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 | ...As yonder venus in her glimmering sphere,
As if from works of great Shakespeare
I will appear....Mistress Gatta
'All hope abandon ye who enter here'.
Through me you pass into the city of woe:
Through me you pass into eternal pain:
Through me among the people lost for aye.
(Dante)
DEVOTED TO ALL MY FRIENDS
time is of essence, not a second to spare
but friends are pleasure, and they are so rare
so how can you even measure
that treasure
in carats of diamonds or gold?
in endless winters that are so cold
in years , decades
in cascades
of tears of the whipping boy
in tons of happiness and joy
in rebuts of all kind of smear
in kegs and bottles of wine and beer
in yards of sadness
in decibels of scream and madness
in amount of salt in the Sea of Dead
in grains of wheat in brown bread
in pain and torture of the third degree
in pixels of images that eyes can see
in density of fear
in miles and miles of frozen frontier
in grams of bread in city under siege
in disagreements-water under bridge
in pints of blood
in years and years of dragging through the mud
how do you measure friendship, lad???? LG
Everyone's going to be free
But they'll have to agree to be free
They'll have to agree to be less free than me
'Cos I rule the world you see
10cc How Dare you
I want to rule the world
Trying to climb like Biblical Moses
Want to be back in My Garden Of Roses.... LG
kinky people, kinky plays
sexy clothes, funky days
boots that high, and backs that sore
happy pets that ask for more
give ideas, don't be a bore!
normal people- hit the door
cause I am kinky!!!
I was born that way
I bring disorder, disarray
So normal people, hit the door
And don't you bother Me anymore,
'cause I am kinky!!!
Kinky to the core!! LG
PICTURES FROM NEW DUNGEON
Woman, Mistress, Goddess...
selfish, beautiful and hazy
but She was not brought to world
to become pink paper daisy
grown for drying;
blossoming and dying....
For those who stood by Me, for those that had faith in Me, for those who loved and respected Me thru thin and thick- I sing a song of Praise.
remember Me?
I was the one
that you confined your darkest thought,
that constantly was brought with life that was forever boring....
Remember me?
Distraught with grief
and deeply agitated
you sought My comfort ...but no more
Ignore. ignore,ignore...back to the ways we used to be before
Past strengthened your belief in My sincerity;
When you wake up your eyes don't see no more that clarity...
Do you remember Me??
To be in love, where scorn is bought with groans;
You heard My voice - and suddenly you flooded with relief
But it was short, it was too brief...
Remember Me????
Remains of something that destroyed and broken up;
Pile of debris....
remember Me?????
LG-2008
droplets of blood
staining white paper
pieces of heart
placed on a platter
soul is dissected
but there is no pain
only white paper marred by blood stain
painting in red using his blood
making collage out of soul and my heart
but its only my poem, my art...
cold...shiverring again and again;
not expecting sun when it's rain
LG
I cut my soul by walking bare foot on broken glass
I got my tears from the dew on morning grass......
LG
Was not hard to realize who was a friend and who was not.....so for those who are FRIENDS, I raise this glass of finest wine and drink it up fully aware that I am drinking to eternal health and happiness of the ones I love and the ones that love Me back.
G-d bless you ALL!!!!!
Forever LADY GATTA
LINKS TO MY POEMS
its you and me and no other...by LG
I think I'll wait for you forever..... by LG
we can afford to bathe in clouds......by LG
he is scared, so scared.....by LG
Don't hate Me...by LG
unless your soul belongs to Me... entire, whole by LG
just as reminder of times that antique,,,,,,,, by LG to k
I look for one to call My own...by LG
He offers soul, he offers heart...poem by LG
stay with you and be your Treasure...poem by LG
You chose your nights without dreams....by LG
you are again that lonely boy..... poem
NO MORE REGRETS!!! poem by Me (:
Few of My thoughts for today......forget me not...
