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Still Searching
5/24/2009 7:35 am |
The title of this post pretty much reveals that i am still looking for more but i am going to relate an experience that took place about a year ago. It was repeated once since so it stays fresh in my memory but can really only be considered "dabbling" when it tells my true desires and fantasies. i decided that i really needed to find a Top man that could help me experience what a true slut i am so i put an add on craigslist. We all know this is fishing at best and i had the usual throwbacks but i was blessed with meeting a man that mostly fit the bill. My ad expressed my desire to fulfill others fantasies as well as my own. Another kind of "help each other out" approach and it became another memory for me to treasure. We discussed many details and we set a time to make this happen. i met him in the parking lot of an adult bookstore in Tea, SD. He climbed in my vehicle and simply asked me, "Are you ready to be a whore"? i was more than ready and simply replied with a quick "Yes, Sir". We then headed off to the back door, paid our entry, and i followed him into the arcade, allowing him to choose our booth. Once inside, he simply ordered me to strip, stopping me when i got to my leather jock, and he placed the blindfold i had taken along onto my face. Pushing me down on my knees, he briefly explored my body before giving me just a sample of his cock in my hungry mouth. He then proceeded to opening the door, standing sometimes in the door way and even strolling around to find men for me to service. It was agreed beforehand that he would inspect the men for cleanliness, watch over my clothes, and simply make sure that things didn't get out of hand. This assured me that i would be safe and all health issues would be addressed. It wasn't long before he had a man on the couch, allowing me to suck his cock while he began probing my man cunt with his fingers. They talked about me like i wasn't even there and that only turned me on more. Things like, "he's a good cocksucker" and "how many fingers do you have in his hole"? i can still remember that while i was surprised to hear the answer of four fingers because i found myself wiggling my whore ass around like a wanton slut for more. Moments later, a couple of other guys came in the booth and i found myself being moved to service yet another man with my mouth. This disappointed me a little bit because i yet to get the first guy's cum but it became apparent to me quickly that he wasn't leaving just yet. My Top asked the others if they wanted to fuck me so i kept concentrating on the cock in my mouth while trying to present the fact that my man-cunt was as hungry as the other end. All this talk of using the whore on the floor obviously did something for the man i was sucking because i was soon savoring a rather large load his seed. He quickly stood, zipped up, and left but was quickly replaced with yet another man. My head was being grabbed and forced to move back and forth for awhile and it was then that i felt a pair of hands on my ass. Instinctively, i stopped moving long enough to feel him slowly push his hard cock deep within my ass. This is exactly one of the things i had asked for as far as fantasy fulfillment and i knew right then that i would want to do this again. Having a cock in both ends at once was better than i would have ever guessed. When the man behind me moved his hands up to my shoulders and pulled me back, slamming it deep, i knew it was nearly over. i felt his cock flex and fill the condom and i know i whined when he finally pulled out. i didn't want it to ever end. There finally came a point when my Top told me that there were no more men to please and i have no idea exactly how many cocks i serviced and i lost count of the loads i tasted but i had been on my knees for about an hour and a half. He allowed me to suck his cock for awhile and i still can almost feel him pounding my face after he pushed on my back on the couch. He pulled out at the moment of no return and splashed some of his cum onto my face and into my wide open mouth. Once he finished, he allowed to lick it clean and i wiped the remains into my mouth when he finally took his cock from me. i'm not sure if he had held off this long or if he was one that fucked me but it sure seemed like a huge load. He kissed me while giving me my clothes. Told me that he enjoyed using me for a whore. Said that he wanted to do it again if i did and left. This left me wanting more so i roamed the halls of the arcade for awhile, looking for more. There were a few guys still there so naturally, i assumed that one or more of them had used me. That was just the icing on the cake for me. When we discussed this previously, the blindfold was a tool that we used so that i would never know who had their way with me. That still turns me on even to this day as much as it did then. Every man i see there has me wondering if i was his bitch. What a major turn on! Later, i posted this experience on another site and was surprised when a man wrote me, telling me he was there. He confirmed it by stating that his buddy was the one that didn't take me long to get his load. So now i hold out hope that he and his buddy want to make our own fun sometime in the future. i still have no face to put with any of those cocks but i intend to see if my mouth has a memory of them every time i'm in that particular arcade. As i stated before, we had a repeat of this scene once and again it left me craving more. i actually expressed my desire to be bound and have no choice the next time (like i would have said no in the first place, lol) but this Top doesn't seem to have much experience with BDSM. He said something could be worked out so only time will tell but i just don't sense the powerful, cock wielding, slut user and abuser, in him. So that explains why i am still searching. Searching for that Dominant man that will use me alone, with another sub slut, or share me with many men. Just let me know if you want to hear more details about our second time. There wasn't as many men but i still treasure both events with all of my soul. i should add that while this may sound quite promiscuous to some, precautions were taken, and i have since been tested and remain squeaky clean. So if you need a party slut to serve you and your guests in a variety of ways, be sure and contact me so we can set something up. i really feel the need to go find that line where i go from begging for more cock to the point where i am begging for a break. After all, you can never find out just how far you can go if you haven't risked going to far. |
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