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My (sex) life story part 2.5: so THAT
4/22/2005 2:57 pm Last Read: |
I was invited to a Truth or Dare party, and I was a little apprehensive. I had still never even attended a play party let alone done a scene, but I thought I could handle this sort of event. Not really knowing what to expect, I stuck to Truths for the first round. Someone asked me When did you have your first SM experience? Since I had nothing else to go on, I replied by telling about Jim, and our affair years ago, and how that altered my perception of what exactly I needed from a relationship. In theory, at least. At the end of the round, there was only one person left. He was an imposing looking man, who I didnt know personally but had seen at a Munch once. He was quite clearly a top. From his cool blue or grey eyes to his black leather vest to the buckle on his engineers boots, he was totally intimidating me. Which was unnerving. He hardly seemed to blink. He sat quietly, arms folded, through the entire round. Seemed No one wanted to truth OR dare him. So who gets stuck with the last query? Of course, it was I. So, dya want a Truth or a Dare? He smiled, a small and enigmatic curl of the lip and said Ill take a dare, please. Oh, I was totally nonplussed. I stared at the group. OK, Help me out you guys!! What should I dare him??! They were less than helpful. I tried to think of something fairly innocuous, since I was quite certain that hed never do anything outrageous or silly. Thank the goddess for the voices in my head! OK, well, why dont you get someone in this room to kneel in front of you. There. Simple enough. There was a scoff from across the room. A striking looking female top was laughing at me. OK, so kneel in front of him and ? What ? Oy vey ish meir it never ends with you people Um and kiss your boots. He nodded slowly All right then. Come over here and kiss my boots. I looked around ME??? You cant pick me! I gave you the dare!!! There was a consultation with the host. The ruling came down, and indeed I was completely eligible for this dare. Nice. Well, I didnt want to wuss out. And besides, I didnt have to do it! The dare was that he GET someone to do it! I smiled cockily. Ok. So I accept. He stared levelly at me. Kneel here and kiss my boots." I giggled Nope! Everyone laughed. Except for him. The laughter dimmed to smiles from everyone. Everyone except him. The laughter died away totally as he sat stone still for a minute........... ...........then two. His stare was making me terribly uncomfortable, so I looked away. He rose quietly from his chair and crossed to where I was sitting. I couldn't look up; I could feel him watching me and I was entirely intimidated. Dammit! FUCK. Why was I being so squirrelly?!?! I am going to ask you one more time....Kneel and kiss my boots. I stared at my hands. My throat was dry... No thank...you...? I whispered. He waited; a long moment and then he stood back a step. Stand up, And before he was even done speaking I was on my feet. Um. Well....shit...OK I thought to myself if I am standing, I am further away from the floor, so this should be all right . Whats he gonna do, throw me to the ground? Hm. That, at least, would have been much easier to defend against. He leaned close to me. Fingers curling around to the back of my neck he pulled me close and whispered in my ear. Quietly. As he whispered the words became one long stream of sound that I could not fully understand. There were the words, there was the sensation of his breath in my ear there was his hand on my neck and He pulls my head back, tipping my face so that I am looking into his eyes again. Blinking. I was just waking up, I had been asleep, and my legs couldnt hold me up anymore. What was I doing standing? Why wasnt I on my knees? I almost sank directly to the floor but thought I should wait he hadnt told me too He stepped back. Are you ready? I nodded once, mute. Then kneel. I sank to my knees, almost relieved. Again, I started to move to kiss his boots, but something made me pause. I heard his voice from somewhere above me, earthquake aftershock rocking my unsteady foundations. Now, you may kiss my boots. I leaned forward, pressing my lips against the warm leather, inhaling their smell, and feeling the grain of the hide against my mouth. First the right then the left, then I sat back on my heels. After a moment, I folded my arms behind my back, one on top of the other, stared at the floor, and waited. It just felt like...the thing to do. The room was dense with silence. No one even moved. Finally... His hand on my shoulder, guiding me to my feet. His arms around me, a quick friendly hug. He smiled. Are you OK?He asked. I nodded, then promptly sat down on the arm of a chair and almost fell over. Our host cleared his throat Er, on that note why dont we take a break I ran outside. I needed a cigarette. Three women followed me down the stairs and out into the cold. I forgot my jacket. Didnt need it. I was sweating. My fingers nerveless as I lit the cigarette, still dazed. Ohmigod, that was one of the hottest scenes I have EVER witnessed!! I turned, exhaling slowly and watching the smoke curl and disappear That wasnt as scene. He barely even touched me. They all smiled knowingly, the initiated, amused by the hubris of the uninitiated newbie. Oh, yes, that was a scene. And wow, the energy you guys had what did he say to you? Im dying of curiosity!! I shook my head. I cant remember. He just sort of explained to me that I wanted to do that for him, that I was safe I dunno. It was . What it was was yet another beginning.  Mollena
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 4/22/2005 3:55 pm |
Oh wow, I am absolutely dumbfounded. Shivers. For newcomers and not so newcomers. Arm yourself with knowledge
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4/22/2005 6:17 pm |
Yep. He had that effect on me. For a couple of years... Mollena
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4/22/2005 6:28 pm |
THANK YOU, MistressWestLA!!! I am, as we speak, trying to see if I can shift myself into a "for profit mode...we shall see!! If so, I will be in your neck of the woods for certain. {=} Mollena
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4/22/2005 10:53 pm |
Actually, Numjaiblue, I am putting together a proposal for a friend who runs a pretty well known kink publishing company...fingers crossed! Thank you fir your kind words...I feel, in an odd way, this is one of the ways I can repay the people who have had such a profound impact on my life. This way, those effervescent moments can live on and on  Mollena
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4/23/2005 12:33 am |
Hey, MistressWestLA... I *have* seen her perform, and in fact I've seen her do the bit written above. She kicks ass.
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4/23/2005 6:32 am |
Still breathless... my favorite stories are the ones which can evoke a deep want... yours did... thank you
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4/23/2005 1:26 pm |
Yay Krisleathers!! Thanks, Lady  My FAVOURITE aspect of re-telling that story is when people who were there see it retold, or when El hisself finally got to see it, they all said "Yep...that's it." It is hard to try to evoke something in front of eyewitnesses and have them acknowledge it. Talk about performance anxiety...but I know I've succeeded when I look out at them nodding. {=} Mollena
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4/23/2005 1:29 pm |
Thank you, Deepbluenothing... That is the best thing to hear...and that is my favorite part about performing. When I am able to share, with an audience, the big emotionally charged moments as well as the small events that take root and bear fruit that no one could have anticipated. Thank you for reading! {=} Mollena
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4/23/2005 11:29 pm |
Wow, what an intimate and powerful story. Something happens when other people are in the room i've noticed this in clubs. It electrifies the whole thing and lifts it to another dimension. Being defied as a Dom in public is quite a challenge hehe. Thank you
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4/24/2005 3:13 pm |
Thanks so much, betty67, vkindmaster and slaveboyj! As you mentioned, vkind, it was quite A Big Deal, ultimately. I later found out that it was WAY outside of his standard protocol to have someone with whom he did not have an active D/s dynamic kiss his boots. Little did I know. But hay...had he not taken up the dare, I wouldn't have so blithely and unwittingly traipsed over that line...and piqued his interest...and been offered a ride home by him that night... Mollena
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