Before too long you'll smile again.... by Lady Gatta
I will be fine, no need to worry....By Lady Gatta
My Domination is a Gift by Lady Gatta
...and happy live without blames. Poem By LG
Regardless of My feeling blue......... By LG
I feel sad again,.....poem
For My slutty boy....all in silk(:
Slavery sets you free.....My new poem
My own thought of the Day
WITHOUT LOVE
SWEET SURRENDER
to MY kkk
will grow wise remembering my pain....by LG
Dedicated to HRH- My kkk
The other night I saw a dream, I was awaken by the scream.. by LG
Do you believe in fairytales.... by LG
Do you remember your first kiss?....By LG
so take My hand and leave your Hell by LG
I know you have no doubts, I know what you want to be..... by LG to k
Inspired by and dedicated to Sergei Yesenin
MY WINTER by LG
Devoted to My friend from LG(:
creating walls of your own prison.....by LG
like a squall, a violent wind you get enraged, you get defined... By LG
Who is Happy in Russia?
I want to be inside of you , Inside your body and your soul by LG
Ropes that burn your flesh to blisters.....by LG
His Muse By LG
our journey just begun.... by LG to k
What is love......poem by LG
How can you let your heart and soul rust.... by LG
hole you dug- you dug for you...... LG
At the end of the road, at the end of long trip.......by LG
on, baby!!!
Fantasy in few words....Part1 by LG
I never used to write before......by LG
To My husband on his birthday.... LG
... final curtains drawn...by LG
swimming in the ocean of hate..... dedicated to Israel by LG
Dark thoughts.... by LG
Fantasy Part 2 by Lady Gatta
New Year's wish by LG
I feel sometimes like willow tree.......LG
LIFE by LG
Lies by LG
decisions, decisions......by LG
Pools of Sorrow by LG
you stand in front of ancient door.....by LG
dedicated to artist.... by LG
tell me I am wrong about you...... LG
I know the truth....dedicated to Marina Tsvetaeva by LG
To Myself....by Myself(:
Winter clouds by LG
I wont condemn when I see your tears.....by LG
or may be I am tripping.... My Bob Dylan song(: LG
the house of broken windows.. LG
days are running away like crazy..... LG
My weird dream... (: LG
HOPE.....by LG
oh, sweetest dream, untimely passion....by LG
I am the one that knows you.... by LG
LG to k on his birthday just be yourself, be what I knowthe man I met so long ago....
childhood that's left behind.... by LG
I cut my soul by walking bare foot on broken glass.... by LG
I missed the times when we were honest... by LG
Few thoughts... by LG
the bitter taste of swollen words ......by LG
Trying....trying..... by LG(:
droplets of blood staining white paper ... by LG
river of magic....by LG
Life was throwing you like a leaf on the wind......by LG
and only wilted flowers... by LG
TANGO by LG
red rose on My pillow..... by LG
All I think is KINK!!!! by LG
MY reply to My friend Masterjazzreggae
RULE THEM, MAKE THEM BE ALWAYS ON THEIR KNEES ... LG
leave Me, but it's your soul that you desert.....LG
every end spiel WILL have a new start.... LG
I stare at Water Lilies by Monet.....by LG
SILENCE by LG
Another Dream By LG
too late for that....too late.....by LG inspired by Russian poetry
wasted efforts, wasted time... by LG
The sounds that turn Me on... by LG
at the end of that wrong....by LG
art is like a flower
....your ship will find a flare path by LG
Rainbow of flowers filling the garden.....by LG
hate living life with eyes that are closed.....by LG
Our weeks and years, and days and nights...by LG
My Dungeon by LG
remember Me????? by LG
Poker Game
My rant...I think it belongs in sewage disposal plant.......
