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Is there something in the water?
12/2/2006 10:21 am Last Read: |
Seems to be a lot of anger rolling round, a lot of people promising one thing and not being able to deliver, a lot of bullshit, and just general uncool stuff. I'm not immune. Today the ex springs on me the Mistress who was only his "ego shag" is now turning into potential wife number two. And oh, by the way he's been taking my son over to meet her regularly without me knowing about it. Cue serious Oya-space. I like to think I'm benevolent. He's helping me out considerably, doing what he can not to screw me over till I get my balance. I try to stay cool as a result and be the good friend and so on. But What. The. Fuck. I unloaded, and bigtime. It sucked, I felt like I was just re-enacting one of my parents' many arguments or something. I felt like I was being a very unreasoning bitch. But the blatant disrespect, not only to me, but to this wench he has said time and time again is just an "ego lay", he's now promising this nice secure future solely for what, a shag? To boost his ego? How can I respect someone he set up himself as just a fling - and why act so shocked when I'm appalled all these trips out which are supposedly "child time" is really "hang out with my bitch" time? Like I want this woman anywhere near my son, and lo and behold he's still trying to find a way to find his cake and eat it too, hopefully without telling me about it. But when the phone rings all the damn time and his phone buzzes with texts every few minutes, I can put two and two together. I'm on a more even keel now several hours later, but this is only due to the fact I have shut everything off. I've killed it, buried it, and now look at him with a complete indifference he says he finds alarming. But you expect what exactly, dude? Do what you want, man. But you better be fucking CERTAIN that, from now on, I'm going to do just the same, and fuck your feelings to the contrary. |
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