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weekend blues
4/27/2009 2:14 am Last Read: |
recently, i went to a conference in corvallis, OR for some good times & good friends- most of which i hadn't seen in over a year. with everything going on- dancing & services, workshops & talent shows- to blink would be sin... & that's exactly what seems to have happened. i didn't want to leave, as they're my 2nd home. as soon as i did, my heart shredded to nothing. my eyes bloodshot & burning with rage & dismay. my body cold & empty of the many hugs that surrounded my soul. even now, my hands shake; my head throbs; my insides scream for someone to comfort me & tell me 'its ok' & 'youll see them again soon enough'. even now, the river in my head is waiting for something to trigger its rapids... i don't want to cry anymore, but it's my only means of release until the next time, when i get to play this track all over again. Sticks & stones may brake my bones, but whips & chains excite me! |
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5/11/2009 2:54 pm |
dvich, I'm sorry that you have had such an experience. As I promised in an earlier note to you, I did travel down to Ashland last week. It's a nice little town. I enjoyed the theatre [saw four plays while there], had a pleasant stroll through Lithia Park along the creek, enjoyed a number of the restaurants, and so forth. It would have been nice to do some of those things with you, and then take you back to the Bard's Inn for some much needed spanking. I really don't use whips and chains, but I'm pretty sure I could have provided you with the discipline you seem to need. And it would have been done in a loving way by a Dom/Daddy/Farmer who genuinely cares about you. I hope things look up for you soon. Al
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