Terminatrix ~ R

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Born On Jun 10, 2005 at 11:39 PM.
Died a Few Times... but Currently Active Now


"But seduction isn't making someone do what they don't want to do. Seduction is enticing someone into doing what they secretly want to do already. "

Walter Rant


Cesca's Questions Of Mental Domination:

1. What will you do? (boring)

2. What won't you do? (boring)

3. What might you do? (sexy)

4. What do you really really ache to do? (very sexy)


Cesca Picture by Violently All other pictures are from g00g

That's me Apr 1, 2012 8:43 am
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The dream maker ... be careful what you wish for... heh heh.

Just sayin'

This post is in hommage to the classic Cesca posts of yesteryear-- very mysterious and confusing and it just may be about YOU.
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Suck on this Mar 31, 2012 2:13 pm
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Snippets

... It's red v blue day. I really really wish I were back in Louisville for this one. Y'all don't know rivalries unless you see how they do it in the blue grass state.

... Little boy on vacation. I was going to write little boy in Vietnam but that sounds creepy.

... New flogger in my collection. Who wants to help me break it in?

... SO not into the Fifty Shades of Grey mania. And yea-- I'm judging a book by its cover. Mainstream kink for the nilla women not in touch with their desires is not necessarily a bad thing in and of itself. However, one review described the Dom as "being Dominant until he fell in love." Urgh. Plus the book was born out of Twihard bodice busting fan fiction. Double Urgh.

... SO into Hunger Games. I'll admit here that I have only read the first book; and only because I'm being tantric about it. Yea, it was that good I'm savoring and waiting.
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And the big fella is strong at the rim Mar 17, 2012 6:31 pm
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What'z up bitches?

I opened a great email today over at the fet:

"Do you wish to have a maid servant for all chores?"

I read it to k and she said hell yes.

I'm ambivalent.

What do I get out of it??



Title of this post is a quote from the announcer of the Kentucky - Iowa State game
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Playin Doctor Mar 8, 2012 1:59 pm
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I went to the doc's yesterday and had a few moments.

I saw a PA I had not seen before for a few assessments. At one point he was sitting down in those little tiny doc chairs they use and he asked me to stand in front of him and raise my shirt so he could examine my abdomen for a specific reason. Anywho there he is three feet below me and I happen to notice that he has a huge cock. He has on these very loose pants and I am guessing he's a boxer dude and the way his pants were stretched relative to his position I can pretty much see the package. This combined with me standing over him and his general science nerd/submissive male demeanor is enough to catapult me into Domme mode.

I make every effort to keep the Mistress in me in check in situations like that, of course I always try to come off as the nice librarian type.

After that experience I had to have some chest xrays done and the xray tech was the cutest little boy ever. He told me I could leave my shirt on and take the xrays sans bra. So there I am stuffing my bra in my purse and walking around with the girls free. If that doesn't take you back to high school what does?
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Make me an offer I can't refuse Mar 4, 2012 2:52 pm
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I feel a round of drunk blogging coming on.

Stay tuned...
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outed Feb 18, 2012 2:18 pm
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I think I outed myself as a kinkser on the book of the faces place.

One of my friends posted a link with some t w e e t s from women written to the singer Chris Brown. All were along the lines of "... he can beat me anytime." (In reference to his pre-grammy beat down of Rhianna in 2009).

It may be no shocker to all y'all if I were to say that most of my female friends are not exactly shrinking violets-- more of the bra burning type, dyke type or just plain old Mistress type. So such a post managed to rile up the usual "men are pigs" response, sprinkled liberally with the notion that people will do anything to be with someone famous.

I didn't see it that way at all. I wrote:

"Sorry... but from the way I read it these women are looking for consensual power exchange relationships. And the more I read about Rhianna the more I am convinced that they were in a kink relationship (see her S&M song, for example). While these relationships aren't for everyone I personally respect the freedoms of consenting adults."

