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where does time go when you're not looking?
6/6/2007 3:20 pm Last Read: |
I didn't realize, until today, that I haven't been back to my blog for quite a while. I'm so sorry about that! I have thought of several things to write about, but haven't finished a single one of those thoughts.... (What else is new?) Yes, I'm doing well. Last month was a blur.... Struggling through the final weeks of my marketing class, a deepening relationship with a new Dominant, going to Oklahoma to spend a week with my family, and the (seemingly required) work issues that insist on popping up. I think I've hesitated to post some of what has been going on in my head as I suspect my ex-Master still reads my blogs. The last thing in the world I want is for him to feel as though I'm rubbing salt into his wounds. The fact that our relationship ended is just that. A fact. It's no one's fault. There's no blame to be attached to either of us. It just couldn't BE any longer. While I'm still sad about it, I also have turned my face and thoughts to the wonderful new opportunity that has crossed my path. What is it they say? Love finds you when you least expect it? While this is not (yet) the same depth of emotion I had previously, I do have to admit that I am sliding down that slope again. The dialogue in my head confuses me and makes me anxious. Thank goodness I have friends who are willing to listen to it and understand! I can't thank you enough for being there for me and listening to me ramble on (and on and on and on!) about my fears. Thank you for reminding me to live in THIS moment. And thank you for helping me find the courage to let it all go. Let go of the past. Let go of the fear. Let go of the control I think I have to have right now. |
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 6/6/2007 9:05 pm |
I am so happy that you have been able to do that. (I need more details girlfriend) For newcomers and not so newcomers. Arm yourself with knowledge
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6/7/2007 1:26 pm |
Good for You Wistful!!I hope this one makes you happy for a very long time "Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go. " ~T.S.Eliot
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6/8/2007 3:21 am |
Mama, I DO need to catch up with you! lol It's been far too long, you know? Thank you, Elusive! I am so happy these days that it scares me!
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6/8/2007 1:00 pm |
So that explains it! I've been sitting out on the front porch for what seems like forever since I heard you broke up with your Dom, waiting for you to show up just any minute. Those minutes turned to hours, hours to days, days to weeks, and weeks to months, but no Wench on the doorstep. I've been worried sick, not knowing if you were in an accident or caught behind the world longest traffic jam. I'm relieved that you are okay and happy for you in finding someone. I just wish you could have told me so I wouldn't have worn out my favorite rocking chair waiting for you.
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6/8/2007 1:50 pm |
Rusty, I am soooo sorry! You must have heard my comments about needing to take a trip to Tennessee to see you, hunh? One day I will find out where you hide the Tootsie Rolls!
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