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a_mused1 54F
363 posts
8/4/2015 2:33 pm
Enduring.... For what?


the night before i was thinking about going to C in the morning, telling myself what i was going to wear, how i was going to present myself to C.... anyway then I thought, at the last minute, i didn't think i could do it... But doing something one doesn't want to brings a different kind of reward, I think....

tues morning... off to school.... bath, shaved (no money for waxing anymore ).... lotion onmy body.... I'm online, cramming as I get ready. The Guy asking to see my cunt before i go... i lay back... cunt smooth, oiled, fingers slipping in easily, Him telling me what i am.. of course next thing i know i'm lost in it all... in the space.. and Cumming... almighty effort to dress, put on make up and leave.....

i wear a simple black cotton shift dress, strappy high sandals, nothing else.... i park and walk up the street... some workmen are on a driveway... i wonder if they can see... i feel naked, exposed.... i let myself in his house as usual.... some soul music playing.... it's hot, clammy.... i move to an armchair, lean over, lifting my dress high, my arms,hands stretched down onto the chair, thighs apart.. and wait.... imagining what his view will be as he enters...

the back door opens, i feel a panic rise at the thought it might not be him, he's always come down the stairs before.... i hold my pose, hear a noise, of surprise, of approval, then feel his hand on my arse... hear his zip pulled down, his cock pressed into my crack... i arch my spine, lifting my hips, grinding my buttocks back onto him... his fingers assault my cunt, fast and furious.. i make all the appropriate noises, say the right words... 'yessss, oh god, fuck me.. yesss'... then his cock is in me... thrusting hard and deep.. my hands gripping the chair arms, holding myself steady.. the sound of him slapping against my bottom... my hips crushed against the chair back..... suddenly his hand is in my hair, pulling me up and then pushing me down saying 'suck my cock'... i'm straight to my knees, mouth ready, lapping my cuntslime from his shaft.... sucking him in, pressing cock down my throat.. he's saying 'you've missed this haven't you, you miss my cock.. tell me' ... he yanks my head back, freeing my mouth... i moan a yess.. i do, i have' and he thrusts back in... my hands stroking his thighs, holding myself steady on his legs...

then he's pushing me to the floor... on my knees, head down and his cock is ramming in once again... he's grunting and panting.... we are both sweating... his fingers slipping round and rubbing my clit in a frenzy..... it's at this point i realise i can't do it, can't get 'there'... i clench my cunt hard.. each his thrusts with my own, hoping this will get him off quickly.....

he flips me over, climbs on top of me... both bodies dripping... he wants to kiss, i feel the sweat drip from his forehead onto me... i feel sick, i want him off.... i wriggle out and tell me to lie done.. i pretend i've cum and need to breathe a while.. i turn my attention to pleasuring him... hands, mouth on his cock and balls, sucking them both.... tongue flicking his pisshole, encouraged as i taste his pre-cum there.... he moves again, wants to kiss again... turns me on my side,lifting one leg up and entering me side and behind... i feel myself only moist, feel anxious that i might dry up.. he's slamming into deep.... fingers back to my clit.. i twitch and squirm away again.. standing, leaning back on the sofa back... head down.. he takes me that way... then pulls out.. turns me around.. tells me to kneel before him... and finger myself... he wanking and watching... he said he's going to cum over my face... i moan hungrily.. one hand on my cunt the other on my tits... finally he comes... shooting over my tits, face, grabbing my hair and pulling my mouth to his spurting cock... i swallow his last drops... my hands rubbing his cum over my breasts...

we, fall to the floor, both dripping, it's so fucking hot... he asks if a need a shower.... we chat a while..he wants to kiss, to pet, to fondle... i'm cringing inside.. his face is wet with sweat.. his mouth desperate.... i'm enduring!!!!!!.... fuck i'm suffering....

finally i can leave.... money given....

i walk back down the road, pass the workmen, again i wonder if they noticed that my makeup isn't on, that my face is flushed, dress is creased.....

i drive to work... i feel sick, my stomach churning.... my cunt sore.... throat aching....

i need meaning back.. i need to be watched by the One who takes this from me.... or i'm just a , and that's quite boring and sad...... i don't know how to get there

TheBargee 68M
16314 posts
8/7/2015 8:09 am

Your suffering is extraordinarily erotic. Delicious degradation.


a_mused1 54F
95 posts
8/8/2015 5:37 am


sublime2superior 44F
68 posts
8/20/2015 8:26 pm

love the way you get off on being used



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