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Dec 26, 2007 1:10 pm
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Well life has snow balled... let me see if i can update everything without passing out. LOL
Kitty and I got our raises affective this week for her and jan 1st for me.. gotta love how slow corporate politics go in my case.
We still search for a third person for our family.. a nice domestic.. preferably with a nice dick and not afraid to use it. But since Tina moved away, we have high standards and will probably have years to wait for it.
We started some enema play this weekend and some more slutty training, Kitty spent the holiday with a large plug in, on the edge of an evil hornyness while with company.. LOL
Mum confronted dad and asked him to stop lying to her, he admited to be having an affair for the last 8 years. He then wrote to us kids and said he would call us about his infidelity. The eldest wrote back and said "its none of my business you dont need to call" The middle child did talk to dad on the phone and try to understand early in the week.
He didnt get to me till the weekend, and admitted he was scared to talk to me, that he feared i would rip his balls off for it. I didnt rip his balls off when he finnaly called. I calmly talked to him about it and the unfairness of trying to protect mom and take care of all her needs while denying her the chane to find emotional bliss with someone else. It was really a good conversation from my point of view.. what did he get out of it? That I wanted to know how good the sex was (how do goes get that out of me asking if he loved the woman he was sleeping with or if it was jsut sex... ill never know) And that he should let mom get the same good stuff he gets. Baah what an idiot.. heh.
At one point he asked me if I thought that mom was gay. His reasoning because she didnt enjoy sex, wasnt good at it. Mom has never been with anyone but her, and just like the other ladies of her generation, if they arent taught.. shown what good sex really can be, they will never know really now will they? I didnt out and out say it.. but really mom isnt gay.. she just hasnt been with a real man.
Ahhh the fun of my familly. My straight lace cousin asked me about why i moved to seattle and how i was doing and for a picture. SO I told her about my girl.. and sent her a couple pics to include a nice picture of the two of us. Still waiting for a reply from that one.. wonder if she will be able to talk to me now that she knows without a doubt that my sexual and loving partner is a woman. ROFL... gawd sometimes its too fun and easy to fuck with family.
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New position
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Dec 10, 2007 12:17 am
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Well Some of you have heard I have a new position with in the company I work for which comes with a raise. I found on this friday that the customer wants much more face to face time, so i wont be working from home all the time like i used too.
Starting this next week i go half time on the new contract which means 2 days at least onsite down in federal way... which is 2 hours from my house in bad traffic, 45 min with good traffic.
So whats this mean? Probably means I wont be checking my mail or perving as often as I would like. They want me to work full time from there for a while.. gah a 2 hour drive.. at least they have books on cd.. that should keep me realatively sane-er
Probably wont blog as much either which sucks because i was just getting to be consistent again... With time and good reviews im sure ill be back home at least a good deal of the week.. gawd i hope so.
Anyway.. Enjoy the picture.. this was durring a hot scene me and kitty did this weekend... love those ballet shoes.
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Kitty took a swipe at the idiot
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Dec 7, 2007 1:08 am
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So he wrote back... wow.. i thought i was dismissive enough... but when Kitty saw the response from him she decided to give him her two cents (and maybe a few hair balls)
His note:
People R Not Property She's Nit Your Property Any How U See It........This Is Not A 3rd World Country And Yes I Have To A Few I'm A Very Stable Loving Guy Its A + I'm Good Looking And Healthy.........I Can Offer Her So Much More Than Being Owned ............You Mistress's/Domm's R So Full Of It.........People R Free Not Owned ............Bothell Umm I Know It Well.Can I Come Visit
~ notice the "can I come visit".... Gawd that made me laugh
Alright. Listen, I'm going to give you a nickel's worth of advice for free.
#1. If you're going to reach out to people on this site, understand that people have relationships that go by a different set of rules. This site in particular, revolves primarily around BDSM oriented relationships. Thus, if you approach someone on this site, you should account for that, and ESPECIALLY if someone's profile says that they are currently "Collared" to a Dominant. To put it into something you may understand, my committment to Mistress Epona runs deeper than anything you could possibly understand.
#2. Be respectful.
#3. Reading is a good skill. If English is not your first language, or you are not fluent in it, get someone to translate for you.
