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Age has everything to do with it
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Sep 23, 2005 11:36 pm
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This thought just came to mind, so this "rant" might go off on tangents because I need to get it down and out before I lose it.
I figured its finally time to explain myself and why I've set up such stringent age barriers. Saves me the time from consistently explaining myself to someone when I can just reference them here.
In my profile I mention I want a "Daddy" Dom as a Master. Simply enough the term "Daddy" has been so immensely skewed. Obviously in a father sense, the Daddy is always older to the daughter/little girl. Now mind you I'm a young female, so I cant give the perspective of an older gentleman, but it seems to me, men that have already been father figures or are old enough to have daughters my age classify themselves under the "Daddy Dom" name when all they want is a young girl to use. Those sadistic tendencies I so despise may still be there but under the guise of Daddy because of the age difference.
NOW here is MY take on what a Daddy Dom is. He can be of any age, even the same or younger than me. A Daddy Dom doesn't necessarily treat me like a little girl using all the childish verbosities. A Daddy is someone who cares for me in every aspect, someone who will teach me my proper place at his feet, yet still give me the freedoms to be a woman. Someone who will expect so much from me, and cuddle/comfort/praise and admire me if I do as I'm required but be fair and just with any punishment. Hmmm I know I've begun rambling so on to my next point.
Here's where the age thing comes into play with me. I have a father. Point blank. I've never been into incest, so being with someone old enough and wanting to take the Daddy role basically scares the shit out of me and its a huge turn off, simply cause I get that incestuous feeling from it. And yes I've tested my limits and I almost hurt the poor guy I was so badly freaked out. Its purely a comfort issue.
So unless I find a "Daddy" Dom that fits my comfort range, I'm going to continue looking. Same goes for submissive's. I don't want an older man that would be my submissive. I want a boy my age that I can still manipulate and mold how I want them as my sub.
I know I'm going to get a lot of comments on this one refuting the fact that older men have more experience blah blah. there's only one way to gain experience is to do stuff, so why cant I help out and teach someone new to the scene?!
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Indeciciveness and Sex
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Sep 23, 2005 4:25 am
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As it has come to pass, being asked what I want is a moot point.
When it comes down to doing the dirty I don't want to hear "Tell me what you want" or "What do you want me to do to you" Cause when it really comes down to it, I like and will do it all. The way I see it, if I'm going to get naked for you then you should already have a good idea what you want to do to me because I have given myself to you. Sex should just come naturally, let it flow. Not forced around one way or another by asking "What do you want?" I want to get fucked damnit!
Maybe its the fact that I love to be taken, and the idea of giving myself to you sexually is just that... I've given up the creative and sexual power to you to do what you want. I'm pleased by anything so if you want to do me doggy style before having me go down on you or making sure I'm good and bound then fucking me in the ass, hell I'm all game. I just want to please you any way I can
Of course this is mainly from my submissive perception, things might be different when I'm the Domme... but as a recent encounter came up to be "what do you want to do" "oh I dunno what do you wanna do" BULLSHIT
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A new perspective
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Sep 22, 2005 10:08 am
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The more and more I think about it, dispite what I have in my profile, I think a 24/7 deal is something I'm willing to look into. Mind you I still want to have my own life and will allow my partner the same liberties... but I've been thinking long and hard, and would love to have my own sub. Permenantly.
I guess I should update my profile now to make it obvious that Im looking for a submissive first and foremost more than a Master... but only time will tell what I can get.
Until then, off to work....
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Clean or not?
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Sep 21, 2005 10:22 am
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I was browsing through the alt magazine about shaving pussy/dick and its cleanliness when I remembered a conversation I had at some point with another submissive girl. she had asked me about watersports and if I was into them and I replied that I'm ok with being the receiver but I wont drink it. that was the end of that for a bit. after awhile the conversation went on to oral and swallowing cum. personally I always swallow, I believe it to be an insult to the guy if I spit, and its already in my mouth why not swallow. She questioned me if I was scared about how clean it was unlike how sterile piss usually is. for me its the taste aspect. yet that got me thinking. How clean is semen compared to urine? it seems to me (and don't quote me, I'm still doing some research into it) that any exchange of bodily fluids could carry anything. Urine is a possible transmitter of HIV, herpes and hep C if with an infected partner, as well as traces of drugs. Case in point, working with my military commands urinalysis programmer, I've read that trace drugs can be transmitted through urine consumption. I mean, that's how we test for drugs, why wouldn't it be able to transfer to another person (if that's what your into, mind you that is quite a fetish) What I'm curious about is what would semen carry besides a lot of protein. Would love some feedback from others and help turning this maybe into an article for the magazine (editors anyone?)
