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Tawse88 58M  
91 posts
9/20/2014 3:07 am
WHEN THE DOM STOPS DOMMING


So two days with a beautiful and articulate young woman in Shanghai, what could possibly be wrong with that?

Well, Tawse, you blew it.

Yes I did. After 20 years before the mast I went in as a , and I am well-ashamed of myself for it. She had said clearly, she wanted a daddy or a dom, she didn't know which, and she also said that the chemistry would tell. The Great Dom Master All in Big Letters Tawse went in brainless - asking what she preferred, what she wanted, in everything from what to eat or drink to what should we call each other. I know not why. I guess the prize was too great; all I've ever really wanted these past few years is a submissive young girlfriend as a close friend, and she clearly surpassed expectations in every way. She was sharp, and I do so like that. I like the challenge - ordinarily I rise to it but this time I seem to have sunk without a trace. On reflection I should have offered the strict daddy - the daddy dom (du'uh - it was obvious, really...) - but the point is I should have offer, rather than waited. And taken the consequences, as real men would. Now I take the consequences as pussies do.

Why the blog, the admission of incompetence? Probably because alt is so full of confidence and braggadocio I feel a little harsh reality reporting might provide confidence in areas requiring confidence. Maybe so that if I am lucky enough to hook up with another girl she will moderate her expectation (oh...it's Tawse....). And maybe so that some young thing will take sympathy and trot round to offer a commiserating blow job. Ya never know yer luck.

So if you, or a close relative, or someone you know, find yourself in need of a daddy or a dom and are unsure which, call 1-800-TAWSE. This time I will know exactly what to do.

Aislin 39F  
8605 posts
9/20/2014 5:57 am

I get so bored with the complicated stuff and if you are my Choice I am more compelled to agree to , His way or the Highway its rather simple and to the point of my needs. Its been a year since my first experience and I continue to crave it. Best wishes and great post

I am aroused by my own darkness and there is no cure.


eroticallyincldn 70F
1635 posts
9/20/2014 7:53 am

Well my friend ...I believe you are too hard on yourself....I also believe ..perhaps you are going through some turmoil..

Step back a moment...regroup...if there was anyone who I got to know through his writing it is you ...what you are ...what you embrace....and most of alt are wannabees..men /women who they are entitled..and yet given the power they abuse it ....

You are who you are ...it is embedded...and it will return this confidence that men so seek...by the way she should have felt elated that once again you were picking her brain and cared enough to really get to know her...it seems she was unsure as well..

Peace Tawse....we all have those moments!


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
9/20/2014 8:02 pm

The person walked after all that time and planning ( or was it a reasonably new person) because meeting 1 didnt go off perfectly? Or did you?

Yeah, bad call on you if you say you screwed up, but......why no fix it and redo?

Live n learn that we all need reminders to be humble in our greatness.

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
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~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~



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