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Nov 15, 2005 6:32 pm
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Ah this place is better than reality TV! I know quite a few readers of my blog are also regulars in the advice section (and yes I admit I am too) and I just wanted to put some thoughts into light. It seems people take this stuff WAY to seriously. Sure, valid questions come up that deserve valid responses and then there are the jokers who don't really understand the terms of the advice line. But you would get that anywhere you went.
And all the soap opera bickering. I find it a daily source of amusement personally. How someone can be so upset over a typed interface. Really when are you ever going to meet half these people face to face? Seems all quite senseless, but then I go back to my yahhhhoooooo chat days and realize we were all cold hearted and back stabbers too on real-time chat. Makes me laugh still.
I think alt needs to hire a therapist for us all to see, not about the kink issues, those are obviously fine on their own since thats why we're all here, but for some serious attitude adjustments. Hypnosis anyone?
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Piccies
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Nov 14, 2005 2:04 pm
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Well I finally got around to getting pics of my new hairstyle. Looks like I got into a fight with a bottle of black shoe polish, but I like the way it turned out. Suits me and my attitude and I didn't think blond was appropriate for a winter change, thats more of a summer colour.
Let me know what y'all (omg I'm turning redneck, I need to get out of Oklahoma!) think and if I should make it permanent (this is just a temp dye).
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Network
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Nov 13, 2005 3:20 pm
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I was browsing through my own profile to see if there was anything I needed to update and I got to the "My Network" part. It made me laugh simply because I have 68 friends in my network. I'm sure that pales so some people, or might be considered a lot to others. So I went browsing through the list and noted that I only actively still talk to 3 or 4 of the people. Made me wonder if having a lot of people in the network is considered a status symbol on alt. The more connections you have the more popular you are. Frankly I think its foo-foo and I really should get rid of all the people I have no contact with anymore. Just haven't taken the time yet to see who I truly want on my list.
... And I just totally lost my train of thought... oh well.
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KIA
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Nov 12, 2005 10:52 am
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I just got the most interesting phone call from my commanding officer. Apparently he got a call from a commander over in Iraq saying that I was killed in action over there. He had just seen me last week because I was the one that launched his bird for deployment, so he wanted the lowdown on why they think I'm dead somewhere overseas.
A year ago I had given my then fiance one of my dog tags which is a big military no-no. We broke up and he went off to Iraq. I had no idea that he still had my tag on him. Unfortunately *sob* he was one of the unlucky ones and wont be returning home. They found my dog tag on him before finding his own. Well that stirred up trouble because they didn't know who the tag belonged too or if it was one he had picked up along the way. It apparently happened awhile ago and it took this long for them to find out which unit I was attached too and that I wasn't marine over there.
I'm just thankful that my parents weren't notified. God that would have been a mess...
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Broken Heart and Crushed Fantasy
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Nov 12, 2005 10:10 am
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I've had a sub in consideration for awhile, mainly because hes in another state and not able to relocate yet. I also have a local Dom friend that has been fufilling a fantasy of mine to see two men together. Naturally I wanted to introduce pet into that so I got him talking to this other Dom. Big mistake on my part. The sub vanished off my radar, refused to talk to me anymore so I finally confront my friend to see if hes heard at all from him. Turns out they had been talking daily and messing around on webcam. Regardless to say, I have neither a sub or a friend anymore. I don't even truly know how to react, loosing my sub to another man. Naturally I feel like a little shit and blaming myself because I was the one who introduced them. That and my fantasy of seeing two guys together has been so highly tainted, its almost revolting.
This little mishap has brought me almost to the point of pulling off my profile and slinking back into the vanilla side of life. Definitely learned my lesson about getting attached to subs, the hard way unfortunatly.
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Coining a new phrase?
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Nov 10, 2005 6:00 am
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Ah I scammed out of work again today hehe. Not too much going on right now really. Not surprising though. No ones been pissing me off so I don't have a good arsenal of info to rant about today. Boo hoo oh well.
I had the opportunity to play with a super-masochist this past weekend with another highly experienced Domme. It was fun because I got to totally let loose and just wail on him, and avoiding getting myself shocked with the electric dog collar. It made me realize though, that being so totally sadistic and harsh on someone is just not my style. I don't have it in me to senselessly beat on someone even if it does take them to 'sub-space'. I tend to identify more with that proverbial "Daddy Dom" as far as being in a D/s lifestyle with a submissive. I read an article about Daddy Doms, and it totally struck a chord with me (due to plagiarism I will not repost the article but if your interested let me know and I will email you the link). I would rather have someone to serve me than just a partner that is strictly for play. Someone who's willing to learn their place under me, knowing that I would do whatever it takes to keep them safe and happy. In doing this, I earn their trust and utmost respect and I know they will always do their best to keep me happy and satisfied in the long run. All intermingled with kinky fun of course. So does this ideal make me a "Mommy Domme"?
Hmmm OK so I lied about not having a rant, it just sort of came to me once I started... expect to hear more about this in the near future from me.
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oh my ****ing god
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Nov 8, 2005 8:24 pm
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A new tremendous pet peeve of mine just exposed itself. Are people so uneducated today or just too lazy to write properly anymore? I got an email today from someone and the spelling was atrocious! It wasn't only just the spelling, but some words were so deeply slang that I couldn't even tell what he was trying to portrait to me. If I can't understand someone from a simple email, I'd hate to think what it would be like trying to talk to them face to face. Its things like that that are wearing out my delete buttons. I could care less about grammar and sentence structure, things like that because I'm just as bad about those things, but there is such thing as spell check and simple English is probably the easiest thing to convey and idea to someone your not used to talking to with. So frustrating.
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I hate being young
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Nov 5, 2005 3:32 am
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"With age comes wisdom"
"With age comes experience"
"Wait till you grow up"
"Your still a kid"
This has become a growing pet peeve of mine. I've noticed this site definitely has a huge older crowd. And the more and more I put myself out there I essentially get looked and laughed at. Has my generation been so degraded by pop culture and the media that NO ONE is taken seriously anymore?
I keep lying to myself even though I know its totally true. But its damn annoying because i have to work a lot harder to gain any credibility. I wonder how many times something I've written in the magazine or as a blog has just been passed over without a thought because I'm still "a kid". I don't know many others my age save for other service members who have experienced as much as i have in such short years. I love going to DPRC even though I'm the youngest member because I don't face that with the "family" there. I'm respected the same as everyone else, and not out casted because I'm still young in age. It really amuses me that people have such a hard time accepting that.
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No one real anymore?
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Nov 1, 2005 5:58 pm
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I've been noticing more and more as i go along that people in this lifestyle are fakes or flakes. There is a reason people sign up for sites like this, but it ends up being a total mockery for people like myself who actually take it seriously. Is it because some are too scared to actually follow through? Afraid of what might happen if they like it, or don't?I'm a firm believer in experimentation. How do you know you like/dislike something if you've never attempted it? I've always seen myself as a loving, caring Domme. Is that not an attraction to a newcomer as far as safety and pain issues are concerned? Or is that a turn off for a seasoned sub that wants something more vicious? Either way, being stood up for something so pleasurable is aggravating and mystifying to me.
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Insomnia...
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Oct 30, 2005 10:48 pm
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Can't sleep
Haven't slept in 2 days
Not sure why
Working graveyard shift
The sunlight
Can't sleep from the sunlight
Just saved myself
Already loosing it again
So tired
Must stay awake for work
Sleep is for the weak
Can't be weak
No drive
No desire
Rambling constantly
Need sleep
Can't sleep
No hiding from the sunlight
So very tired...
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