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Miss_Kytt 34F
628 posts
10/21/2014 11:08 pm
Poppets Pearl


Sent to me by a special individual

Its titled reality -

laying in bed and your whats on my mind, your the voice inside my head, the memories on repeat yet nothing matters as tomorrow is just another day where i fake a smile for the sake of a customer and pull down the mask that hides all the feelings and it all coming out and destroying what is around me. That is the question i keep asking my self, if i tell you how i really feel will it destroy every last bit of friendship or will it go according to plan, however nothing to this point has gone to plan so why would this be any different. it is scary thinking how many people are in the same position as me, it will be more then you think as people are good at hiding feelings, its all about how solid the mask is or how well you play poker. yer you may do well to hide how you are from the world but are you really happy, is this the way you want things to be, most probably not. But its just the way the human race live, we live in fear of the unknown afraid of being turned away, afraid of rejection, afraid of of the outcome. which brings out the same question when is the right time to tell you is it now, is it a year from now or do i just bury it and try to forget, but i know i will just end up regretting not telling you . but oh well what can you do just another day in reality and not the rose tinted life most people live in.



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