where do I fit? where is my place? by LG
To My FRIEND MJR *I will be your catcher in the rye"
A very sad poem LG-2009
I am your beginning and I am your end.....by LG
To MJR - Easy fasting
TRAGEDY by LG
black rose by LG
WINTER by LG
will grow wise remembering my pain....by LG
MY LOVE MY GALAXY by LG
TRAIN STATION by LG
how do you measure friendship, lad???? BY LG
MY WINTER by LG
CARNIVAL by LG
cemented heart LG/2011
burnt cigarettes like prisoners of war LG/2011
G-d smiles upon creation of His own... by LG
IN THE DIRTY VASE OF LIFE... BY LG (ENGLISH VERSION)
SPRING LG/2011
WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE LG-2011
[post 843807
psychedelic sunrise LG APR.2011
MEMORY 20011 APRIL LG |
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LETTER FROM MY NEW SLAVE REFLECTING OUR LAST SESSION
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Aug 9, 2011 9:48 am
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Wednesday's session started long before Wednesday. It actually started following our last session. When you told me that I would be taken out in public as your slave, I started to prepare myself mentally. I knew I would be wearing signs (collar, for instance) that there would be no mistaking Your intentions and my belonging. My biggest fear was seeing someone who knew me. Remote possibility, yes. But, one that is quite real. At the very least, no one would recognize me. But, they would definately recognize me as Your slave. What I didn't realize is they would soon see my as Your dog, not just as a slave. To tell you the truth, that excited me. I've seen how you talked about Klaus as being Your dog. I saw the pride in Your eyes, voice, and mannerisms. I also know You love Your dog. So, to me, being Your dog is showing Your love for me. It was a great sign of pride for me. I feel like I am belonging.
Again, I have told You many times the trust I have in You. I know You will not hurt me, I mean really hurt me. So, doing everything You ask becomes much easier. Barking like a dog in front of someone isn't going to hurt me. It will draw attention to me & my devotion to You. It clearly demonstrates Your control over me as well. Something I love to show. Actually, because someone could know me in this public setting was more scary in some ways than going to Paddles where no one will know me. Sure, I'll have no clothes on. But, half of the people there be naked too. That's more comforting.
Speaking of comfort, because I felt like I belonged in this setting, I was more comfortable than I expected to be. Yes, I was nervous. But, I was very comfortable being led around the shop on a leash, talking about sex toys in front of others, sucking on a candy cock, etc. I think I actually enjoyed the attention. Now did I like the attention because I felt I was on display or did I feel like I belonged at Your side? Or was it something else? It doesn't matter. I liked being being there, with You, as Your dog, on display.
The most uncertain part of the video store was when I went to watch a porn video in a booth by myself. One, sitting on the butt plug was uncomfortable. Two, I knew I could not get excited while watching the video. I was told to save my cum for the milkshake. So, I didn't enter the booth with the intention of getting excited. Although, the shemale was hot and I would've love to suck her cock. Three, as I had mentioned, 3-4 or more people came into my booth while I was watching the shemale video. What was their intention? Was this a place where those kinds of things were normal. Was I in a booth that was normally a meeting booth? Did You send someone in? I didn't think so. But, every time someone entered it was in the back of my mind, "Are they staying?" What if one of them stepped in started to pull down their pants? I knew I only had less than 10 minutes. But, maybe that was part of the puzzle. I was pretty sure that if anyone was sent by You that one You would've made sure I had condoms & two, You would've wanted to direct the show. Maybe that could be in the movies some day.
I must also admit that I would get the chance to use the toy I bought for You. When I saw that at the counter I immediately wondered if it would be another task for me in the dungeon. Would I get to use it on You? Would I be made to watch? That was probably the moment I was the most excited.
Onto Fridays.....I knew my task here. It was quite clear. As you have witnessed before, my cock sometimes does not work as I would like. Could I cum? Then, would I in a public place? Then, as I stroked, the cat bell would ring. I kept listening for someone to enter. Then, I started to concentrate more on my orgasm trying to get it over before someone entered. Finally, I came just before or as someone entered. I didn't look up. I just wanted to finish what I had set out to do. Suprisingly, I really didn't taste the cum in a milkshake. But, I really don't know if that was the reason for the task anyway. Being in a public place jerking my cock, others seeing me taking the shake to and from the bathroom, watching my perform as told, those were the real issues at hand. I didn't look around Friday's to see if I got any funny looks. I tried to stay focused on the task at hand.
When I got to the dollar store, I really didn't know where to go with it. Of course, we noticed the paddling instruments & the clips right away. Those were very obvious toys we could use. But, I didn't choose them right away because I didn't want to choose the obvious stuff. So, I started looking for items that I had no idea how they could be used as BDSM toys. Hence, the little marbles. The nice part about this is it seems obvious where we start our next session, in the dungeon with those toys. But, the reason I didn't choose the clamps is because You said they REALLY hurt. But, when got back to the dungeon, I noticed those brushes REALLY hurt. Suprisingly, I missed that part a little more than I may've thought. I like being spanked & I missed it.
