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The Husband's Side
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Jan 17, 2012 2:39 pm
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You have read my wife’s account of our relationship and the transformation to that of hot wife and cuckold. Now let me tell you my side.
I’ve been cheated on by ex-wives and girlfriends all my life. I’ve even had to endure their firsthand accounts of what they did behind my back. As humiliating as it was, I also found it sexually exciting to be told of what they did with other men in detail. So much so, that I began to wish I had seen it for myself. As my wife said in her chapter, we’ve had other men visit us for no strings sexual episodes. I was fortunate to be able to watch all but 1. The first guy we ever had was a craigslist guy who was just getting a hand job. The guy was on time and eager, but only lasted a minute or two and his cock wasn’t very big. Ginger was amazed at the power she held when he left. Unfortunately, I was unable to capture it on video but that was ok. A year or so later we placed another ad. This time Ginger would be tied spread eagled to the bed and blindfolded. Again, our guy showed up on time and set about absolutely ravishing her from head to toe. It was also the first time in our marriage she had let someone else fuck her. Nerves and adrenalin have kept me from getting a hard on during these escapades, but the memory invokes major boner. Again, no tape or pictures but by far one of the best sessions we’ve had. Our third guy was to walk in and find Ginger blindfolded again. Only this time it was just a blowjob and this guy was hung. Probably close to 8 or 9 inches and pretty thick. I have video of this and have jerked off hundreds of times watching it. To see the look of desire on her face as she practically devoured his cock is so intense and erotic. Watching her transform from scared girl to wanton slut was amazing to me. I really don’t think of it as cheating because as they say, it’s not cheating if my husband watches. We’ve talked about swinging and whatnot off and on over the past few years, but with buying the house and trying to make it our own that kind of got put on the back burner.
Until recently…………….
I wasn’t sure what “cuckold” meant. So, I looked it up and found that with the cheating ex-wife and girlfriends I had already been cuckolded. Cuckolded in the sense that I was an unwilling cuckold. But by watching the woman I love with all my heart give and receive so much pleasure I began to realize that I was indeed a cuckold husband. I like the fact my wife hunts for other men to have sex with and I love that she feels free enough to do so. As she also said in her chapter, we’re at a time in our lives where the opportunity to do things like this is now. We really only have a few years to explore our sexuality, wants, desires and needs. We’re both highly sexual beings, but my ability to perform like I used to has waned, but hers ultimately has not. She is at the ‘golden age’ where women reach their sexual peak. There is no way I could keep up with her if she were to truly let loose on me. I just couldn’t. So I volunteered to be her cuckold. I have always told her that she could fuck anyone she wanted as long as I could watch. It’s even become somewhat of a running joke in our straight friends circle, but I was serious and still am.
Ginger described in detail of the beginning of our cuckold relationship. I guess you could say the “official” date was December 28, 2011 when she gave a guy a blowjob in the front seat of her car while parked in a parking garage. Later, she brought him out here and fucked him good. I have that on video too. There was ‘the minute man’ in between. I was with her, but really didn’t see anything because of the position in the backseat and being in such a dark area. It is what it is, but she is now becoming more aggressive in finding new men to have sex with in front of me. We’ve arranged a few dates and almost all have flaked. These guys who claim to be big strong ladies men turn into scared little boys when push comes to shove. They say they want to fuck, but then they don’t show when it comes time to get their cocks out. What’s to be afraid of? We’re not looking to rob, roll or loot anyone. I just want to watch them fuck my wife. They’d have a great time doing it because quite honestly, she’s a great fuck and will wear you out when she’s really hot. It’s not that I never have sex with her because I do. We’re a cuckold couple in the technical sense, but not in the bastardized ways it’s become known as. She does not humiliate me, punish me or hurt me. Her ‘bulls’ are not allowed to do any of that either. We are both to be respected and treated politely. Having this new found sense of sexual freedom has brought us both closer together like we were in the early years of our relationship. We touch each other more and we have a closeness that’s been missing. We’ve always loved each other deeply and we both cannot even fathom the idea of not being married to each other. She is my soul mate, the one I have always looked for. I just happen to share her sexually with other men, women and couples while I keep myself in chastity for her only. I don’t believe that selfish at all. She couldn’t do what I do and watch me with another woman. That’s fine because in reality, I don’t desire other women. Yes, they’re nice to look at and fantasize about, but I could not do any more than that because then I risk everything I’ve ever wanted. We’re in a wonderful place together now. Closer than we have been in years, finding each other more sexually attractive and having a great time exploring our new found life.
Being a voluntary cuckold is not degrading or humiliating at all. One of men’s biggest fantasies is to see someone else bang their wife. Why they don’t do it is beyond me because it’s an incredible scene. I worry about performance when I’m having sex with Ginger. I’m concentrating on pleasing her and don’t really get to see or appreciate the way her body reacts to sexual stimulus. By watching her with other men I get to see another side of my beautiful and ‘talented’ wife, one that amazes me every time I watch her live or on video. I have never seen any porn come even close to the excitement I get from this and probably never will.
As of right now, I’m locked in my CB6000 chastity device and I love it because that means she’ll be fucking someone else……………… soon. My cock gets hard thinking about it, but it’s trapped in its cage and can’t get out until she gets what she wants, and that’s another man with a big cock that can fuck her to the edge of sanity. My anticipation is as great as hers in that regard, but different because of our different roles. However, after they’re done and he leaves I get to play with my just fucked wife and hearing her tell me how good it was and what he did to her will only make me want her more and I do want her more. She is my Mistress and I will do whatever it takes to please her. My reward for that is a happy and more confident partner in life. She is a powerful woman and is now just realizing how powerful she can be.
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