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Intense Purposes ~C
Mistress SavannaI bitch, therefore, I am.
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"Only those who will risk going too far, can possibly know how far they can go"-T.S. Elliot
OH, YES, AND FUCK YOU!
KISS KISS!
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SO YOU THINK YOU REALLY KNOW WHAT FUCKING SUBMISSION IS ALL ABOUT, DO YOU? PERHAPS, BUT I DOUBT IT!
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Aug 17, 2006 5:12 pm
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A sUBMISSIVES PLEA
speak to me,
when i can not hear,
touch me,
when i can not feel,
show me,
what i can not see,
heal me,
when i am wounded,
reveal to me,
my need to submit,
see me,
when i am nothing,
hurt me,
when i need release,
sing to me,
when there is no song in my heart,
forgive me,
as if there is nothing to forgive,
free me,
when i do not want to go,
encourage me,
when all odds are against me,
fix me,
when i am broken,
beat me,
so i can feel the pain,
hear me,
when i do not speak at all,
tell me,
what i need to hear,
not what i want to hear,
believe in me,
when there is nothing left to believe,
desire me,
when i do not even want myself,
love me,
when there is so much to despise,
lead me,
when i do not wish to be led,
chase me,
when i run,
from you,
teach me,
what i do not know,
accept me,
when no one else will,
be good to me,
when all i am is bad,
dance with me,
even when there is no music playing,
warm me,
even when i am as cold as the glacier,
understand me,
when i do not make sense,
help me make sense,
when i am nothing but confused,
catch me,
when i am falling,
hold me,
when i do not want to be held,
and never let go,
please.
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I WAS NOT GOING TO INCLUDE THE WORD FUCK IN THIS TRIBUTE,BUT MOE WOULD NOT HAVE KNOWN IT WAS MY POST
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Aug 17, 2006 12:42 pm
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MY DEAREST FRIEND
MOE
he reminds me,
i am alive,
he reminds me,
why i am here,
he reminds me,
what life is about,
he reminds me,
why the sun rises,
why the moon,
causes the waves to undulate,
why the stars appear at night,
and why the human form,
was given the ability to smile...
he reminds me,
that there is really,
only one thing that matters,
and what it is all about.
love.
this is what moe reminds me about,
each and every day.
I love you Moe!
To My dearest Moe, who is having surgery today, on this, "Moe Day".
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FUCKING NEAT NEAT NEAT NEAT NEAT NEAT NEAT NEAT NEAT LEAVE ME A FUCKING PICTURE OF ANYTHING PLEASE!
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Aug 17, 2006 2:10 am
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SHOW ME WHATCHU GOT!
SHOW ME YOUR IMAGINATION, YOUR CREATIVITY, YOUR FACE, YOUR FEET OR ANYTHING ELSE YOU WOULD LIKE TO SHOW ME!
This has got to be the neatest additional feature ALT has added to the blogs to date!
Yes, well perhaps you may not be as excited about it as I am but think about it!
Sometimes a picture can say so much more than a thousand words!
And, for those who suck at writing or are too shy to leave comments, this is THE PERFECT TOOL!
Okay so show Me what you would like Me to see, what you want Me to know about you!
I will select the picture I like best and, if I am in a good mood, perhaps I will award a prize!
heh, heh, heh!
Who knows? WEG!
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IF THE SHIT GETS TOO FUCKING THICK, YOU MAY NEED TO JUST FUCKING THROW IT ALL AWAY AND START OVER!!!
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Aug 13, 2006 1:29 pm
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THERE IS A LOT TO BE SAID FOR A CLEAN SLATE...
SO I WILL TELL YOU ABOUT MINE...
Some of you may know that I moved recently, and there were many reasons for this, some were not My choice.
For those who have been wondering about the details of My recent turmoil, and the reasons I had been offline for almost a month, I will simply say that I trusted someone who I should not have trusted with a great deal.
I lost almost every material possession I have ever owned and a great deal of money. There was much more involved in the recent events and, I paid a very high emotional price.
I won't go into how not to let things get you down, sometimes you just CAN"T bring yourself up for awhile.
Then, eventually, you realize you have lost the fight and move on to picking yourself up off the ground and looking up.
I am past that point, thankfully, and no, things are not quite "off the roller coaster" yet, but I am working on it.
