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Farewell to A Grand Ole Lady Dec 27, 2008 5:33 am
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Hello everyone, no this isn't DS9, it's Julie. On Friday the 26th 0f December at 3pm 2008 Lynn my & Darlene's love passed away. She died of a heart attack. Fore you who have known her she was a Elegant Lady. She always greeted you with a smile and a warm hug. When she cook ( OMG could that Lady COOK!!! ) it wasn't for 6 but for 60. She had so much Love to give that 300 couldn't give it back. Over the pass 3 years this Wonderful Lady suffered in pain from a disease that 14 Doctors could not solve, all they could do was give her pain medicine that was not solving the problem but giving her comfort for a short period. OMG was she a TROOPER. She fought this disease all the way in extreme pain but still gave you a smile each morning and said i Love you and when i came home from work i was greeted to hi i Love you how was your day. Darlene was here with her 24/7 and cared for her without question. Getting her her food and bandaging her legs. I must say Darlene Loved Lynn more then the word LOVE MEANS. She poured her heart out to her. She cared for her kids which are 5 dogs and 2 cats. Her 3 pugs were her life and the 2 labs she cheerished with her heart, the cats Spinx is a perfect cat you call and he came, but then there's Dracula you called and all you got was a HISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS and OMG Lynn loved each Hiss for she knew that was his way of saying i Love you!!!!! Lynn left us to soon but left us a life time of memories. As for me I must also say goodby for i could not LOVE another Human Being as i Loved Lynn. I will go to a simple hermit life and remember Lynn as she was. So i will leave you all with this Final Farewell. The name is Bond Julie Bond, may you find happiness in what ever you do and may the sun always shine on you!!!! GOOD BYE MY FRIENDS.
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Observations & Outlooks,, Oct 25, 2007 10:44 am
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,,My conclusions..

The last couple of months I have stepped back and taken a closer look at the more important priorities of My life.Then weighed them against those on a lesser general daily scale.It dose not take a rocket scientist to figure out the dramatic difference in the balance.

I have come to realize that I log into chat/groups to basically stay in contact with those whom I know real time.

What use to be a reason of learning & educating others has all but dwindled to simple greets & hellos,I can no longer support just the basics.

I am in the prime time of My life with two very loving and beautiful women.I have been fortunate not only once,but twice in meeting Julie and Darlene.It is time that I center My complete focus on what has giving Me so very much happiness.Everything else pales in comparison to the relationship we have built together.

My priories are My dearest friends,family and home.To nurture with love My life time ,to them I give unconditionally..

To all others..I give you My gratitude for all the times over the years and being humble to old friends..To give thanks to those new as well..I wish all of you the very best of love and happiness,that you obtain what you seek,so you to can accomplish the greatness of fulfillment.

With Much Love,
Lynn..

The best of the best blogs,,remain....
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Till The 12th OF Never,, Aug 14, 2007 1:27 pm
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I'll be loving you!.

The last few days with you have kept Me on track.

You are My rock Julie girl..

I am so looking forward to waking up Saturday morning to the smell of coffee,and sharing a cup with you!..Best friends make it taste sweet.

And it doesn't get any sweeter than you!..

loving you always..
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My Fav Time Of,, Aug 14, 2007 1:02 pm
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,,the year,Autumn!..

The cool breezes nudging the hot air away,

The beautiful delicate color changes,

The different leaves dancing with one another,

I am so looking forward to the smells of Fall

That Autumn always conjures up,

Fresh apples and spiced ciders,a stoked fire and
the fresh crisp smell of the coming winter!!
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The Alchemy & Irony Of It All,,, Aug 9, 2007 5:21 am
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returns,In question once again..

