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Tawse88 58M  
91 posts
7/27/2014 10:58 pm
Spanking virgin - 3


Not sure in terms of blog ettiquette whether I'm supposed to continue this saga under the original post or start a fresh one. On the basis that I don't give a rat's ass/arse about blog etiquette I choose for my own reasons to start a fresh one. And stand ready to face the slings and arrows of the blog police....

To bidness:

Well I followed the advice of tsarah (see Spanking virgin - 2) and sent my spanking virgin a brief email this morning, nothing pushy just a let-her-know-I'm-here note. I was delighted to receive an almost instant reply, which was both delightful and lengthy. Essentially she felt she was at fault, that she had disappointed me, and she felt I must look down on her as some kind of alt amateur. I have to admit it did my ego the world of good to find I wasn't (directly) the cause of her silence. And impressed at the depth of soul-searching she was obviously going through. She concluded that while she had really enjoyed our time - particularly the conversation over coffee - she didn't feel she was strong enough to give herself to a physical session. At that point I swung back to "am I getting too old for this" mode; her words and her attitude were almost too good to be true, she was arousing all manner of (good) emotions inside me that I will simply enjoy without analysis. This is a new side of the lifestyle that I don't think I've ever truly been exposed to before and I do like it. To be able to see her struggles, to hear the issues that scare her, to indulge in them and not feel obliged to jump into physical activity, it's a new and exciting emotional exploration for me. I used to believe that I understood - as much as was necessary - the submissive process...apparently not! Uncharted territory for me, and it is as erotic as it is educational.

I have just emailed her back suggesting another coffee or even lunch, with a handshake or a hug as the only dessert. Let's see what transpires.


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