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OK, before I go abuse myself...
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Mar 15, 2005 4:16 pm
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....my Momma sent me a cute little care package...an adorable pressboard mini-suitcase, with a sly kitty looking sneaky on the front of it...inside, I have some playing cards, candles, a little "heating / cooling" pack in the shape of one of the characters from the "Mr. Men" children's books..Mr. Happy, I think...and some choccies. Mommy is very sweet!
OK. Well, I thought that would take the edge of of my ferocious horniness, but it did not.
NaughtyTime Bathroom break for me, then I gotta pack it in and get to rehearsal. Tech night tonight, 6-11PM. FEH!!
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Someone please stop me....
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Mar 15, 2005 4:12 pm
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....before I slide right off of my chair!
Is it spring? Must be. I thought I had it al under control. Hell, being on the rag for over a month and a half, as I was in January - March slowed me down considerably.
And now, even the dick-shots are looking interesting to me now....ugh ugh ugh.
Ooo, look...Craigs List beckons....
No, no no!! I promised I was not going to slut around, that I was going to wait until I had a nice connection with someone, etc...but today ALL I can do is wish I had a fat thick cock sliding inch by slippery inch up my ass, fingers jammed in my cunt, and teeth viciously savaging my nipple as I come ferociously shaking and sobbing...
OK. Fuck.. Back to the ladies room...
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This horny bitch....
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Mar 15, 2005 3:43 pm
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Yeah, so I just got my copy of the "New Bondage Fairies: Fairie Fetish" magazine, and was reading it on the sly (did I mention that it is sloooow at work today??) then I was on Tribe, reading the posts from a particular Sick and Perverted group there, then I read some other online kinky porn, and I just couldn't help myself....
Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I snuck off into the women's restroom...you know, the one downstairs that fewer people use? And...Well. I peeled off my knee brace, planted one foot against the door and made myself come...no, not just once...but twice. And since I was forced to be silent, all of that extra energy just cycled and circles and made me flushed and dizzy and twitching and soaking the crotch of my underwear back at my desk.
I am thrumming so highly that, even now, with a little breathing and a few rocks on my chair, I can rip off a low level orgasm even as I sit here writing.
Goddess, OK, there ARE some good things about being a "well-endowed" female type multi-orgasmic type person...
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recalling a strip tease....
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Mar 15, 2005 1:23 am
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Back when I was living in Los Angeles (that thumbnail is a photo of me back in the day....'93, to be exact!) I fucked my brains out with whomever I could here and there, and, on the side, ran with a pack of Wild Lesbians.
One night about 12 women were all hanging out, having a BBQ, getting high, drinking beer, having a smashing old time. One of the women, Toni, was talking about wanting to do some "empowered" women oriented erotic dancing, but she was very shy. Well, believe it or not, I have my shy twin, so I said I'd help her get over the hurdle, by stripping with her. Or, I could take the edge off and I could strip her and then it wouldn't be her doing it, you see....I am generous like that.
The other girls thought this a Good Thing, so on the back porch and living room area we gathered, put on the very lovely Possession by Sarah McLachlan and stood there looking at one another for about ten seconds. Then we started dancing
it wasnt sexual, it wasnt non sexual...our bodies fit together so well it seemed organic to want to feel the skin on the small of her back and so I slid my hands under her shirt to do so. Her eyes half closed, her neck suddenly exposed to me as I undressed her, smiling with this sort of wondrous pure curiosity about what would happen next. As a performer, I certainly know how to read an audience, and ours was simply mesmerized, halfway between spontaneous combustion, tears and naked lust.
She managed to somehow remove my bra as I was removing hers, and the pants slid down to puddle about her ankles as I knelt behind her, wrapping my arms around her and humming the music with an invisible resonance that carried us both on the slipstream of the sibilant song
I remember looking up at her long after the song was over, as our friends sat silently, no one wanting to break the spell...
...but of course,. Toni is, like me, Gemini, so the playful kitten girls re-emerged, giggling and blushing and scurrying to the living room to try to shake of the invisible curtain of erotic charge and sexual lethargy that had nonplussed a room full of women into stupefied dry-mouthed silence
One of the women, looking dazed, said it was like watching goddesses making love...almost too much for mere mortals to watch, yet if you had to pay with your sight for having witnessed such a thing, shit, it would be worth it to have that be your last sight on this earth.
