Insight of reality

Insight of the normal and the extreme.

We all have normal lives, but some of us pretend we do not.

We all have laundry, we all have jobs, we all have friends, but do we all enjoy ourselves ?

A couple of months of regular use ... then alas ... Mar 4, 2012 3:22 am
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Just after the new year I found a sub who wanted to experiment and extremely happy to explore all sorts of situations.

It has been an interesting couple of months and we both did enjoy the elements I put together based on a weekly meeting. We both did re-arrange schedules to accommodate something weekly, which I have not done for a while which I think added to the interest.

She unfortunately wanted it to move beyond just a sub/dom play relationship into something more 1-2-1 so alas I have had to close that door. It is a shame and I have continued and will always continue to play with others. I know it is not for everyone and I did explain this to her when we started, but does not always sink in ...

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it's been a long couple of weeks Dec 5, 2011 1:56 am
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Work has interrupted some of the organised meetings and also been a distraction while in play which is never good.

I am finding the sub somewhat frustrating, she is very obedient however her attention to detail is a problem and although I do like to give out punishment, when it does not result in a change in attitude/performance it does become futile.

Unfortunately we have only met 3 times in the last 2 weeks each one a different scene style to see which suits her the most appropriately.

She doesnt like to chained against a damp brick wall, and she got very upset and when one of my friends was invited to see her caged, although she did calm down when told to, which was interesting.

I suppose the most striking element is when we finished a scene without me fucking her, and she thought I no longer found her attractive enough to fuck. I am not sure how deep her thoughts are but it took me aback a little as we have only played about 4/5 times now and its not always about the sex.

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Just something short.... Nov 22, 2011 5:38 pm
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I told her to come over this afternoon, after a little protest she did as I said, taking the time off work.

When she arrived I stripped her naked and put a collar on her and fastened a chain leading her to next to my chair.

I informed her she was to do as she was told and if she was a good girl there would be no punishments.

The majority of the afternoon she practiced her oral skills on my cock, while I either read a paper or drank tea. She was not to make me cum, but was to make it enjoyable and varied.

I can safely say that she performed exceptionally and the bratish, even stubborn behavior was nowhere to be seen. I know she enjoyed herself as just before she was getting dressed she asked if she could complete her oral work, which she did to great satisfaction, and with a massive smile on her face.

Perhaps it will continue ...

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We'll see if we play more ... Nov 19, 2011 5:12 am
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I spent a good hour on the phone this morning with the sub from Thursday. She is feeling guilty and still sore. Although she indicated she would like to continue with this level of use/training at the time she now feels it might not work.

I am happy either way but also told her how much I did enjoy her and how well she did, considering how intense it did become for her.

I am hopeful as it has been a while since I have used someone in this way.

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And she is gone Nov 17, 2011 10:55 am
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From undoing all the ropes and getting her up it took a good 10/15 minutes for her to be able to move properly. I told her to get dressed and waited downstairs for her.

We had a good chat before she left and she was much more subdued than when she arrived. She has indicated she would like to continue in this vein, although i have pointed out this is quite mild compared to some situations.

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Just a little more time ... Nov 17, 2011 9:55 am
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It's been a long day, traveling back and forth and it is not over yet for the sub in the cage, but she has managed better than I expected, although I can tell she has been crying while I have been out.

She is still extremely wet and has taken the short periods of fucking very well. I know now she'll need to explain to her other half why she is late home, so I wont be keeping her much longer.

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She pushed and pushed and pushed ... Nov 17, 2011 2:21 am
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Well the previous entry seemed to get one of the people who wanted to be 'trained' into a little frenzy and she was outright rude saying she wanted it.

Let's put aside for one moment the comments on the previous entry, I have utmost respect for everything everyone said about just 'being' sub.

We now she is tied into a rather uncomfortable position in a cage. She is on all fours, elbows and knees, each arm tied to the front of the cage sides, legs slightly further back from the door. I have been kind enough to provide some comfort points under the knees and elbows. She is gagged and her hair is tied back and roped to the top of the cage, but not too tightly. The top of the cage is configured so that it can be tilted upwards and propped.

She will stay there all day and I will come and go in the house. I will fuck her at random intervals throughout the day regardless of her whining. If she gets too loud punishment will ensue.

If you are wondering, it took me a 20 minute battle to get her into the cage ...

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I want to be trained is the cry of the sub ... Nov 15, 2011 2:12 pm
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As is the usual with conversations of this type when it comes down to it 99% of the subs who have suggested such a path to me have backed out.

As recently as today I had one such conversation. I knew very little about her so prepared some simple exploratory questions and sent 3/4 days ago. The conversation lasted about 20 seconds, 'Sorry looking for something else' which generally means 'erm, didnt expect that and now i'll go and find a fuck buddy'

Hey, I am not putting them down, but the depth that is required for training I believe is somewhat misunderstood.

I'll admit I am not one for doing training, having only done it to completion once (very mentally and physically exhausting) but even spending 10 minutes doing some searching on the Internet does detail the basic level required.

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Very horny .... Nov 9, 2011 11:55 am
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I have been on the phone with three 3 subs today and with a combination of thinking about last weeks play I am feeling extremely horny, not sure if just sex is in order, but something to be solved tomorrow.

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it's a rare thing Nov 4, 2011 2:28 pm
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I do not get to play much on Saturdays, mainly got other things to do and also many of my friends are the same.

Anyway tomorrow is a little bit of time with Garage girl. It has been a while and she would like something different so we'll see how it goes.

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