#4. You CANNOT POSSIBLY offer me more than what my wonderful Mistress provides me with. She has nurtured my dreams and pushed me to pursue them. She brings peace to me when I am in chaos. She shares my soul on a level that one such as you could never understand.
No, this is not a 3rd world country. This is a country that I PERSONALLY put my life on the line to protect. YOU CANNOT tell me what I can and cannot do with my life. If I choose to hand over my life to someone that I love more than life itself, that is MY decision. I EARNED my rights in this country, what's your excuse?
And finally, learn how to type. The ONLY reason I am responding to you is because you managed to tick me off. When my Mistress told me of your exchange with Her, i was livid. Learn how to communicate. Again, if it's a language barrier, have someone help you, or use a website translator to help you. Writing crap like "R" in place of "are" or "our" is incredibly lazy and idiotic. Consider yourself lucky, you're the ONLY person that has written to me like this that I have responded to, and it shall be the last. Move along. Should you decide to approach me again in the future, you better have learned some respect, learned some manners, and be able to READ, and communicate in a meaningful manner. I shall have nothing more to do with you. My time is valuable, and as far as I am concerned you have wasted the 15 minutes it took me to write this.
LOL!!!!!!! ok so this guy obviously doesn't know what BDSM is.. wonder why he is here. *is so glad she is on the good (and controling) side of Kitty* *snort*
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OOOH the ignorance
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Dec 6, 2007 3:42 pm
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You know when someone is stupid enough to send a note to my slaves email that says stuff like marry me or im your owner.. or anything possessive.... I TRY to give them the benefit of the doubt.. They didnt read the profile.. ya thats it... they were soo stunned by her beauty they had to mail her without thinking.
I send a nice little note back.. collared and owned... read the profile next time... So after this guy sent a note saying he wanted my kitty to marry him (hes in seattle btw) and i responded like normal as kitty.. here is his response and my answer.
To: naughty_ts_sub
> Date: Dec 6, 2007 2:18 pm PST
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> Like I Said Marry Me..........Im Very Stable An Un Collar Yourself And Be Mine..........
My response was of course as myself at that point, i probably should have ignored him or even fucked with him a little.. saying... oh god your so right when can you marry me. but no i wrote this:
idiot,
Your Either an ignorant git or someone who is too full of themselves. Granted dominants do need to be greedy and self serving, but real Dominants have respect for other peoples property.
I am a real Dominant and Mistress... This kitty is owned property... and she would rather I killed her then let her go. So go try your stupid muscleman tactics on someone else, or Learn to be a real dominant... and learn some respect.
Mistress Epona,
Owner of Kitty Kunt (naughty_ts_sub)
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What is love?
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Dec 5, 2007 3:09 pm
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Today Kitty and I have a date... its our 8th monthiversary. Yes we are still in the corny honey moon stages... what can I say. She has worn my collar for 8 months, Ive known her for 9. Kitty and I got together so fast because we went through a tramatic experience together. Kittys, Grandmother got sick and died and basically it ripped the barriers that she has up all the time, down. I was there for her... like i would be with any friend, and supported her in her time of need. Some would say THAT is love... and It is love... not "in love" but I have to say I love all of my friends.
I am In love with kitty... She was open and stripped of barriers and I try to be that way all the time, and we talked about things so deep and dark inside, and things we dont really share with anyone... we had a compatability of souls. We were attracted physically as well as spiritually to eachother. The physical attraction may have stemed from the attraction of souls.
When I was "falling in love" with kitty... Did I know it/? MMM not really. There just became a time when I knew. I think I approach men and love differently... which could be that social programming ive blogged about before. I TRY not to fall for men... Especially if they seem to understand me and are unafraid of my passions.
Kitty is soft.. smart... unassuming. She also supports me when I need her physically emotionally.. whatever. So now I have a dominant Male that I am friends with and attracted too. Do I want to submit to him?? NAWWW.. Do i want to fuck his brains out?? You betcha!
But love... love is so sterotyped by society and movies and television. We expect love to take us off our feet its so strong.. To bowl us over and make us KNOW with a resounding THUD to the head.. bang.. were in love. Sometimes love creaps up slowly.. and sometimes one partner feels it faster then the other... Could be because the slower partner has more barriers. I consider myself an open person, but there are still barriers around my heart that few have breached.
