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Funny, that.....
11/29/2005 8:55 pm Last Read: |
the pic tonight is from the depths of the Holocaust Memorial in Berlin...an eerie, humbling site.) .....the stream-of-consciousness thingie I posted a couple of posts back is actually a composite of a situation I have seen repeated in my relationships.....seven of them. so, yeah, r_diva, one of 'em was indeed Mister Ass-tray guy, but the others are culled composites from different people who I have allowed to push and pull variously in my life. It is interesting to gain the perspective of time. Some of those people had the easy way into my psyche, because I was already identifying as kinky. That gives those trying to breach the defenses an easy foothold to place a stranglehold on my emotional state. I have to parallel that with my first relationship, where I assumed (terribly, terribly wrongly) that I would simply be treated with the love and respect I wanted without having to safeguard my emotional state. I have re-discovered that I truly need to be on my guard if I am in a situation where I might be ambushed by my own profound submissive autonomic responses. Dust off the butt, get back on the horse....right?  Mollena
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11/29/2005 10:35 pm |
Absolutely right. You cant give up, I don't think it is in your nature to do so is it? Eventhough you and I have lost touch a bit I never forget someone, not someone that touches me the way you do..Even without the cheese(from a post long ago) I'll light the candles and whisper the words to help ease this burdon we call emotional response... I'd hug you were I there. Just remember My Godess, At the end of the game, the King and the pawn go into the same box. The only way out is TRUTH ~Sara 
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 11/30/2005 10:10 am |
S_she_S......thank you for your kindness and insight. It does me well to recall that there are strong and wonderful people who wrestle with the same buggities with which I deal. I am glad to see you still slugging it out here...and I am going to certainly make time to catch up with your postings....! myinnocence.....pinky promise, yes, I will. Mollena
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 11/30/2005 12:59 pm |
Dear Mo... Know what? Persistence combined with optimism and faith is just hot. I love this is you. If I could I'd bearhug you til you lost consiousness.  Peace. Doc_Sonar I advocate Simplicity, Patience & Compassion...and...More than Ever - "I believe in looking reality straight in the eye and denying it." ~G Keillor
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