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9/30/2007 10:15 am Last Read: |
Thank you, so much, for all the wonderful messages I got when I went into my YIM! I cant even begin to tell you all how much those warm thoughts meant to me.... For those of you who read my blog, could I ask a big favor? uniquejam could use some hugs and warm wishes right now..... Please pop over and let her know you care? (And thank you SO MUCH for the bling! I just have to find the time to use it! Im FINALLY off all the major pain medications and just on the Lyrica for now. Wow! How amazing it is to finally feel like Im not struggling to put two words together! Now, that doesnt mean Im anywhere back to normal yet, as if I ever was! lol But it does mean that I think I can finally get some things done that have just been beyond my abilities the last week plus. This weeks objectives? First of all, I have to find all the notes I wrote last week (because who knows where I put them all!) and consolidate them into a single, coherent list of things I need to get done. Im still on restrictions by Sir, so no grocery shopping on my own, a limit of one load of laundry at a time, and no house cleaning. *sigh* I gotta find that piece of paper that has the number of the house cleaner on it QUICKLY! OK. Just because I know Im still a bit scatter-brained, Im writing down some of the things I want to write about. MasterSpanker33 has written some great postings about Bollywood, most recently **DARK EYES AND FORBIDDEN**, that have thoughts running around in my head. Some of those need to be put into some form of coherency. Ive learned quite a bit about Sirs love, more than I *thought* I understood. These are things that are still running around in my mind and settling into my heart. I want, so badly, to write about that. Mostly because its finally dawning on me that I can be loved in the way I always thought would never be possible. Theres a big difference between saying Yes, Sir and embracing what is being said. Its a lesson that is worming its way into my mind, and I need to get some of that out. Guess this wasnt such a quickie, was it? |
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9/30/2007 11:36 am |
I am so very, very relieved to hear that you are making progress, and in so many ways. With love ~M{=} Mollena
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9/30/2007 1:49 pm |
glad thigns are working out for you.
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9/30/2007 4:08 pm |
super glad that it seems to be improving...even if only a little... as a sufferer of chronic back pain...I know how exhausting it can be. Take care...and don't try to do too much too fast ...you know what will happen. For newcomers and not so newcomers. Arm yourself with knowledge
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10/1/2007 3:41 am |
Beautiful Mo, do you know how many times I think "What would Mo do?" when I'm questioning myself? lol Between you and Foulmama, I get into a lot less trouble than I would if left to my own devices.... Thank you, jess! I hope things are going well for you as well! (I need to get over to your blog to see if you've shared anything lately, don't I?) 'Mama, thank you! It's been a real lesson in humility, you know? Accepting limits of a different kind and learning that I will have to live within them. Hmmm.... Now there are more thoughts running around in my head about THAT topic!
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10/1/2007 3:56 am |
On your list of things to do: THANK MY LUCKY STARS "Restrictions by Sir... no house cleaning." Awwww...all that, bling and no meds!?? [Is there really one called "Lyrica"?] You sing! We sing! Everybody sings! But sometimes we forget the Lyrica, 'ya know?
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10/1/2007 4:31 am |
Oh, MS!! I'm laughing as I read your comment.... Yes, there really is a Lyrica. I had never heard of it, so asked one of our resident nurses here, syllista, about it. She gave me the PDR run-down. From what I understand, it's fairly new for non-diabetic use. And OF COURSE writing about that Bollywood posting is on my list of things to do! There's just something about the whole exotic eroticism that is somehow connecting with the fantasy aspect of BDSM in my mind. I'm still struggling with why I feel like there is some type of comparison.... It's a gut feeling that just won't come out yet.
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