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Assuming a holding pattern..........
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Jan 20, 2006 2:50 pm
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I'm sure everyone at some point gets reflective, wondering what they want with their lives, and from the people they are close to/friendly with.
As such......I have closed down all online profiles (more then I realized there were....lol)
I had been giving the "shutting down" of my profile serious consideration for some time....and am thinking I need some perspective.........a break.
Perhaps my priorities are changing.
I'm still Single. I'm still Switch.
I haven't found a 'love'.......nor recently had any bad experiences....but I guess with being a year older now, I wonder what I'm truly looking for.
As such, I think a little well deserved space is in order.
Until I'm back......stay kinky,and play safe!
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Finding Myself.
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Jan 13, 2006 4:55 pm
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Some time ago....I determined that my role in the BDSM lifestyle.......was Switch.
While I will admit, perhaps revising my previous posting would have been required before now.......to ammend it, I hadnt given it much thought.
While I still prefer to bottom....my 'topping' comes out in the form of getting into someone's head....and making them do thing counter to their demeanor....or 'perving' them if you will, by discovering what they want (said information comes in a variety of ways NOT spoken)......but dare not ask for.
Topping from the bottom (a relatively new phrase to ME)....has been a fun and interesting ride.
Turning a 100% completely vanilla man, into someone who will tie me up, pour wax on all my tender places while using his brand new ball gag on me.....priceless.
And, I've recently acquired my first little subbie, from an unlikely source.
He genuinely did NOT see Me coming, until my suggestions were lodged in his head....and he could only say ......."yes Mistress".
This is going to be FUN!
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My New Fantasy
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Nov 21, 2005 5:48 pm
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This has been evolving gradually, recently...funny how you dont know you want something until it just.........strikes you.
My wish?
I have this scene in my head....comfortable room...all the essential implements laid out.
There is another couple, along with ourselves in the room.
He has contacted You because his wife is very submissive, and he cannot provide what she needs. Perhaps he is submissive as well, but this evening is meant for her. He will simply observe what You do, and enjoy the end result.
You have agreed to give her what she craves...total Domination.
My role? Simply to watch.
To be fully dressed, restrained to the chair, bound and gagged....but allowed to see You work. I dont just wish to be a voyeour, and enjoy the display....I want to watch YOU.
See You apply the lash....torment her flesh....bring her to the edge....ease her back down just to torture her again. Notice her skin as it changes color.
Knowing as I watch...You have done this to me.
Watch Your face as You enjoy Your work, feed off her moans. Feel the power You wield. Hear Your growl.
Even feeling her husband's excitement, as he gets aroused from this man Dominating his wife as he cannot.
You focus completely upon her......leaving her shaking.....but You save Your own release....for me....when we are alone again.
Are You reading this?
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Where am I?
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Nov 12, 2005 2:15 pm
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While I'm not new to the inner workings of the BDSM lifestyle, I've only recently started to apply them to my sexual practices.
I had read about it...talked to people..asked lots of questions...but never felt comfortable with the people I would meet...or brave enough to try anything...lol....until the last year or so.
But where do I stand when asked what role I play?
I am not a Domme...I have no inclinations to be so.
Yet I'm not a sub...I do not wish to bow my will to someone else....nor call no man Master.
I love pain...but I'm not a pain slut.
I also love aggressive men...the rough handling I can get from them...their forceful nature...the take charge attitude.
I do not wish to be "forced"...or " "...but it's awfully close...
If I want to be "used"...yet be defiant...which side am I on?
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Bizarre Sexual Requests
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Oct 8, 2005 9:45 am
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I cant help but wonder if anyone has ran across someone with unusual requests sexually? And I'm not talking about the disgusting things (scat, golden showers, ect) or the immoral ones (children, ect).
Let me give you a TRUE example....
For a short period of time, I was without internet access. And because I didnt do the bar scene either, I tried out the Phone Chat Lines. I left a short classified, identified myself as "open-minded" (which i AM) and waited to see what happened.
I received a message from a gentleman who said he like my description and what I had to say, and said "You SAY you're open minded and like to try new things.....here's what I propose"
Apparently the gentleman was an amputee, and had lost his hand at the wrist. His suggestion? his STUMP was far fatter and longer then any cock I might come across.
Maybe I'd like to FUCK HIS STUMP?
I did not answer him back......I was to stunned.
