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More Revelations
5/17/2009 4:01 am |
Confusion would be the word that best describes the next few years of my life. i continued my exploration of BDSM with women. Tried the submissive role simply because i felt that's where i belonged. Thought maybe i had found my way when i served a Domme for some time but she must have seen something in me that i didn't think was showing. We were enjoying what i thought was just another wonderful session. She had me tied and teased to the point where i thought i would just explode when she stopped and said that we were going to talk. She began by telling me that i was very good at serving and pleasing her but that it was time i took another look at myself. She told me that i should consider assuming a Dominant role with women. Her explanation detailed many reasons for this idea and i really couldn't argue with any of them. She was very convincing and it was soon agreed that this was the path i should follow but then she said that there was something else we needed to talk about. She began by telling me that there was nothing wrong with being a switch. i really didn't expect this to go that way because of her lifestyle beliefs but soon found out that there was much more to it. It was like she saw right through me and she basically led me to the point where she simply said, "Admit it, while you enjoy being dominant with women, there's more to your makeup than that. Tell me the truth. You like cock just as much as pussy and what you really want is to serve a man". i was stunned that she had made this observation mostly because we had never talked about men before. Now, you have to understand that i totally trusted and respected this woman so there was no reason to deny it. She pressed further and told me to tell her my feelings about what she said. i couldn't stop myself from spilling my feelings even though i had that sinking feeling that our relationship had taken an unexpected turn. i told her how i felt more complete when i was pleasing a man but that it was probably just a fascination or a passing thing. She kept probing, wanting to know more about how i felt when i was with a man and then came the, "tell me the truth" thing again. She laid it out in a simple way and asked me. "If I brought a man along with me and we sit naked side by side, which would you choose to serve first? Which would win, the cock or the pussy?" i had never looked at it quite like this but deep down, i knew that my answer was probably not what she would want to hear. i also knew that we were always open and honest with each other and that i really had no reason to lie to her. Guess it was her way of making me honest with myself. For whatever reason, she helped me answer that question since i obviously couldn't spit it out. "Look at yourself. You might as well just tell me the truth. You're sitting in puddle of jizz that started flowing the second we started talking about cock. That cock of yours is telling the truth so let's hear it now. You're a cocksucker and what you really want is to be a bitch for a real man, right? So what wins, the cock or the pussy?" There's never been another time in my life when i felt so compelled to "let go" and spill the beans. i simply lowered my eyes and said, "the cock wins, Mistress". It was at this moment that i truly knew what people meant when they say the weight of the world was removed from their shoulders. Even though i knew our current relationship was probably over, i had to be honest with her and myself. She amazed me with how she took this all in stride. She didn't flinch. She stood and ordered me to lie on the floor on my back. After she stretched me out by tying my already bound wrist and ankle to the bed and desk legs, she slowly squatted her hot pussy over my throbbing cock. She grabbed it and stroked her pussy with it before sliding ahead and poising it at her lovely asshole. She stared me right in the eyes as she slid down enough to get just the head of my cock past her ring. She slid her hands up to grab my nipples and began telling me that she was rewarding me for being honest with her and that i was now allowed to cum in her ass. i'll never forget the order she gave that put me over the edge. "Show me. Cum in me the way you wish real men would cum in you!" So that's exactly what i did. For awhile, i wondered if i would ever stop. She milked the head with her ass ring, making sure to get every drop. Then she pulled off, pulled down on my chin to open my mouth and told me, "Don't spill a drop and do not swallow. I wanna see my cocksucker's mouth full". She turned and squatted a few inches above my face. Then i watched intently as she slowly pushed my cum from her ass. It still ranks as one of the hottest things i have ever seen. i did get every drop and she smiled after she checked. She ordered me to swallow and turned back, reminding me that i better get my tongue busy and clean the rest of it out. It wasn't long after that and she finally removed her collar from me. i knew it was coming but we parted on very good terms. She helped me open up to myself and life has been good ever since. |
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