Earth Kitt's Apprentice > Another one bites the dust

Another one bites the dust  

OyaD

4/6/2006 12:10 am

Last Read:
4/6/2006 12:23 am

Seriously, is alt.com where all the scrubs hang out because it's cheaper than hiring a prostitute? Please. I am not a cheap alternative to a pro-Domme. I am not going to show up someplace to give you what you want and get nothing in return for my time. This isn't about money, honey, as I don't care about your pocketbook. This IS about having at least a shred of romanticism in your heart and having an ambition higher than beating your current score on your PS2. This is about being able to do more than just thinking about a quick shag and getting off. I'm finding it faintly boggling this is so difficult to comprehend.

Have a vision, I don't care what it is. Have a goal in life. Have an ideal, and a scrap of artistic beauty in your soul - and be willing to share it. But gone are the days when I want to dress in tie-dyed sarongs and live in a VW bus. I've done it - I actually enjoyed it at the time. But tastes change, and now my idea of roughing it is Best Western. If I'm "high maintenance" it's because sleeping rough for five years and wandering most of the US on foot has taken its toll on my joints and knees. I require spoiling because otherwise I can't walk without paracetamol.

Fibromyalgia is a b1tch, y0.

However I am meeting some rather fascinating people even so. There's more than a few Don Juans upon this site, and I correspond with them now and again. I've even found a party or two I didn't know about, and while I don't have the time to actually attend one, it's nice to know The Magic Theater exists in one form or another. I get a mail now and again from people who read the blog (thanks my dear for the image you sent, and thank you there for the pointing toward Torrid). I've met a few people whom make me wonder if we weren't seperated at birth.

Even so...it's all well and good to talk. But I'm not here to chat. I'm looking for something, like everyone else here. Whether I'll find it remains to be seen.

But I have time.

**************

In other news - I am going to start my jewellry course very soon, and I've been toying with some ideas for BDSM jewellry. It would be purely for show; elaborate chain and semi-precious stone collars, piercing jewellry, and so on and further. It wouldn't be my primary line of jewelcraft but it would be one of the many facets. I will be mostly making Egyptian reproductions for myself, completely one of a kind. I'm excited to start a new project in creativity. I've been working with metal off and on for some time and I'm really looking forward to doing it again.

In any event, off I flit.

Become a member to comment on this blog