WHY I RELOCATED
Well, I stayed in the same state, but fortunately New York is very large. I needed to put space between Myself and many of the negative influences that were wearing Me down and holding Me back.
So, I moved to a place that I really do not know anyone, well except for SirMasterJay1, who lives about 3 blocks away.
He has really been great helping Me with the move and providing diversional activities. He has introduced Me to some very nice people in the neighborhood, and, overall, I find the people here to be much more friendly.
Avoidance is what I am used to. Even in Manhattan neighbors will say hello to each other but not where I used to live.
It was all a neighbor could do to make it look like they did not notice you so they would not have to say hello, or, worse yet, spend a few minutes in friendly chat.
Of the several houses I lived in previously, I knew very few of My neighbors. I guess this was also partially My fault because I played the avoidance game too. Everyone is just so busy.
Too busy for a "hello" or too busy for a "how are you?" God forbid if someone should need some help, it is better to just avoid them altogether and not have to be in earshot when they ask.
The scenery is beautiful too. Lots of lakes and just nature type things. There are very few developments here, although I hear they are considered suburbs.
Where I am from, suburbs are the rows and rows and rows of houses that all look the same on little tiny pieces of property with no character.
LEAVING THE PAST BEHIND
All of this is nice, but of course, changing every single thing about your life does take some doing. Although it is in the same state, it is just far enough away to keep the negatives from interfering in My life.
Most people have never understood Me. I know a lot of you can also say the same thing. I have often thought of the BDSM crew as the land of misfits. W/we do not fit in with vanilla or normal society and, for the most part, W/we really do not want to.
They shake their heads and tell you to take the well-traveled path when you know this is not right for you.
It is okay for them because this is safe. I have never needed safe. I have always done the "march to My own drum" thing because I spent a great deal of My childhood alone, and what I know, I have essentially taught Myself with very little outside influence until I was older.
Most people could say that television was an influence on their thoughts but, since My family had very little money, a television set was not acquired by My family until I reached My teens. Then, it was black and white, which I still do not mind watching today, although I do not really watch television now.
So My thoughts progressed naturally and I guess this is part of what makes Me different. There are things that have always just "been there" or that I have always known. I will not get into that now, however.
But criticism is something you learn to live with. It is like background noise but once in awhile, it really begins to get to you.
Usually, when someone meets someone who sees the attributes they have and begins to focus a spotlight on them, they will begin to see that this criticism is not true.
They begin to see that they should not have been listening to it, but how can you know when there is no one holding parties in your honor celebrating your greatness?
You feel worthless at times and sometimes you even believe what they have to say about you.
For Me, I have always been told I was bad. I have been, and I still am, to a certain extent, *wink, but not in the way they meant it.
I have blogged about this before, but not for quite some time, but I was told that I was a horrible baby. I was told that I cried all the time. I was also told, quite recently, in fact, that My mother would pinch Me very hard to get Me to stop crying.
I was told that I ruined everything because I was so bad. So, yes, I did very bad things. I was not mean, but I guess it was more to get attention.
The other side of this diseased coin is the shell of defensiveness one will build up as a result of constant criticism. It can be very irritating to other people because you take everything the wrong way and are always in "fight mode".
This can never lead a person anywhere but to a very unhappy life.
It was strange, now that I look back on it, but I did not even know I did this. I was completely unaware and I thought that everyone else was wrong. I was constantly at odds with others and I did not know why.
The people who originally criticized Me were at fault, yes, but not everyone did this.
Then, I met someOne that I have spoken about before. My Teacher. He is the only One who has ever been able to show Me this in Myself and it took a very long time. It was a difficult and painful process. I am not completely "healed" of this defensive behavior, but now, I believe that the distance I have rendered between Myself and those who would like nothing more than to see Me fail so great, they can not harm My emotional status any longer.
It was getting too "hot" anyway. Once you begin to change, these people can sense it and they do not like it. It is a form of controlling another person and it is usually most effective when administered by someone you care a great deal about, such as a parent or sibling.
These people are unhappy about their own lives and do not want to see someone else happy. There are more of these people than you may realize too, so you must be careful.
They are not always friends or family, later in life. They can be employers or co-workers or, you will more than likely marry one, if you have not broken this pattern.
So, you see why I needed to leave. I have outgrown the past. It no longer is something I am willing to endure. I want only good things and positive people around Me.
