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8/23/14 Hello Finally managed to get the pics to JJ and feel better about that. JJ and I had a little problem, that was my fault because of something else on my mind, I over reacted to something JJ said. I have since told him what the problem was and how sorry I was for my reaction to a comment that I took wrong. All is now good with us again. At least I hope so. As to what was bothering me, it was another decision that was offered to me. I have been playing intensely with someone as a total sub. Doing what ever was asked and trying so many things as that total sub. The person told me that she thought I was really a sub and not a switch. That I should give up any dom tendencies and become a total sub. That surprised me so much because I had not been thinking of giving up my dom ways. When not with this person being total sub I had also been a dom in other rooms and with other people. I have in the past and still enjoy both. So thinking about giving up the dom tendencies and no longer being a switch is some thing I have to consider seriously. I have not reached a decision on this yet and do not know for sure what it will be. I have asked some friends for their thoughts and am waiting to hear back from some of them. The decision will have to be mine and will effect my future at least on alt but maybe in the real world also. I have to say that I enjoy both roles dom and sub. As I consider this idea - and it may take several days - I would appreciate any thoughts you may have. amber |
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8/23/2014 10:34 pm |
JJ My love thank you again as always. love amber
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amber As jj said, talking is the best solution and I am glad all was resolved happily  A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw Jenny
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8/24/2014 4:08 pm |
jenny As always thank you for your comments. Yes talking is good but sometimes ego or some other problem gets in the way. So I need to work on that also. I did not realize that I was such a mess. amber
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