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A better day
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Sep 21, 2005 8:26 am
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Well I finally got my taco, even though after a full night sleep and getting some frustration out on my toy I do feel much better than last night. Poor toy though, I think I might have broken it from misuse and abuse... Can you blame me though? Sure toys are great when there's no one around and a perfect compliment for any play session (mmmm the look on a mans face with a vibe up to his balls, I could cum right now!) but with a nymphomaniac like myself, the desire to use them wanes quickly. That and batteries are getting expensive. Ok so I admit, I can achieve the best orgasms with a toy, but its far from any substitute of having a real cock to play with, suck on and pleasure. A huge turn on also comes from the moans and groans from my partner and the consistent hum of a motor is really more of a distraction.
Now on the other hand, like I stated before, toys can be an excellent addition to play. My personal favorite is the strapon. I find nothing is sexier than a submissive boy bent over nervous about what I'm going to use on him. That is a true test of a boys commitment to his Mistress in my eyes. As well, on the submissive side for me, a Master can really knock my socks off using toys for a double penetration when no other Masters are available to cover the other role. But that's a topic for another day...
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Beware my wrath
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Sep 20, 2005 9:36 pm
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I'm fuming mad! First I get accused of cheating by an ass that doesn't know what the fuck to do with a woman (hell I should have cheated on the ratbastard) when I was totally faithful, then I can't get a god damned taco from Taco Bell (my comfort food when Im mad) cuz the only one in my area is in the mall and closes at 8pm!
Can this night get any fucking worse? Oh yeah it can... Im not getting laid!
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Morning Tidbit
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Sep 20, 2005 8:30 am
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Waking up this morning alone in my big old bed disturbed me greatly. I've been on alt for over a month now and I've meet all theses great people online but typically far away from me. The lack of local encounters has me perturbed. Makes me think are my standards to high? I don't believe I'm asking too much or maybe I'm just in the wrong part of the country.
Still that thrill and excitement that courses thru my body when I see that I have emails or comments on here is enough to keep me going in hopes that I will get to explore and play. After that simple high, it seems almost pathetic that something so minute gets me excited, when I know I should be serving or being served to get a much greater, more deserved pleasure.... but for now, I hope to at least be indulged in those simple pleasures of a wink or an email.... *sigh*
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On another note..
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Sep 19, 2005 8:46 pm
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Ok, So Im at work thinking about this whole blog thing I just started. Mind you Im standing out on a flight line in 90F weather sweating my ass off and it comes to me .... if someone can be with me all sweaty and smelling like jet fuel, i would be totally amazed cuz damn do i stink!
Nah not really I wasnt thinking anything like that, but I do smell like jet fuel alot.
Anyways where was I, oh yes, I was really thinking how nice it would be to come home with a warm bath already drawn, dinner warm in the oven (even tho I work til late at night) and an obedient boy kneeling naked at the door waiting for my arrival.
I've been noticing more and more that my Domme side has come out of me, even tho I've been trained as a submissive for the past two years. I guess after all this time I just want to lay back and have someone take care of my needs for once without having to work hard to please them.... this is a feeling i must explore further.
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A quick hello
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Sep 19, 2005 10:10 am
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So Im getting ready for work, fending off the many messages I get on the IMC and I think to myself... have these people actually read my profile and what is it they really want from me?
Do they want a submissive little girl/ painslut (which I wont do) or do they want the stern Domme (which Im still learning) ?
Either way, I have yet to explore what I really desire and I figure writing of my encounters will help me discover if I want a slut of my own or be the slut of a strong willed man. As well, it gives you, my minions (hehe) a look into who I am too and how to gage how you intend on using me.
With that I gracefully give you welcome into the mind of Kally
.... more to come
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