So to those who have negativity towards Me or will in the future, I have but one thing to say, and you all know what that is, don't you?
FUCK YOU!
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OH, LET ME PET YOUR NICE SOFT PUSSY OR WOULD YOU FUCKING PREFER TO DO IT DOGGIE-STYLE? WHO ARE YOU?
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Aug 12, 2006 5:04 pm
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WOOF! WOOF! OR MEEEEOOOOOWWWW!
WHO ARE YOU?
Sure, there are cat people and there are dog people, but what are you?
I think most people could select between the two, even if they more closely resemble and have the mannerisms of a different animal (much more about this in another post).
Are you slinky and flowing or are you bounding, eager and abrupt?
This has nothing to do with gender either, plenty of men are cats.
So think about it. Which one ARE you?
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THE MASTER OF FUCKING ACCIDENTAL PROMISES OR HARD BREAKING A BITCH FOR GOOD=DESTROYING A SUB 101~WTF
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Aug 11, 2006 11:53 pm
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ACCIDENTAL PROMISES
and the betrayal of trust
a repost for someone very special...
smiling warmly,
in this,
your imagined love.
oblivious and naive,
but, oh so beautiful,
love.
she thought you knew,
just how much,
she held there,
just for you,
and you alone.
she thought you saw,
how unique,
and how very special,
she was.
and the need,
to stand apart,
in your eyes.
"I do not want this",
is what she said.
"this is, what you want,
but still, you do not know it yet".
she resisted your wisdom,
for so long.
your illusions wore her down,
over time.
corral,
cut-off,
conceal,
then reveal her,
to herself.
And so she began,
to believe in you.
did you know,
she believed you?
the sting of trust,
like the noose,
as the drug,
brought forth,
burning desire denied.
trust remained elusive.
so punishment, punishment, punishment.
"trust me", you said,
"trust me or this,
is not surrender.
I will not ever,
leave you.
I will not,
abandon you.
i will not,
judge you.
i will show you,
a love,
as you have never known.
the others only used you.
they still seek to hurt you.
i will keep you safe,
so, trust me.
surrender",
is what, you said,
"and, i will not ever,
leave you".
she,
of the mind,
open to yours,
believed in you,
and saw something,
of yourself,
you had to give.
she thought,
in you,
a space she could fill,
within.
a place,
just for her,
to make you feel complete.
why was this one,
so important to conquer?
why the shows,
why the tales,
why the others,
why this one?
why did this one,
need be broken?
resisting that place,
safe in her nothing void.
born of glass,
and of the wind,
and of the sun.
so fragile.
you pushed.
"all right",
you said,
"it is all right, here".
sultry and soothing,
was your voice.
the sickness,
that did reside,
and make,
it's home,
within her heart...
you knew,
you knew?
didn't you?
so then you made the sun,
feel warm,
the future seem bright,
and then,
finally,
she trusted you.
yes,
she trusted you.
she loved you.
she thought,
you would never leave her,
alone.
no.
the words,
you never said.
your love,
never declared.
nonetheless,
she felt it,
or what seemed,
to be.
you said, "i will,
beat you.
i will, hurt you.
this is what, you want?"
and you made her,
crave this.
did you know,
how cold you felt?
did you know,
how you made her cry?
broken spirit,
with broken heart,
she clung to you,
but you,
made her dance,
for you.
perform for you.
her disease,
was your friend,
your ally?
did the infection,
permit you,
to hate her so,
and make this,
seem right?
promises of a place,
which did not exist?
promises of a love,
that was not,
ever meant for her?
the blood you did savor,
the scent of the injured,
is this how,
you chose your prey?
what made you promise,
your love?
you did, you know?
you did promise.
you did not look,
to heal,
you did not seek,
to grow,
you did not return,
the love.
why destroy a heart,
so pure?
why did you make,
the sun shine,
more brightly,
but, for only a time?
you did make,
love seem close enough,
to touch.
touch but,
not have.
but why?
always missing it all.
telling her,
she was not bad.
the love she needed,
was within you,
you said.
she believed you.
she trusted you.
you said,
you would show her,
who she was,
and what she could be,
you said,
you had always been there,
and you always would be.
patience,
you said.
everything will be alright.
you promised.
she trusted you,
she trusted you,
she needed you.
what was she,
what was she,
to you?
what is she now?
she would have waited,
until the end,
of time,
for you,
had you not,
gone away.
did she ever matter?
you promised.
but now, you are gone.
a Master is this?
you left her alone,
AND, even after this,
she still loves you.
