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gtacpl4fun 53M/43F
1 posts
2/28/2015 1:49 pm
Recovering From the Edge

I have had four dominant partners in my life. Each of them had different strengths and certainly different kinks. The first 3 taught me a great deal about myself. Not only what turned me on, but about my limits.

I know that although my peers and my friends see me as a dominant alpha male who will stop at nothing to achieve what I want, after hours my heart craves the control of a strong woman. The release from being in control is so peaceful.

My last domme, Mistress Jenn, taught me a great deal about my limits. How far I could push myself and how far I could be pushed. She taught me to embrace the moment and not judge myself or anyone else for their choices or limits. Life became much less complicated when I stopped judging and creating expectations. Sex became so much better too.

But after last night I have come to realize that My Goddess may well be pushing me farther and dominating me more than any Mistress or Goddess before her.

Yesterday was Day 4 of our most recent chastity period. As with most days during a period of tease and denial I was eager to make Goddess climax as many times as possible, and yesterday was a typical day, as Goddess climaxed three times.

For slave, it was anything but typical. Between her second and third orgasm, Goddess edged her slave like never before. On my back, impaled on a prostate massager, Goddess brought me to the edge of orgasm a dozen times. Her taunting and the pleasure she showed on her face at her edging made the scene equally erotic and frustrating.

To add to my torment, for the two days prior, Goddess had hinted that I would be allowed release this day. As she edged me repeatedly and as i came closer and closer to climax I assured myself that this time was the one. Sadly I was denied each and every time.

By the end of the session I was in pain, I felt broken and angry that I wanted to cum so bad. I was also very confused. As Goddess edged me the last time she whispered a choice. I could cum tonight but I would be caged immediately afterwards and there would be no release for another month.

I fought the temptation at first but as she edged me closer I found myself begging for the release. To be honest i am not sure if i was actually begging for the release or if i was begging for the month in chastity. The thought of being caged again turned me on immensely. A month is the longest I have ever gone in strict chastity and I can honestly say it was an erotic and insane month.

As Goddess asked one more time and as she edged me further and harder than any Goddess or Mistress has before, I became unsure. Her face didn’t say she wanted me to cum. Her expression was a little sad.It made me doubt my choice. I had just been begging to cum… Begging to be caged for a whole month.

Goddess paused one more time and my mind flashed to my schedule and the last time I was caged for a month. I realized it was with Mistress Jenn, and she practiced strict chastity. she didn’t edge like Goddess. That whole month I didn’t even get to touch my own cock.

I realized that my last month in the cage was just that, a month without penal stimulation. A month with Goddess would be a month of edging and anal torment and I wasn’t sure if I could do that.

I was so confused and aroused and lost. I wanted to be caged and denied and then in a moment of clarity I realized, I needed to make Goddess cum again. That would give me release, that would help me focus.

As Goddess coo’d moments later with my tongue on her clit and my finger in her ass I realized, the choice wasn’t mine. My cock and my chastity belongs to Goddess. My pleasure comes from pleasing her. I slept well as Day 4 came to an end and so did my Goddess


steelwand 56M  
171 posts
2/28/2015 4:38 pm

can't wait to hear more.....very hot!



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