... and it went waaay downhill from there, so to speak, really quickly!

Seriously? We are talking about the woman who recently got "THUG LIFE" tatted across her knuckles ala Tupac. There is no way on God's green earth she is vanilla. I don't know the details of what happened between her and Chris Brown-- apparently he punched her in the face and she was bleeding enough to go to the police. It very well may have been domestic abuse, and I am certainly not denying that such things occur.

But I do take exception to the notion that if a woman asks to be beaten that it is solely because the guy is famous, sheesh whatever.

Most of my friends are already aware of the kink in my life and now it looks like they all are...
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Asshole alert Feb 5, 2012 7:51 am
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Time for the laugh of the week!

From my email files from some jackhole:

"I am not some silly wimp who just wants to be dominated by a woman.

[I've redacted personal information here that lists how brilliant and accomplished he is...]

If we lived closer, I would try to get together with you RT.

I would tie you down, spread-eagled with your arms over your head and your legs spread wide apart. But I would not tie you down with heavy ropes or chains (which I have) but, rather, would tie you down with mere sewing thread. If I am as good as I used to be with women, you would choose to not break the few tiny threads which ‘bound’ you.
"

I think what made this particular email worthy enough for public condemnation was the first line. I often get emails from the Dom-lets who think they can top me... blah blah blah they really are just trying to get a rise out of me because they enjoy the emotional abuse/torrent of bad language that generally ensues from most Dommes. I just point and laugh at them now.

I also had a good chuckle at the "I'd try to get together with you RT." Oh, that's so rich-- those of you who know me know how picky I am about those I meet in real time from this place. Hahaha, bitch, please.

No; what really irked me was that ongoing and pervasive attitude that some men have that if a man wants a femme domme he is a silly wimp, he is somehow not masculine or worthy.

Well to that I say fuck you, buddy.

You're a moron, and since you can't fix stupid;

you can't argue with the illogical

I'll just toss you on my blog so that everyone else can point and laugh at you along with me.
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Well bend me over! Feb 3, 2012 6:29 pm
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Wow!

I go away for a bit and all y'all write tons and tons of shite
(good shite, please don't be offended!) so I have a lot to read

.. and the monkeys have been busy or gettin' busy all over the formatting key

but still it feels like home, as usual.



I had a long overdo re-connection with a certain former alter; restoring and revitalizing a once valued connection and friendship that I long thought was gone

and for that

I am thankful.

And it's superbowl-fucking-weekend. The locals are pro-Giants. For me there is only one Manning that matters and he is from Indi, not visiting, if you know what I'm saying. And Tom Brady is truly one of the greatest (he gets to bone a supermodel, for fuck's sake); but really I'm all about the commercials.

And the men in tight uniforms hitting each other.

Picture stolen from lovelylza
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Cry, little sister Jan 28, 2012 6:40 pm
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I'm currently reading this completely misogynistic yet fascinating sci fi fantasy series by Peter V Brett

in which the tears of the wives of the heroes (yes, I said wives)
are collected, upon the battle death of the men, in these tiny tubes. The more tubes, the more the man was loved.

This brings dacryphilia

to a whole new level.

~ this post is dedicated to alt blog royalty ... Domina Delight--I won't link to her because her profile is long past-- and her lovely wife

cara, ti voglio bene, sempre~
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When you say hello, I say goodbye Jan 28, 2012 12:09 pm
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Hey there, you.

It's been awhile and it's good to see you. Where you been?

What's that? Every thing's all better now? That's awesome! I'm so happy to see you got rid of that asshole in your life/stopped smoking/quit that horrible job/found Jesus.

Oh really? You haven't gotten rid of that asshole in your life/stopped smoking/quit that horrible job/found Jesus? But you're still all better?

No wait--- you still the same because you haven't gotten rid of that asshole in your life/stopped smoking/quit that horrible job/found Jesus.

Sigh.
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