HOWEVER, it opened up a WHOLE new group of questions for me to ponder.......as I then looked at my OWN wrist and lower arm and said "no WAY" to myself in disbelief.
Does he SHAVE the stump? (cant imagine fucking a hairy ANYTHING)
Does he cover it in Saran Wrap? For Protection?
lol
Now that I've told you MY story of the most bizarre sexual request I'VE ever had....I'd love to hear YOUR'S !!!!!
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Where I Used to Live
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Sep 11, 2005 9:20 am
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I had sincelry meant to do more postings then this, but my live is far from boring, so I havent has much free time to sit and write.
I moved here back in October, and I grew up in Sioux City. But where have I spent the last 15 years of my life before then?
The Mississippi Gulf Coast.
Gautier is a small town between Ocean Springs and Pascagoula. My last job was in Pascagoula working at a place called Thunder's Tavern just down from Beach Blvd.(about a quarter mile from the water, you could see it if you stood in the median)
So you can imagine the last 2 weeks have had more then the usual interest for me. Waiting to hear from my 2 kids and their extended family was nerve racking at best.
And New Orleans, it breaks my heart to see it like that. I had a fantastic friend who was a native who would take me there often. Although the French Quarter didnt appear to see the damage or drama the rest of the city saw, I hope it returns to it's former decadence.
All those casinos, I used to work in construction(EFIS) and have had my hands on almost every one of them. So when I see how they look now, I'm going "Daaaaaaaaaaamn".
Just driving down Beach Blvd in Biloxi and Gulfport, the houses were gorgeous; full of old style gingerbread trim, or in the antebellum style, or modern and stucco.
In many ways I missed living down there anyway (though i do NOT miss the people, i SWEAR southern folks are a little nuts) but this makes it worse.
All the places I watched the Mardi Gras parades....................gone.
The great places to eat....gone.
The beautiful scenery......gone.
My heart goes out to all the people who are struggling right now, I know now mine are safe.
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The Sensuality of the Cigar
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Aug 16, 2005 5:02 pm
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My thoughts were on everything today, more then anything on what I would consider my "Excesses".
Everyone has them, some they can or cannot control.
I obviously love food, and my weakness is quality, not quantity. I never half-step anything, this includes Sex, quality Tequila (preferrably straight) and..........Cigars.
There is nothing I love more, then enjoying someone's company while drinking either some Porfidio or Millenium 1800 (which makes me INCREDIBLY dick hungry i might add......lol) while drawing on a high grade stogie. We all know of course, the nicotine is of course the "true" draw, it enhances the alcohol I've consumed and makes me euphoric...lol.
While my OWN enjoyment is the key, I mustadmit, men love watching that thick, blunt object making it's passes to and from my mouth. You can almost hear their thoughts, "damn, those lips look SO good doing that".
Being a non-smoker, I'm sure it seems ironic that I adore a great cigar.
And I could care less about the whole "image" that was popular a while back with women smoking cigars.
I've always been a huge fan of the smell of unsmoked cigars, drawing on them before they were lit......mmmmmmm.
The taste.....aroma.....
My introduction? A lazy rainy evening with a great man in the French Quarter.
My concerns other then my health? Well, I'd really hate to turn a guy off with this behavior, and on one occassion thought it was the reason a guy I was meeting fled the scene (it wasnt).
I admit it's not something I do often, pehaps 3 times a year at the most.
Do I forgo something I enjoy very much simply because smoking has become anathema to so many people?
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Where to begin?
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Aug 14, 2005 11:41 am
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I've never been one for diarys, or journals; but upon reading other people's Blogs, I couldn't help but wonder if this serves some purpose somehow.
Thus far, I havent really made any serious connections on ALT. I've met (casually, not sexually) some very interesting people, some of who broadened my "lifestyle" vernaculer and introduced me to the different things that makes some people "tick".
Learning about "play piercing" while contemplating my own first piercings, I could see why others found it stimulating. While a bit more extreme then I personally was willing to go, I could understand the attraction it held for others.
I avidly try to learn about new fetishes (sploshing, pony play & the nuances of being a Furryphile), and find the concepts mind blowing.
My goal is to meet more people (sexually or otherwise)and further what limited knowledge I have. I find human nature facinating, and know that I personally can only continue growing when Im exposed to more of the unknown.
I may not want to try it, or find it appealing, but if I don't know it's out there to begin with, I'll never know.
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