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Why I don't do naked photos I have weird reverse photo issues. So over the last year I've worked hard and lost 55 lbs. I was 180. I am now 125lbs. I went from a size 16 to a size 8 Most woman don't do nudes because they've put on 20 or 30 pounds since they were young and the Goddess figure bothers them. (I HATE the term BBW) I don't do nudes because even though I've lost all that weight I look in the mirror and still see that fat girl. In a corset I feel better. I can tight lace and feel and see that hourglass shape. Now in person I don't get like that. I'm too interested in the sex and the spanking and sucking and fucking and whips and toys. The last thing on my mind is if he's looking at the stretch marks left on my thighs. If he's looking there and not paying attention to where he's dining, he's not focused. LOL So why is it that even though I feel better about my body, I freeze up like a newbie submissive facing her first paddle at the thought of a photo shoot? I want to do new photos but every time someone suggests I try just a few and see how I do, I get so panicked I can't breathe. WTF? Have no idea what's going on in that jumbled mess of a brain of mine. But there it is So ya'll wanted an answer to that question. And some of you wanted more than vanilla porn and photos and poetry. so here you go. Vulnerability and honesty from little miss Moxie. I |
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xntrick You know. . .I hear this 20 times a day - "just let me do a few for you, you'll be relaxed with me". yea . . .. You're absolutely right, nerves communicate in the photos. I think - like any form of submission, photos might just need to be worked at by someone I trust like a soft limit. I WANT to do them. I just . . .need more Moxie
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9:01 am central time 03-02-2015 666 views! I AM the Fabulous little miss Moxie even Beelzebub agrees!!!!
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I find that a nervous model makes for awkward photos, and no one wants to have those in their photo album. It's best to wait until you overcome this fear, or not have any at all.
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3/1/2015 8:26 pm |
I'm not familiar with your blog yet, but it appears in this post that you aren't afraid to expose the sexiest part of any person's body...the brain. ~LastGuy "It's great to be here. It's great to be anywhere." -- Keith Richards "There are many spokes on the wheel of life. First, we're here to explore new possibilities." -- Ray Charles
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