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mrssquirt4u 56F  
47 posts
5/28/2016 9:06 pm
What I am learning as a sub.


So, my adventure continues, and what I am learning is that not every dom is the same and what they want and expect are all different. This dom that I am speaking to has me doing things I have never done before, or even thought of. I have heard of subs who are told what to do, and how to do them at all times. I think he would like to do that with me, but I am resisting because I do have a family and a busy life and there are times where I can not behave the way he would like me to. But I am learning, and I will continue to try and please him as much as possible.

So yesterday, after I was done with work, I had to quickly shower, and then work on stretching my nipples, which is now a daily task. I did spend some time with the nipple suckers on, but not as long as I should have because I was meeting friends for dinner. However, I was instructed to wear my ben wa balls all evening, which I did. I was also instructed to completely strip naked when I pee. However, during the evening, he told me to do that task now, and then again later. So I had to strip and pee twice in the course of the night. Which I did, I just had to make sure I didn't take too long, so it didn't seem like I was doing anything odd. However, being naked in that house was really no big deal for me considering I had been naked many times there for parties, yes those kinds of parties.

We then changed and went into the hot tub, luckily we had to wear bathing suits, so no one saw the ring hanging from my cunt. But the balls remained inside of me. and actually felt rather good. By the time I got home, my cunt was dripping and was looking for attention, however, I was not allowed to touch because I am still being punished for cumming yesterday when I was not allowed to.

So today is another day, and my instruction for today was to not wear panties, which I did not wear. I am not used to not wearing panties, it is very different and a little uncomfortable. When I did have a moment of being alone in the house I stripped and put my nipple clamps on and put 8oz of weights on each nipple, to continue stretching my nipples to make them bigger. And also had the ben wa balss in my cunt again. I did this for 30 mins, and by the time I was done, I was dripping down my leg. I wanted to cum so badly, but didn't. I didn't even touch myself, it was so frustrating and difficult to do, but I did it. Later in the afternoon I was instructed to put my butt plug in and wear it out. I needed to go to the supermarket so it was the perfect time for that. So I inserted my plug, and headed to the store. I really have no problems with my butt plug, I do find the hard plastic end is kind of annoying, but that may have to do with my size. But anyway, I had the butt plug in for probably about 2 hours, did my shopping, came home, took care of a few things but when I took off my pants to remove the plug I discovered that the lube leaked some and since I didn't have panties on it showed a nice wet spot on the back of my pants. I wondered if anyone noticed the wet spot as I was walking around. If they did, I didn't realize it, so it really didn't bother me but by then I was happy to remove the plug. And how did I clean it... with my mouth of course. Finally at almost 10 I was left alone, I had one hour, I had to use the nipple suckers for at least 30 mins. So I put the Ben wa balls in my cunt again (per instructions) and then put the nipples suckers on. OH what those suckers do to me. I really enjoy them, and they make my nipples so large and puffy and feel so big. I left the suckers on for 45 minutes, all while chatting with my sir. I pulled the balls from my cunt and they were dripping with thick creamy cum, so I gladly and hungrily licked those balls clean and enjoyed the taste of myself on them. Oh, how I wish I could cum. I want to squirt so badly, I want to play and pinch my nipples and make myself cum, but alas, I am not allowed to because I am still being punished.

Tomorrow will be a very full day, with the family so I can not see how I will be able to fulfill my tasks. I do know I will be wearing panties for the day, I will be in places where it is not appropriate for me to be a complete and total slut. Hopefully I will have the time on Monday to enjoy myself and spend time naked and work on my nipples. That is something I really what to do, make them bigger and fuller. So if anyone has any ideas on how to do that, please let me know. If not I will continue to do as I am doing. My goal is to have nipples that are more like teats and when I wear certain tops and bras you can clearly see my nipples. I think that would be so sexy and hot.

Sir would also like to take me to a porn cinema and strip me naked and have the dirty old men play and stroke me and cum all over me. Does anyone know of such a place in NJ? More of in the central NJ area? That would be very helpful to us, so I can be the perfect slut and sub and do something that sir has always wanted to do, but has not yet.

Thank you for reading my blog, I hope you enjoy it.


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