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amber2014 80T
325 posts
9/30/2014 6:50 am
9/30/14


Again I thank you for reading my blog.

The more time I spend in this new room them more I realize that I will soon have a decision to make.

The decision will be to totally commit to this room or not.

Not committing will most likely mean that I will have to leave this room.

Well not really the room but the Mistress.

Those of you that have read all of my musings know of my history with her and the past decisions I have made concerning my relationship with her.

I am nearing that point again I think.

I have always cared for her ever since I met her and then got involved with her.

Strange as that seems it seems to be so true.

I guess it is her personality that draws me and so many others to her.

Do I want to be with her or go back to the switch playing amber.

Should I belong only to her and be limited in how I can interact with others because I do not have her permission.

Yes, she has said that amber can continue to play outside of her room.

However, it seems that her room is using more and more of my time.

And yes that is my decision to spend more time there.

On the rare occasions that I do go out of her room and play I find that I do still enjoy it.

Also I do miss some of those that I used to play with and when I have seen some of them they also express sadness in not playing with me.

So again it seems I must make a decision about this Mistress.

Well there can be no one but me to blame for being in this position.

After all I did willingly put myself back in this position.

amber


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