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Universe goes Boink
2/11/2007 11:44 pm Last Read: |
Forgive me while I try to process what's going on in my head here, because I'm not sure how to write it yet. Suffice to say: I'm blissed out happy. We hold hands and do silly couple things. We drive and drive in the country side and talk about plans for houses and schools and cars and gardens and art and music. Sprog steps between us and raises his arms to be hugged between us, and kisses us sweetly. Since I got rid of my ring, he wants me to design a new one. It's our five year anniversary today. I actually thought we'd be signing divorce papers. Instead, we're making plans for our future together as a family. The ice has broken. I can feel affection and love again. I still get tired, I'm not a sex kitten, but it's THERE, say thankya. A small part of my brain tells me I'm being a complete utter idiot. But I trust my own gifts, and I'm aware that's a petulant part that wants to rub in transgressions and hurt. The majority of me puts the past so far into the past I can't even see it anymore. It's irrelevant. It's immaterial. It's not sugar-coating it's just...done. The man grew up fast. Apparently, so did I. If I thought this was a gamble, I'd let every friend I've got reserve the right to tell me I am an idiot if everything fell apart again. But I'm not seeing that as a possibility in future. The lesson was too painful a one for him to ever want to go there twice. So...yeah. Not making sense here. Not caring. Grinning too big. Sappy, ain't it? |
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2/12/2007 1:16 am |
Awww honey, that's WONDERFUL! Congratulations. I'm so happy for you.  *big hugs* shy ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Master's SHYgirl Happily owned and collared since 2006.   
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2/12/2007 2:59 am |
1. You're making perfect sense. 2. Anyone who calls you an idiot instead of supporting you for trying to make a go of your family isn't a friend.
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2/12/2007 3:13 am |
follow your heart its attached to one of the most insightful minds ever congratulations
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2/13/2007 3:35 am |
Wonderful OyaD....
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