Jun 6, 2005 12:05 pm

Descibe who I am?.
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Alchemy of the mind....
Synchronize thoughts,
Within yourself,asking nothing,
From anyone else,only knowing,
Your own truth,always seeking,
Eternal youth,wishing feelings,
Inside would die,knowing life,
Maybe a lie,truly seeing energy,
Flowing backwards,into thee,
Always dancing,in circles round,
Trying slowly,to confound,
Essential answers,always near,
Flitting into,your own sphere,
Of consciousness,with in your mind,
Look in the places,that lay behind,
The truth you know of,may be near,
Or closer when,you ignore fear,
And deprive,yourself of pain,
Maybe you"ll dance,under the rain,
And yes my words,may seem insane,
But they dance to,not seem mundane,
For truth is only,spoken in,
These rhymes and riddles,that I speak in,
So when the last light,flickers out,
And when the fairies,dance about,
Then you will see,the meaning of,
I am the alchemy of your mind......
Domina Stigmatta.....
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Thinking Of You,, Aug 7, 2007 6:41 am
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I think of you every day,,

Not as much as yesterday,

As I did today,,

And twice as much tomorrow...
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When Grandma cried. Aug 1, 2007 6:12 am
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When Grandma knelt and said a prayer,an angel heard Her cries,
With golden wings,took flight appeared,right before Her eyes,
A gentle hand reached out in faith,and touched Her broken heart,
Grandma wept,as strength gave way,Her world had fell apart,
She whispered to this angel,one can only so much bare,
I've kept the hope,a stronger love,for one I know not there,
The angel sat and listened,as Grandma made Her pleas,
I long to hold this fragile child,and render all her needs,

Will she ever know Me?,this Grandma's love to share,
She smiled down upon her,yes she knows that you are there,

The angel took her robe in hand,wiped Grandma's tears away,
Kneel up and rise to Him this hour,His guidance will not stray,
As Grandma rose on trembling legs,her shoulders felt embrace,
Her vision masked in darkness,gave way to light by grace,
His voice awakes the silence, You've held this child so dear,
By keeping love's unbroken faith,and strengths of others near,

'A Grandma's love is eternally pure,She starts the circle of life,
She takes what others feel in pain,shows no other Her own strife,
So in the time of your despair,when you feel no hope,but only fear,
The weight upon your shoulders,are the angels of others near...

Dedicated to Mia Elizabeth
c@*wp/@8/01/02
The House Of Templar.

It's been 5 years since I held you.I miss the smell of your baby fine hair,when the sun warmed it..I miss everything about you!..

Love Eternal,
Nanny.
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Soon baby,,soon,,, Aug 1, 2007 5:23 am
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You'll be home again!..

It's been months and weeks now only days away that you will once again return home..

It will be different.

We endured and survived yet another part of this unique journey of togetherness,,

Never more to be separated!..

Perpetual Love ,Your eternity,
CMS..
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The Possibilities of Her… Jul 18, 2007 11:55 am
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I don’t know her, not a damn thing about her,,

But I want her!

Her everyday smile never ceases to tempt Me.
How I want to lick and bite those luscious twins
of protruding flesh..

She greets Me as if I were a Goddess form. Am I?
No!

But I can be her every Greek fantasy, as her slave frame
crawls to Me.

Her delicate hands touch My body, her arms encases Me at times,
But I never really feel them, only in My mind.

The possibilities of her,

Are endless!

What I crave and yearn to do to her, what I must do,
need to do, with no hesitation.

Should I tell her?, Dare to confess My aching passions.,

Surely!

I am a dominator with no qualms, I do not hide what
I desire for. What I know I will get.

Is it My impossibilities?.

No!.

It is her making them all possible!

ALT.com/18/07
Stigmatta'Housse Of Templar'.
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Thinking Of You..... Jul 15, 2007 4:03 pm
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The angel plays her music,
A melody She knows so well,
chiming between two sisters,
Their perpetual embracing spell,

The rhapsody is deeply spiritual,
Touching both their loving heart,
Life long in a constant dance,
To a tune they will not part,

So take My hand dear Sister,
Hold it close and very tight,
Let's waltz the world together,
On our orchestrated flight,

To a place only we two can share....

I love you,thinking of you, every minute of the day!

ALT.com/15/07
Stigmatta'House Of Templar'.
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