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deep in thought after talk with my mum!  

madeoflust

6/20/2009 2:28 pm
tonight we had dinner as normale my dad wen and watched tv and me and my mum sat at the dinner talbe talking im not goin to go in to the details of wat was said but iv never knew how little i knew about my childhood or my own grandma god bless her soul! i feel a little withdrawn beacuse i feel i never knew my grandma that well or really fully understood her as a person which i gusse in a way i kinda hate and makes me feel i should of spent more time with her! also the main point of this cnov with my mum was about me when i was 13 and i was with the wrong crowd of people and got missed lead by them and ending up in a bad stiuation! and talking to her and now im older and now a mum i can now understand more and relate to where she was coming from and glad she stood by me and helped me though my rather hard times when i was younger and not at all wise evern tho when ur at that age u think you know everything!!
my mum is the best mum i could ever wish for i know she does thing and they piss me off but i know shes always there for me and i love her so much and i really hope she knows that!!
jerry64
76 posts 

1/17/2010 3:03 am

Hi!!
great words & nice to hear you say how much you appreciate your mum!! & funny how you see things differently when your slightly older!!
JGx

The_Yogin
13 posts 

3/19/2010 11:45 am

I'm sure your mum appreciated the chat and am sure she can see just how much you have changed over the years. I bet you she does know just how much you do love her and the very fact you chatted the way you did would have filled her with a sense of pride.
It's a lesson in life your learning as you will maybe one day be re-living these times with your own daughter so life is cyclical and am sure your mum is aware of that too.
Just keep talking as you do with your mum and make sure you give her a huge hug and tell her you love her.
Kindest regards
Yogin

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