So I ask... What is Love... to you?
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mmmmmmmmmm yaaa
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Dec 4, 2007 3:59 pm
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Ok this was a hot picture. the angle.. the breasts.. the way my mouth is open just a little bit... Man i must be narcisistic since looking at pictures of me fucking someone is turning me on.... wow.
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Scene with Kitty
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Dec 3, 2007 2:44 pm
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Ive talked about the shoot that Kitty and I did before... Well it finnaly got posted on that website and is up now. This is a screen capture from the full version. It was so hot to get to watch that.... having been the one there. I have performed on alt cam with kitty before and even gotten screen shots from some of the people watching, but this was a full blown copy of what we had done... and I have to say.. It got me HOT!!!
I watched the vids and just had to masterbate, then I molested kitty when she got home from work. I hope you like the pics... i know im going to have to get a copy of the dvd when it comes out.
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the art of begging
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Nov 29, 2007 3:06 pm
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I was talking to this nice M/s couple the other day.. talking to the Male dominant.. chatting up about things left and right and his girl called him up while we were chatting online. I cant remmeber how it started but basically I said something about her begging for mercy if her Master and I double teamed her.
She informed me she doesnt beg. Of course I had to laugh, so did he, we went on to talk about how to get her to beg and she really couldnt seem to understand that sadistic masters enjoy hearing a good beg now and then. (if not all the time hehe)
We were really getting her to squirm talking about her on her knees her hands together begging and looking so sweet and repentant. She still didnt belive us... and what it has to do with is that shes new... this is her third month with her Master, and she is a very proud wooman. He has gone slow with pushing her limits at this point because of her past issues, and she just cant see begging as being an intregal part of BDSM.
So after chatting for a bit she was going to go off and talk to some other subbies about if begging really was a skill she needed to learn.
For me, I sometimes teasingly tell kitty to beg for something she wants, she sucks at it when its not something she is afraid of. When she begs the best is when I have her doing something that she hates to do, but loves to do for me. She begs the whole time I do foot torture on her.. and I still enjoy the hell out of it. I love listening to her, letting her squirm. Sometimes the sound of the stress gets to a point where I will stop (but not usually until i have gotten somewhere new with the torture)
After much teasing of this other sub girl from her Master she started groveling.. and couldnt see that as a kind of begging either.
So my question for everyone... WHAT do you beg for?
For something to start? Something to stop? Something to change? For you to get to do something? What for you is worth the humiliation of groveling and begging your Dominant?
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adorable damn kitty kat
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Nov 27, 2007 3:25 pm
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Shes just gorgous.. had to share the picture.. Maybe she is starting to see it herself.
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Nice pic of me and Kitty
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Nov 25, 2007 8:37 pm
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Sometimes I think about Kitty and I am asured that she will be there.. that she will do what I am interested in doing.. what I want. And I think about it... Why does she?
Litterally I can measure it out.. I understand the slave mentality... but it is so foreign to me. Even when I have felt submissive towards someone... I wouldnt do anything for them just because of those feelings. I know Love is part of it... maybe need too, but the love is what keeps her with me.
I love and adore her too... So much sometimes that it pisses me off that I have let someone have such a huge chunk of my heart and love and affection. Am I really mad that I give her love.. well no not really.. but some part of me that was trained forever ago by god knows what part of society.. Feels that if you let someone too close they will hurt you.
So from what I have learned in life, and firmly beleive is in deep conflict with what i was taught. And sometimes that makes me feel a bit lost... such opposite thoughts, one of parental-traning, one of choice. This conflict comes up in alot of things. I know that Kitty has felt a conflict between what she was taught at home and what I have been training her to be/do. And I know she WANTS the path ive put down for her... It turns her on.. it makes her feel right.. but still she has this thought in the back of her head... (BAD BAD!!! Dont do this.. its WRONG) The example specifically for kitty is her slut training. Training to desire being used for someone elses sexual pleasure and gratification. Like a peice of meat.. or property. (HEH)
I wonder... surely we arent two of a kind... others surely must battle things that are not even rational decisions from childhood but training from then... with what we want to train ourselves to enjoy and do this life time... anyone out there have an example?
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