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HetFlex_K 51M
160 posts
9/20/2014 5:12 pm
love, now

Most of you are probably not aware that I have another blog on this site. No, I am not talking about the mirror image of this account that I created because I feared being kicked off Alt at one point, I am referring to [blog IIRuinousLoveII] which is actually not the first blog I ever started here. That one began about 8years ago, but Alt decided to randomly destroy it a while back, so I was forced to start again. As a result, I also began a blog on my own site, but that’s another story that has zero to do with this particular post.

This other blog - [blog IIRuinousLoveII] - was about the love relationship I was sharing with the amazing Catherine de Sade (not her real name), whom I referred to as MY LOVE. The posts that are up now are nothing like those I put up 8years ago, in fact, they are lame and tame by comparison. Gone are the missives about hitting my girlfriend so many times that my fists hurt, and missing are the graphic descriptions of sexual exploits we were experiencing at the time. Also absent, are the paragraphs of love I used to enjoy sitting down and composing. I have to admit; until I met MY LOVE, I hadn’t really been in a truly intense and meaningful relationship. Even my marriage to a stripper, with the group sex and copious drug usage, wasn’t nearly as amazing as what I shared with Catherine. If you look now, all you’ll see on Alt is the tail end of that relationship. The winding down, which led to me posting more about my professional endeavors than it did about love or deviance. For all I know, my original “Our Ruinous Love” account still exists here*, because Alt loves to inflate it’s numbers, but otherwise there is no real evidence of my romantic, loving side.

* It is indeed still on Alt even though I am not allowed access to it - RuinousLove

When I began this HetFlex K blog, I wasn’t expecting to fall in love again. I thought my relationship with Catherine had pretty much ruined my chances of ever finding it again (I didn’t call it “Our Ruinous Love” for nothing), but to my delight and surprise that has not turned out to be the case. Meeting punkin, and becoming her Daddy, has and is a whole different experience. It’s a completely different dynamic, and therefore, a new kind of love has blossomed between us. Far from being unable to love again, I am finding myself falling very hard for this incredible little lady I call my . There is much about her to adore, and I don’t think I’ve expressed that properly these last few months. It’s true she is my fucktoy, and my slutty , but she is also a wonderful, funny, intelligent, talented, kind, loving individual that I care very deeply for. Our love has come as a surprise to this old, jaded fellow, and it will be my pleasure to begin sharing it with all of you from now on.

Daddy loves you, punkin.



hauntinglyblu 57F
6663 posts
9/23/2014 8:09 pm

YaY for love!!!!
I could "read" that you love her in your words/writing. I am happy for you both and thankful you share yr relationship with us.
Best wishes to you both
~b



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