I enjoyed rubbing Your feet as well. I had envisioned doing it like I saw on you-tube video, rubbing warm oil, soothing You as I used my fingers. I wish I could've done a better job at this. I feel I failed You in this part of the day. I tried not to be too rough and that was not the right tact.
As I left and started to reflect of the day, I felt that it was a success. Why? We went on the premise of my not being ready for Paddles. So, I wanted to show that was ready for Paddles. One, I think I clearly demonstrated that I will follow Your instructions in a public setting and do so without question. I was happy with my performance from that standpoint. I trust You. I want to please You. I want my actions to demonstrate that to You and anyone of Your choosing. Two, as I have mentioned before, I think, now, that this was arguably more difficult than going to Paddles. Yes, I will be naked in NY. But, so will lots of others. Here, I was put into a 'normal' setting doing unusual things. I think I performed as expected. At least I feel I did.
Overall, it was very different from previous lessons. This was much more mental bondage then playing in a dungeon where it can be more physical. In that fact alone, I feel I learned something about myself and our relationship. I hope that I pleased You as much as I tried or hoped. Thank You again for the experience. I look forward to our next chance to session.
YOUR slave
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GOOD BYE, AMY 7/23/11 LG
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Jul 23, 2011 3:37 pm
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for each his own poison
for each his own life
for each his own fears
for each his own tears
that moisten thirsty soul
for each his own talent
for each his own strife
for each his own stage and scene
for each his own song and sin
for each his own final role....
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SWEAT 7 /11 LG NYC
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Jul 23, 2011 10:16 am
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sweat -
body-roasting red heat;
oozing pungent salty water,
sweat -
streams of melted lava
-concrete,
running down burnt surface
somebody, please
shut down that furnace;
sweat.....
big broil, heat dome,
dripping saliva, thick foam
iron skillet , frying pan
boiling liquid in watering can
SWEAT.....
WRITTEN BY ME ON A HOT JULY DAY IN NYC AFTER ART SHOW
RUSSIAN SENSUALITY AT AG CONT. ART GALLERY
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SICK BRAIN 2011 LG
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Jun 13, 2011 7:23 am
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closed road- mental block
heavy load, iron lock
metal snake-chain,
hissing inside sick brain
working overtime in search of stupid rhyme.....
try, try harder, again and again
find your bearings, train your brain
hissing snake- don't let it brake
your faith, you did not lose your race
write, write more, all night with all your might
hard, profound, to the core. flash your emotions
as deep and blue as ocean
find the key to unlock your soul
let all the feelings crawl
from under the heavy load to the road
wide open road.
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TIME LG JUNE-2011
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Jun 11, 2011 5:48 pm
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time
slow flow
for young and jolly,
-priceless friend,
sunny wide road- never dead end
time
animated, breezy;
never ending thirst
to understand it first;
- wolf down knowledge
in lifelong college;
time
- never back, only forward
tiny seed- fragrant orchard
time
- cruel warden for old and tired
lacking power, uninspired;
time-
wicked enemy-
leprosy-
no mercy, no clemency
time- commodity that no one owns
time- credits and loans;
time- free spirit, never in chains
time- wall of pictures in big golden frames
time-
massive solar storm- dazzling eruption
vast cloud plasma rain- no interruption;
we are helpless under its reign
time...
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MY WORDS MY 2011 LG
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May 21, 2011 2:01 pm
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my words- my working horses
day by day under big whip
without rest, with bloody lip
pulling heavy loads of my thoughts
with muscles tied in heavy knots
my words- fast growing vine
in land of poetry- my shrine
planted by rustic arbor;
my words- feather light boat flees a storm
in search of safety harbor;
my words- azure sky,
echo that talks to the mountains
you can hear it, if you try...
my words-
cool water that jets in the fountains;
my words- my plaster to to dress old wounds
my words- my instrument
ready and attuned
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