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Where am I?  

RedMenice

11/12/2005 2:15 pm

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3/5/2006 9:28 pm

While I'm not new to the inner workings of the BDSM lifestyle, I've only recently started to apply them to my sexual practices.
I had read about it...talked to people..asked lots of questions...but never felt comfortable with the people I would meet...or brave enough to try anything...lol....until the last year or so.
But where do I stand when asked what role I play?
I am not a Domme...I have no inclinations to be so.
Yet I'm not a sub...I do not wish to bow my will to someone else....nor call no man Master.
I love pain...but I'm not a pain slut.
I also love aggressive men...the rough handling I can get from them...their forceful nature...the take charge attitude.
I do not wish to be "forced"...or " "...but it's awfully close...
If I want to be "used"...yet be defiant...which side am I on?

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