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Suzy_Que 53T
871 posts
10/30/2014 9:32 pm
Not sure where I am or where I'm going...

A few days ago, I received a phone call from a female friend. We used to hang out together as part of a group (before Suzy) but I always wanted to be with her as a couple. She, however, was not interested in more than friendship. We all went our separate ways and for the most part have not kept in touch.

Now, about ten years later, she has moved back to the area She got my email address from a mutual friend and we exchanged a few messages and pictures before she called me and asked if I wanted to get together and pick up where we left off. She strongly hinted that she was finally ready and willing to go out with me like I wanted her to way back then.

I have to admit that she looks even better in her pictures than the last time I saw her, and there's still a little spark left, but I just couldn't do it. All I could think about was what would happen if we hit it off and became serious, and then the right man came along for Suzy. My TV side was always just a part-time passion, but for the first time, I was making decisions about my life that were in Suzy's best interest, not the old me. I then realized that it was like I was letting go of the 'him' side of me and more firmly embracing the 'her', and instead of being sad or upset at the thought of losing this aspect of my life, it really excited me!

I suppose that if we have to put labels on ourselves, I'm starting to slip further away from my "straight male" part and more fully embracing what some consider the "straight TV" aspect, since I prefer to only take the traditionally female role with men.

Now I guess it's time to give it a chance and just see what comes!





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