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What a thought
Posted:Nov 12, 2019 1:06 am
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2022 12:00 am
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So I just got rid of a slave in training, after 5 1/2 years, I caugh her in her own lies. Too bad I guess, she was a HOT Redhead!

So the reason for this blog is something else! I have been looking for something to make me feel alive again, and have been emailing a Sissy boy, and she is talking about something that really got me excited!

She is wanting to be caugh by her girlfriend! I thought to myself, WOW! That sounds like something I would enjoy doing! The said that she wanted to tell her that both of them would by slaves to their Master. Ok, that really made me want to know more! YES, there is at least 1 redhead!

Now, I am in Heaven! LOL

Now I am thinking really hard of diffrent ways to not only make this happen, and diffrent various ways, like kidnapping, bound and gagged, ecta

Now after a few days, I am still fantasizing deeply into all the ways, to enjoy this! Then more and more of my darker fantasy's start creeping into the picture!

How far can I take this? How dark of desire can I take them? Will there be more play types? Knife play? Playrape? Kidnapping? Animals? Breeding? So many things come up! So much desire building.

Something that for the last 5 to 6 years that has been missing from my life! Do I hope for such a saving grace? Do I get so lucky? Or will this be a mental exercise with no real world enjoyment?

After the end of a marriage of 26 years, 23 days, 4 , and an ex-wife throwing away our youngest 2. Do I dare hope for something to give my life enjoyment?

I guess it's a wait and see thing for now. Mentally, it's planning, physically it's keep calm and hope.
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Posted:Jan 30, 2019 1:46 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 5:29 am
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Who Sucks Dick Better?
Posted:May 15, 2018 1:38 am
Last Updated:Sep 1, 2023 3:09 pm
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Who can suck dick better? A MAN, or a WOMAN?
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What a Wild few months it has been
Posted:Feb 13, 2016 5:48 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 5:29 am
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I have 2 women I will be making my slaves. Its good news, in a way since I have found out that My Slave in Texas has just found out she has cancer, and has lost all want to live beyond feeling sorry for herself.
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04/27/2015
Posted:Apr 26, 2015 10:41 pm
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2022 12:26 am
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I am powering down my systems, and doing a full tear down and rebuild of my system tonight. I will be down for a week. Hoping not to need parts.

Heather has been a bit of a handful today, Got me so high and made my wife so happy as well. Then later was sure to strike out at me when her other man was there. Not a good day to be blown off like that is such a way. Made me wander if I am a game to her.

I have turned down 6 women, and a few men for training, I make a promise to train her, and only her. I did, and do not feel the slightest about turning down so many perspectives for her. She had made me finely tell a friend how I have felt for years, and luckily she has a man in her life so it was not a big deal as I was worried it would be! I did it to show her to come out to close friends on who she is, and to quit hiding who she is from others. Big mistake! Some people seem too stuck in what others think of them they will live with that fear, and I guess she prefers that to being open about her interests!

I guess I do not understand it, for the life of me. To be true to yourself, First, Last, and Foremost! Hide things and sooner or later, things will come back to haunt you! Learned that a long time ago! She is 10 years my senior, and she is so worried about coming out about who she is, what she is interested in, and what she wants to become!

Guess those of us that have grown up and lived in the Midwest do not have those worries, we where taught to be who we where and what we are. To know Ones self is to Master others!

She thinks I am still interested in a friend that we both share over her, and anyone that knows me, knows I do not like toothpicks! Love redheads of all kinds, real and otherwise! But have always been afraid of breaking little people, not just women, but everyone! She thinks I make her feel fat? I am married to a woman that is 2 times her size and still worry about breaking her. I think she was just looking for a reason to fight, and I gave it to her.

Too many secrets to get out, I am still at a loss on that! Hell I tell people bluntly what I think, and how I am. I have never hid who I am, no reason to! I do not like myself, and normally I do not like people in general! But you know what, I do not let it affect me in any way. With her, she is so afraid of everything! I am at a loss of it!

