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Old scars
3/16/2009 2:56 pm |
Mar. 14th, 2009 | 09:23 pm A little surprised at how strong a reaction I had to something. I am down at my parents, they are back from the USA after 2 1/2 months in Phoenix with my brother so my boy and I came down to see them and also so I could collect some of the things they had in storage for me from when I split with my ex all that time ago. Whilst going through the things I came across a little blue box which when opened had a silver pot inside. Inside was my boys first tooth and our wedding rings. I admit, I really tried not to let it get to me but the sight of those two gold bands made me hurt inside about what happened far more than anything has for years, more even than when she changed her name. Definitely more than starting the divorce and I just started to cry. I sat and held them and let myself cry, looking at some of the other things which Mum had put aside for if our boy ever wanted them when Wendy and I were gone. Our wedding photos. The Mickey and Minnie cake top decoration. The photo of our engagement. A photo of us kissing at a friends wedding. So, I cried and cried and now I feel empty and detached. Yes, time does heal all, just sometimes old scars can still catch. |
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