Dedicated to all the submissives who have ever had their hearts broken or shattered
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WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I BENT OVER AND STUCK MY ASS IN YOUR FACE? A PEEK? WOULD I BE A FUCKING TEASE?
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Aug 11, 2006 12:36 pm
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TEASE YOU?
CAN A MISTRESS REALLY BE EFFECTIVE WITHOUT BEING A TEASE?
IS TAUNTING AND TEMPTING YOU JUST PART OF HER CHARM???
Being a tease can be fun and enjoyable if it is not intended to simply taunt another maliciously.
Most people will say that they like at least a bit of teasing before they actually "gain" the prize being dangled before them.
In the case of females, speaking purely of D/s, who should be more of a tease, a MIstress or female submissive?
Do most Masters and MIstresses tolerate a teasing submissive? To a point, perhaps, but I know, speaking for Myself, I do not like to be denied anything, ESPECIALLY NOT SEXUAL PLEASURE.
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So really, in D/s, the Queen of tease is the Mistress If you are a submissive, what is it, exactly, about being teased that you enjoy?
What really "gets" to you?
What is sexual teasing anyway? A better question is really, what sights, sounds, scents, actions or touches arouse you?
I could have added tastes here, or flavors, but then that really would not be teasing then, would it?
Perhaps if She gave you just a small taste, then took Herself away from your eager mouth, lol.
Is it thrusting of full breasts in the face of a slave as a MIstress bends over to retrieve something?
Or, is it in the bend itself? The promise of a glimpse of Her magnificent ass?
Is it the clothing or accessories She chooses to
wear?
Is it in Her walk or the way Her lips move when She speaks?
What if She licks Her lips? Does this cause
a rise in your level of arousal?
Is it Her air of authority, and knowing She can and will deny or reward you at Her will?
Could it be the way she touches your hand and runs a fingernail up the inside of your forearm,. or the way She breathes on your neck as She whispers into your ear?
Does it tease you to know the things She KNOWS
how to to do to you? What about the things you do not know about? The surprises? The anticipation of what She will do next?
Is it Her scent? The way Her perfume mixes gently with Her Own beautiful body fragrance?
Is it all of these things, combined?
Is a Mistress a tease, simply by BEING sexy, or
being Herself?
Would you, or could you really call her a tease at all, or, is being a tease simply a part of being the ultimate Goddess?
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FINGER YOURSELF, STROKE YOUR POLE AND CUM! ! THE NUMBER ONE CURE FOR FUCKING STRESS RELIEF ~TRY IT!
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Aug 9, 2006 5:12 pm
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STRESS-INDUCED MASTURBATION?
WHAT DOES STRESS DO TO YOUR SEX DRIVE?
Typically, stress is said to diminish most sexual urges in most human individuals. The anxiety experienced by many certainly does have a way of taking over the entire body and mind.
Anxiety builds tension and tension causes body
functions to behave abnormally. Muscles constrict, skulls throb, breathing patterns shorten, bowels constipate, stomach acid flows more freely and the result is, well, you feel like SHIT.
Depression is often a partner of anxiety, so you wind up going round in a vicarious cycle.
SO, HOW DOES ONE RID THEMSELVES OF THIS
EVIL, STRESS?
If you know Me, you can probably guess what My answer will be. . .
DON'T YOU?
My "cure-all" for coping more effectively with any difficulty in life is of course, SEX.
If you are having sex, it means you should have more sex and, if you do not have anyone to have sex with, masturbate. A lot!
Sure, too much masturbation has been reported by
some to be hazardous, but I have never put much
weight into this notion.
Sure it can decrease the intensity of the individual orgasm or lower sperm count in males, but I have neither of these problems.
So, you may safely conclude that while I have recently been amidst such turmoil and difficulty, I have appropriately made time for self-pleasuring activities, as needed, to relieve much of the stress I have experienced.
Now, unfortunately, I have had little to no opportunity for Sadistic activities and, as most do know that I feel the sadomasochistic lifestyle is a vital component in a D/s relationship, regardless of the level, some sympathy should be mustered for My restriction in this area of My Own necessary sexuality.