Grew up running with vets, bikers, and satanist, In the middle of the bible belt, I went to church, and partied with wiccans, as well as most everything else. Even in prison I didn't hide or back down from who and what I was, and used my blunt tenancies to fuck with the guards as well as who ever else I wanted. Whats the worst anyone could do to me, Kill me, tell that to a borderline Personalities disorder, Occultist! It may cause them to either laugh in your face or beat you to death for enjoyment! I knew I was not normal, and had nothing to live for, and could care less one way or the other. Vets, and bikers looked after me, kept me from going off and taught me how to control myself, the occult helped with the meditation, and to learn to deal with the pain of my violent youth. And it all helped me to find what I needed, and to get it. In my case a wife, and ! The one thing that keeps me from going postal!

I have been off paper thanks to those supports, for 20 years now! Of coarse I still get homesick and have to go to jail for a visit to remember what it takes to stay out, but never more than a month! I have Lost my greatest things with the satanists, the closest people to me, gone when I left. Swore never to get mixed up with those again. I have kept to that for a long time. Granted, I still read in High Magick, and still study. I was partial to Necromancy myself, since I have had such a death wish since I was 4. Thanks to being homicidal, and suicidal, I was looked at as a Mean little fucker! And some of the things that I have done with my life, I have not ever forgotten, I have always been a bully to bullies. I am the darkness, and I am at ease with that! Its the only home I know. But as a Parent, I have to learn another path, and I will go back to those dark ways!

Least not till Heather! I feel the urge to, and it is hard to fight! I cannot treat her the way I feel I should, she is so small and fragile, but I will not destroy my toy! I have done that without thought when I was young! I will not do that any more!

I told her I will let her look at my journal, but I do not think I will. I do not know! It would be so much easier to just break her, then rebuild her from the ground up! I want to so badly, to go back to those evil days when I too so much pleasure it it! But they where never the same afterwards, and the genital way is so much more fulfilling. But to want to go back to practicing High Magick, and Necromancy? I do not think I would be able to come back from that again, and to loose my and what little that is good in me. It is so damn hard to be good, to live my life without lies, and to find the chivalrous way after all this time, and to try to live it for my sake. To not to revert back to that Evil Pete, that cause so much pain for my own amusement!

Just one day at a time, only play with slaves, living the sexual enjoyment, not the pain and suffering. Damn its hard!!
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04/22/2015
Posted:Apr 26, 2015 1:57 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 5:29 am
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Well today was a fun day. Spent some time with Heather chatting, which makes for a wonderful day. Joey and Heather are now both on here. Joanna has been busy on here putting up a profile while I was watching some shows I recorded. I am feeling well about how things are going with Heather, and Joey is (for the first time in quite some while) wanting to play as well.

Other than that I have been getting things prepared, and ready to move in June. Boat and boat trailer are both ready for the trip, Joeys van is running for the first time in 2 years. Our sons truck is doing good for the move, so we will be starting the first of next month for the outside things! Got to get to a bigger town, so I can shop in the middle of the night like I am used to! Cannot do that here, and there is too many people in our business in this town for my liking!

There are things that I want to try that you cannot do in a small town like Havre, and after I try these things, then I will be free to spent more time with Heather, getting her to her fullest potential!

I cannot get her out of my mind, and really I do not want to either! She is my chance to make my greatest creation! The sooner I can see her and start the hands on training, the better I will feel.

Or is it that she has all the characteristics that I always wanted in a woman, Red hair, Green Eyes, Beautiful Lips, China white skin, small in height. The embodiment of a Irish lass, and not to mention, the one thing that will kill me! So hard to say no to a Redhead! Every time I have been around one, I end up in so much trouble! I think I have more scars from Redheads than from fights, or any other way! Well worth it though, they always make me strive to be the best I can be!

I married a brunette, with big brown eyes. Safest bet for me to of lived this long in life. Stable sturdy and safe.

Breeding though, is something I enjoy, having , is what keeps me out of trouble, and out of Jail! Without them this world would be a much bloodier place! Breeding with a redhead, That is something aliken the holy grail to me, not just making the babies, but to live long enough to raise them right! That is the hard part!

Would I Love to Breed with Heather? Hell Yes! Would I risk her life, I think only if she could handle it. My Greatest Creation, and the mother to one of my ? Dream come true! But its not the end all, be all type of thing so I will play it by ear, and maybe if she dose not, I will have her find someone she feels worthy of that in her stead.
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