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Shylilone0814 60F
13 posts
3/1/2015 12:37 pm
Letting go...........how does one do it?


LOL, I know by now everyone is tired of hearing those two words, and I at times I will admit I am as well. But now is the time I NEED them!! I need to know how to let go of the past, so it won't destroy MY future?

I know everyone out there has been hurt at least once in their lifetime if not more, but how do you learn to "LET it GO?" and learn to trust again? I know the past is the past and that is where it should stay.

But can anyone honestly say,that when they find themselves in the makings of trying to build a new relationship they don't think about the past? And worry will it happen again? Can I trust him? Is he going to break my heart like all the others?

My head knows it isn't fair to the "NEW GUY on the block" to put him in this category and feel he will be like all the others. But my heart is always afraid to take the chance. Until now............

I am taking the chance, but while HE is being the most patient man on Earth.....I am afraid no matter how much he says it won't HIS patience will run out. How do I TRUST again? How do I give MY heart again? IF this doesn't work, it isn't because of HIM, it's because of ME!!!!!

I DON'T WANT to lose HIM, he is the man I want, the Daddy I need, and The Dom who will teach me to serve in the way I desire to serve. And let me just say, NO matter how many times I tell HIM, I don't deserve HIM? He refuses to leave......but again one day HE may take me up on my offer and I would be devastated.

So tell me..........how can I simply "LET IT GO?" before HE lets me go?



Shylilone0814 60F
9 posts
3/1/2015 3:43 pm

@ Wicked, Sub and Kneel......THANK YOU ALL for YOUR VERY WISE WORDS.

I will take all of them and put to good use, because I DO care greatly for this MAN and I DO WANT U/us to work! He is being VERY patient,kind, and loving in helping to bring down the walls I have put up to keep from getting hurt again. But as you all pointed out in your own ways.

I am not living, if I don't take the chance and let him in. I will NEVER know if HE is MR RIGHT if I don't take that chance. And Kneeling? You said, "I think I fall in Love a little bith with anyone who shows me their soul...." It is scary,but this man knows me better than I know me already.

And @ kinky?? giggles........I like your poem. It makes sense

Thank you all......time to STOP being negative, and SCARED!!!! And START being HAPPY!!!


MScorpiontm 70M
10 posts
3/1/2015 6:07 pm

you have to learn to live in the present and leave the past behind you instead of carrying it with you everyday of your life! yes you have to learn from your past in order to not make the same mistakes, but don't carry it into your present and future life and loves!


Shylilone0814 replies on 3/1/2015 6:36 pm:
Thank you for your wise words MS, Sir.......I will do MY BEST to ALWAYS remember them.


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