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friends
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Nov 23, 2011 12:28 pm
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Was just wondering, have you experienced seeing people you called friends drift away from you after you split or divorce?
Have you ever felt people taking sides, acting embarassed when they see you.....or simply avoiding you?
I decided to not notice, just act with the same warmth and hope that they will one day realize...hope i am doing the right thing.
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chocolate icecream
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Nov 21, 2011 6:00 am
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i didn't feel well since yesterday and today decided to stay home
really nice to have one day just to surf the web, read blogs, talk to people
i realised today that when i am ill i am missed...wow!!!
freinds are calling to ask me how i am ( is unbelievebale how they are able to feel it)
and i feel suddenly better
i once received a "Survival pack " in the form of a bottle of fresh orange juice and the most delicious temtation dark chocolate icecream
i enjoy attention that is...
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trapped
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Nov 17, 2011 1:20 pm
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i know, you will tell me again that i am trying to save the world...
i am not sure how it happens again
is just that every day new people and new stories come in my life
and they open up to me
or is it that I see through their eyes , behind the scene?
many time i see frustrations, ego , sad lives, bad luck, masks, trapped people
and i wonder why, is it in my eyes, is what i choose to see in people?
I talked to one of my firends today and she said most of her friends and family have a happy life
and that in fact she doesn't know or meet often unhappy people
why do i feel that pain
i know , i learned my lesson, "respect them enough to let them help themselves"
but i remember that prayer that my mom used to teach me as a kid
"forgive me for all the things that were shown to me that i didn't see, forgive me for all the moments when i could have done something and i looked the other way, forgive me for all the times when i could have said an encouraging word and i didn't.... and so on"
ok, i will stop being serious..this is not the place
see ya
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the valley of Mozart
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Nov 16, 2011 12:05 am
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the last small trace of his bite is gone from my skin
though if i close my eyes and breath in, i can still feel the pain
it looked like a flower to me, was proud of it every time i looked in the mirror
dark red, contrasting with the rest of the skin
like a gate to the land we discovered
a place where you can often hear the birds songs
after a stormy night
i know where this place is
it's a passage to a different world
where people dance instead of walking
and sing instead of talking
it's the valley of Mozart
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i know now
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Nov 14, 2011 12:41 pm
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that every bad feeling
every grudge
resentment
every lack of mercy
or understanding
every action that hurts
is a sin
not only
murdering
harming
laziness
stealing
cursing
blaming
banning
but
every mean look in your eyes
every vulgarity
disconsideration
grumpiness
mood
is evil
i found out...here in my heaven
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vibes
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Oct 9, 2011 7:48 am
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marvellous
endless
huge
that's what you get
when
it happens
it feels like a bedouin
appears
from nowhere
and takes
you for a swim
in the most
clear water
that you can find
in a desert
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a beach
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Oct 6, 2011 9:19 pm
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a huge smile of satisfaction
lights his face
like the sun coming after the storm
he thundered and lightened my world
while I left myself carried in the hurricane of his darkness
with his strong hands he pinned me to where i belong
with his eyes, he dragged me to a new addiction
reaching for him
in the night of a thousand and one dreams
i fall asleep with his hand in my hair
feeling the perfume of a tropical beach
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Wedding bells are ringing again
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Sep 26, 2011 3:10 pm
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Today big news , my BFF got engaged, with a diamond ring
she was shining of happiness
i hugged her and wished her all the best
i cried inside to see her settling for someone who happened to be around
when she was alone
I prayed , prayed, prayed to be wrong
i can't see her crashed for the hundredth time, it would be terrible
but life is full of unexpected
who knows ,against all odds given by us, it might be one relationship that works after all
and at least we get another wedding party ...hurray!!!!!!!
argh , how shallow i can be....
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i cheated
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Sep 22, 2011 11:44 pm
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...on my declared love, the Touareg
yesterday saw at the garage a X5 4,6 l limited edition
blue
perfect
amazing
couldn't take my eyes from it
all the guys from the garage
saw my look...
"beautiful isn't it?"
pity
it
was
"verkocht"
who needs a 4,6 l anyway
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perfect balance
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Sep 21, 2011 2:03 pm
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you come to a point where everything seems perfect
what do you do next
Sit back and relax?
enjoy the view?
Move to the next best thing?
or do you sink in the moment and thank the Universe for the joy?
you come to a point where everything seems perfect
what do you do next
do you realize how fortunate you are?
are you grateful
do you smile with your heart?
do you jump for joy?
you come to a point where everything seems perfect
and what do you do next
feel a quiet celebration
a peace of mind and soul
that sends warm waves through your body?
you come to a point where everything seems perfect
and what do you do next?
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