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Alone again, naturally....
3/14/2005 1:40 pm Last Read: |
I thought perhaps Id clicked the wrong link when I went to peep at J.s profile, and it said it was not found. But then I looked at my inbox, and was momentarily elated that hes just sent me an e-mail. Maybe hed pulled his ad because he wasnt trolling around on ALT anymore perhaps hed decided that he wanted to focus on our getting to know one another, and I knew hed been offline for a couple of days, and he isnt much of a net person, and .and Well, yes. He had found someone on ALT he is very much interested in pursing a relationship with. It just isnt me. So now Im sitting here at square one with a mailbox full of messages from men in Australia, Germany, England, and various States in the Union that are not California wondering why I bother. Wondering if this is all a colossal waste of time. Wondering why it is so difficult for me to even find a nice person to date. Waa waa waa... Looks like the Waaaaaaaaaaamulance is going to have another casualty today  Mollena
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 3/14/2005 3:17 pm |
I hope he gets back in triplicate what he dishes out. Goddess it is HIS loss. For newcomers and not so newcomers. Arm yourself with knowledge
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3/15/2005 12:12 am |
Ladies... Thank you so much for your encouragement and support!! On the plus side, we didn't actually do the deed full on...so that is a teensy bit of comfort (OK, so I don't know if a blowjob counts as actual sex, but in my book, it sho 'nuff don't.) I agree, either he had already someone else on the on deck circle, or he is being disingenuous with his tack for blowing me off. Either way, it does kind of suck, as this was the first date I'd been on in a long while where I felt that there was a chance for furtherance. I know in my heart that the time and place will roll around and the Person I Need will be there...but, as y'all know, maintaining that Zen-like state of tranquility can be tough when I come home and don't have anyone to tell my day, my triumphs and setbacks....well, that isn't fair, because I have my Blog-peeps here, and a handful of really delightful insightful people who make me smile and feel better. xoxo Love, ~Mollena Mollena
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