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One never knows....
3/4/2005 4:57 pm Last Read: |
A while back, oh, maybe almost a year ago, Id met and hooked up with a cute guy for some tumbling in the hay time. Ye Olde Zipless fuck. And it was quite good. Often, when you first become sexually involved with someone, it takes a while to get in sync, to feel comfortable, etc. but he and I hit is off, and had several really fun times. Then poof, vanished off of the face of the earth. I was bummed: a god fuck-buddy is a scarce commodity in this town. You wouldnt thin k that to be true, but the person who have truly maintain a respectful mutual sexual friendship are far and few between. I attempted to contact him a few times, heard nothing, and was miffed. Would it be so difficult, a sniped, to call or send an e-mail? Whatever. I recently received an e-mail from him, looking to catch up. I was a bit standoffish: what, I am just supposed to be all readily available for YOU when YOU want it? As if! Then he told me hed been diagnosed with cancer not long after wed last been together, and that things had been A little crazy. Ooop. No doubt Who feel smaller than tiny? That would be me. That started me thinking about the people with whom I have fallen out of touch, who I assumed blew me off, who I might have blown off either intentionally With Extreme Prejudice or simply by letting time slip by. I was reminded again that assumptions are rarely ever productive, and that sometimes it isnt all about me. Go figure. Were trying to mesh schedules to get together again. I am looking forward to it: mostly because he is a sweetheart, and I can only imagine how terrifying an experience it must have been. plus, hey, if he is back in the saddle, all the better  XOXO ~Mollena  Mollena
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 3/4/2005 6:06 pm |
how wonderful to have that second chance. All too often, we never get that opportunity to change, to do over or do differently. Good luck For newcomers and not so newcomers. Arm yourself with knowledge
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3/5/2005 4:39 am |
Hope he's genuine.. if he is and he's on the road to recovery, good on him... I really hope its not a case of.. weelll I got Cancer and couldn't face you, hurt you, I cared about you... blah blah, when really it was...I got myself hitched, and you were a bit on the side, now thats fallen to shit, Im baaaaackkk.... Have fun...  Miss C and Bronte4Daddy, spirits from the same soul..
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3/5/2005 4:39 am |
Hope he's genuine.. if he is and he's on the road to recovery, good on him... I really hope its not a case of.. weelll I got Cancer and couldn't face you, hurt you, I cared about you... blah blah, when really it was...I got myself hitched, and you were a bit on the side, now thats fallen to shit, Im baaaaackkk.... Miss C and Bronte4Daddy, spirits from the same soul..
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3/5/2005 12:39 pm |
HOPE IT WORKS OUT FOR YOU. HAVE FUN. "DO WHAT YOU CAN WITH WHAT YOU HAVE WHERE YOU ARE." T. Roosevelt
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