Sadistic activities, like masochistic activity, provides an essential release of stressful energy. It taps into areas of the brain that cannot be soothed by any other experience.
The time when I will have opportunity to "release" in this manner draws close, and I will expand on this topic in future posts, but, I do not believe I have to elaborate much on the intensity of the upcoming scenes with the potential slave(s) to participate in this joyous occasion...
BTW, I am actively seeking a full-time female submissive for a potential relationship, so if you are interested in living life a bit on the wild side, well...email Me!
BUT, BUT, BUT, FOR NOW, I AM RESTRICTED TO
AUTO-ENRICHMENT, STRESS RELIEVING ACTIVITIES.
How often would you venture to guess I have needed to indulge in self-induced orgasms?
Ah, yes, I could tell you, but where would the fun in that be? HMMMM?
Imagine yourself in stressful situations, or, better yet, experiment with this idea, if you do not already.
Each time (and yes, it is much more readily available to females because of the ability to multiple orgasm), you experience stress, see if you can slip away to a quiet place AND REMEDY "THINGS". The restroom at work is always handy.
Your car, while stuck in traffic is good too, or if your desk is isolated enough, or you have your own office, why not add a bit of excitement by masturbating right there?
If you work outdoors, try a unique area, just out of range of any frequency by others.
No panties or a loose-fitting pair of trousers with a hole in the pocket and no undergarment would work very nicely.
Sure, it seems awfully pervy, but who fucking cares?
Have I ever told you about the times I have removed all of My lower garments and played with Myself while on full-view to truckers in a convertible?
You just have to make sure you have an escape
route!
I think I have told you all about that one, and NO, this was not recent!
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The most ideal scenario would be a willing
participant, however.
I love lifting My skirt up for an eager female in a bathroom stall, forcing her face into My cunt, and feeling an eager tongue searching for My clit.
I know that most males would say yes to a blow job by just about anyone, anywhere, so why not try someone or something new?
Even if you are not bi, why not consider letting the new office boy you know is lusting after your cock, wrap his lips around it for a change?
What about the shy little office girl with the drool on her outer lips when she speaks to you?
*Call him or her into your office and ask them if there is any way he or she would like to show their appreciation for hiring them?
*No, I am not talking about harassment here, the message would need to be subtle and he or she would need to have shown some interest! Yes, I know feelings can be involved here and could complicate things, so use your brain on this one!
The deviance of the act alone is the key to a hot orgasm and surely, he will be more productive, once back on the job!
Wow, I am really going off the deep end with this one!
I KNOW I AM ALL OVER THE PLACE WITH THIS
POST, BUT THIS DOES GIVE YOU SOME INDICATION OF WHERE MY THINKING IS AT, DOESN'T IT?
Really and truly, I am quite particular with My sexual partners, and, in the absence of a suitable partner, would rather do without.
I don't advocate promiscuity, which is why One should always have a trusty slave handy for such occasions or be in the care of a responsible Dominant Who knows what you need.
I understand, however, this is not always possible, but remember, the stress is much more damaging than you may realize.
So, in the ongoing effort to promote good health, I do always recommend the orgasm, by any method available, self-induced or produced by anO/other.
Of course, bondage, (preferably chains), and a nice beating. whether given or received, is always the best cure!
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BLINK, BLINK, FUCKING OOOPS! SHIT! WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED NOW?ARE YOU GOING TO HOLD THIS AGAINST ME?
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Aug 9, 2006 3:15 am
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MISINTERPRETATION AND THE MYND OR THE MIND OF MISINTERPRETATION
WHAT IF?
ALL WORDS AND THEIR ORIGINALLY INTENDED MEANING WERE CLEAR?
NO NEGATIVE OUTCOMES RESULTED FROM THE INACCURATE INTERPRETATIONS OF ANOTHER'S EXPRESSED THOUGHTS?
WE WERE NEVER JUDGED BY WHAT OTHERS THOUGHT WE SAID, BUT, INSTEAD, BY WHAT WE MEANT?
THINK ABOUT THE DIFFERENCE IT WOULD MAKE IN YOUR LIFE.
What if it were a different time, or a different place? Would they so despise you or would they relate, this time? This time. Another time. Another chance.
