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gin_tastic 41F
7 posts
4/25/2015 11:44 pm
open your eyes


what is there to do but sit and wait
sit and wait for him to take control
sit and wait for him to wake up and smell the roses
what is there for me to do when he doesn't even see me
Im right there in front of his face.
everything he says he wants I want to give him
everything he says he wants to try im open to
why does he not see me
am I invisible
do I not exist
am I in the friends only zone
does he even realize that I can give him everything he needs and more
I can be there for him and let him use me like he wishes
I am there for him and always have been
but he doesn't see me
Im invisible to him
we talk about everything and anything
but no matter what im not there
im non-existint
Im tired of being a butterfly with no wings
im tired of being the one in the back ground that no one notices
im tired of being nothing to everyone
Im someone
I deserve to be someone
I deserve to be cherished
and used
and adored
and punished
I am here
right in front of your face
just open up your eyes and you will see me
you will notice me
and you will realize that I have been here all along and I always will
I will love you
I will need you
I will crave you
I will want nothing more than to please you
and make you happy
for you deserve to be happy
to be loved
to be someones everything
you just need to open your eyes and you will see me
I have been here through it all
im not going anywhere you just need to see
and once you do
once you finally see me
we will have something beautiful
something that no one else will ever understand
and we will be happy
together forever
just open up your eyes and you will see
until then I will stay here
caring for you
helping you
always being there for you
as I always have been
and one day you will love me too!!!!!!!!


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