That was a Good One.
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Please, tell me I am not the only sick fuck....
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Mar 15, 2005 12:40 am
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I have some illegal porn. They are bootleg copies of a video by Anabolic, called Rough Sex part I & II.
The reason it is illegal is that, post-release, two of the women who appear in the film claim to have been taken advantage of, coerced, and misinformed about the nature of the scenes that theyd be doing. In order to avoid the appearance of impropriety or non-con problems, the video was pulled.
Of course, this made me bound and determined to obtain a copy. Several of the sequences in the tapes ARE edgy. Almost difficult to watch, because it seems that the women ARE being pushed really hard. One of the scenes is aborted in (what seemed to me) an odd place, as the woman seems to be having trouble with a simple objectification scene.
But whatever.
Maybe this makes me a Bad Person, but
I really like it. I love those moments where I am sitting wondering Hey, she doesnt look like shes having much fun
hes really choking her, she looks like shes about to pass out
. And then my head simply implodes.
AM I wrong? I mean, isnt that one step away from actual abuse, which no one is supposed to like to see? Does that make me one of those sicko borderline people?
There is something about the moment where, for example, the woman asks the man fucking her up the ass to stop, that hes going too fast, that it hurts
and he instead lunges even further up her ass as she wails that makes me come buckets all over, necessitating my having to air out the couch because of all the fluids Ive squirted everywhere.
Maybe it is just me
is it?
xoxo
~Mollena
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A sonnet, from my more innocent "Leather childhood"
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Mar 14, 2005 2:01 pm
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Resistance
(by Mollena Williams)
My thoughts, unfurling, like the serpent's tongue
Darting to taste the air, the pathway split.
Choose what I will, too soon I am undone
Whether I dare rebel or dare submit.
"Resist you must!" The clarion cry within
"Revel in strength, fully express your power
To give yourself so freely tastes of sin
How piteous is it to kneel and cower?"
Then, gentle as a breeze on summer's night
Upon the heels of strident battle cry
Comes comfort's quiet voice to ease my plight
And whispers truths that I cannot deny
Desire to please, to kneel, to serve, obey
Consumes my heart so surreptitiously
Turbulent night reveals the clear-eyed day
And peace I find in loving slavery.
And even as I sigh in sweet release
My heart is torn, and on that blood you feast.
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Alone again, naturally....
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Mar 14, 2005 1:40 pm
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I thought perhaps Id clicked the wrong link when I went to peep at J.s profile, and it said it was not found.
But then I looked at my inbox, and was momentarily elated that hes just sent me an e-mail. Maybe hed pulled his ad because he wasnt trolling around on ALT anymore
perhaps hed decided that he wanted to focus on our getting to know one another, and I knew hed been offline for a couple of days, and he isnt much of a net person, and
.and
Well, yes. He had found someone on ALT he is very much interested in pursing a relationship with.
It just isnt me.
So now Im sitting here at square one
with a mailbox full of messages from men in Australia, Germany, England, and various States in the Union that are not California
wondering why I bother. Wondering if this is all a colossal waste of time. Wondering why it is so difficult for me to even find a nice person to date.
Waa waa waa...
Looks like the Waaaaaaaaaaamulance is going to have another casualty today
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As The Roomie Screws....
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Mar 13, 2005 9:21 pm
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My roommate is having some kind of sex.
I have little clue as to what exactly it entails
he is big into being a fisting top, so the boy moaning in the room off of our kitchen might have a fist up his ass. But as I start the pot boiling for my mac & cheese, I cannot help but wondering if the plaintive yelps, moans and pleas for succor are the result of my roomie punching his arm up the willing ass of some new nubile young boy
or if he himself is fucking him up the ass. Or, goddess knows, sic e many of his partners are Trans-gendered, if the individual in question might have a cunt lurking in their butch Levis.
Gotta love my life
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Oh, and re: The Date....
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Mar 12, 2005 11:02 pm
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....I did send him an e-mail, saying thanks again and that I had a really lovely time, and would love to do it again...as yet, no reply 
Am I broken in some way? I don't get it...
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