Have you ever wondered about first impressions? Have you ever wondered why you " click" with some and smolder in the very embers of another from the onset?
Is it their own internal demons that cause them what they wanted to hear and to pass this judgment of you?
Is it simply a matter of the energy that passes between two individuals or, would things have been different if you had not had such a terrible morning and arrived with a smile on your face?
Were you meant to have a bad day, that day?
Was it simply a matter of misunderstanding and they were never going to interpret you the right way, no matter what you said or did?
What do I mean by this?
Well, think back, to all of those interactions, especially first ones, when the exchange was abrasive. Either you or they were "off" and this formed the basis for the rest of the relationship with that person, whether it was a personal one or a professional one.
What if that particular exchange did not go poorly? How different would your life be if all of these negative exchanges went well?
Take it a step further and ask yourself WHY it went badly.
What if moods were different? What if you had gotten off to a good start instead of a bad one and weren't irritated about something else when you met?
What if their day had been better? Did you just loose the friend you almost had?
Have you been guilty of not giving someone a chance, or a second chance?
Did you close your mind so long ago and in doing so, also closed your eyes?
Does the rain fall aways upon you or did you once see the sun?
Are we just so very different, or is it the morning?
No, this post is not prompted by a negative experience, just ponderings I have had recently.
I have been meeting many new people lately and wished to examine the "first impression" and decipher what exactly happens when someone takes a negative stance in their interpretation of U/us.
You say it should not matter, but who are we kidding? Of course it matters.
We interact as a social species and rely heavily upon one another.
Sometimes, others DO have the power to make O/our lives easier or more difficult.
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I GET REALLY FUCKING HIGH WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM MY FRIENDS~DO YOU? I TRULY LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH!
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Aug 8, 2006 3:34 pm
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SURPRISED TO SEE ME?
WHAT CAN I SAY?
...STILL LEARNING, ALL THE TIME...LOVE. THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS...
Yes, It has been awhile since I have blogged. Some of you, I am sure, will be disappointed to know that I am back, while others may be pleased.
I have been gone. I have been busy. I have been down, at times, and I have been out. It has been a difficult time for Me, and one of tremendous change.
I have prevailed, and I have grown even stronger than I was before, because of just one thing...
I have come to a much deeper understanding of how powerful the love of others can be. The strength gained from those who believe in you, and hold you up when you don't feel you can do this yourself.
I will not go into details. It does not really matter what the circumstances are. It could be anything, really. Hardship is hardship. The tests of O/one's will is implemented in many forms.
You either prevail or you fail. It is how you get from point A to point B that matters. The actions you take, and your influences will determine the outcome. It is all a state of mind.
Have you ever been alone, or thought you were alone?
Have you ever felt odds stacked against you, so high, you could not see the light of day?
Have you ever seen the cavalry of pure love, all atop magnificent stallions, thundering towards you, coming to your aide?
Have you ever cried, shocked and in awe, from sheer gratitude, unable to possibly express how you feel?
You all know the pleasure of being down so low and being brought back up by One magnificent, don't you? No, the pleasure is not always apparent and the reasons for your depths not quite so clear, but when you ascend, to the surface, you begin to see why.
You understand what you have learned and how you have been permanently enriched by the experience.
All of life is like this.
All experiences, good and, especially bad, are useful. Some are tests and some are lessons. Some are both. The key is to always keep this objective foremost in your mind. Never lose sight of the brass ring. If you do, you admit defeat. You sink to depths which you can not recover from. It is then that you fail.
I am much more fortunate than most people in some ways. Perhaps it is because of who I have chosen to surround Myself with or that I chose love as the motivating force in My life, but, whatever the reason, I have been shown love like most will never know. Through My friends and My loved O/ones, I have learned about love on a much deeper level.
I have a path that I have always traveled. Sometimes I doubted Myself. Sometimes, I have been unsure.
Nothing has ever been able to discourage Me from continuing on this path, however, and I am most thankful for this.
There are many that believe in Me, and this is part of what keeps My sights set in the right direction.
I was able to log on to ALT once. The emails many of you have sent Me were appreciated more than you could ever know.
My friends that were "there" for Me will have a place in My heart until the end of time.
To all of Y/you, My friends, I thank Y/you, with everything that I have. I love Y/you, will all that I am.
Kisses,
Mistress Savanna ~C
The International Core
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