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Intense Purposes ~C
Mistress SavannaI bitch, therefore, I am.
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"Only those who will risk going too far, can possibly know how far they can go"-T.S. Elliot
OH, YES, AND FUCK YOU!
KISS KISS!
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~images courtesy of either google public use images or digitalart.org when indicated~
The International Core ~Cc
The Safe Call Hot Line ~Cc
The BDSM Guardians ~Cc
TIC Radio ~Cc
The TIC Library ~Cc
TIC Political Team ~Cc
If you are interested in becoming part of TIC, just ask Me!
FemDommes & femalesubs ~Cc
"Be the change you wish to see in the world"-Gandhi
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All original works of this blog are the copyrighted property of Mistress Savanna, unless otherwise noted and may not be copied or reproduced without the written consent and permission of MS. |
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WHILE OPINIONS MAY DIFFER, UNITIED WE STAND OR GET THE FUCK OUT-THE INTERNATIONAL CORE! WITH HONOR!
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May 11, 2006 12:45 am
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UNITED WE STAND
THE INTERNATIONAL CORE MEMBERS
ONE THING THAT CAN BE SAID FOR THE INTERNATIONAL CORE
We have gone through many changes since W/we began. Some difficult changes, some growing pains, some doubtful moments when many thought that TIC would not survive.
I never had My doubts. I just knew and I know. Don't ask Me how.
There was a time when the group began to meld into this hissy fit mob, obsessed with political correctness, and some of you may have noticed, MaxFaust and I had left the group. W/we also deleted Our blogs from ALT, primarily because We were sick of this PC mentality. Sure I put most of Mine back up, but Max did not. Then the wave of copy-cats began and everyone deleted their blogs and then put them back up, which made Me lmao!
We don't conform to what you or anyone else thinks of Us, but we WILL listen, and Our minds can be changed, for the right reasons. I have always said, "Convince Me. I want you to convince Me, and perhaps I shall think differently".
The difference between Me, Max and most of the Members of The International Core ~Cc is, W/we really don't give a fuck what you think of U/us. Some of U/us did, but most of them have left. The reason W/we don't care is that W/we believe, in O/our hearts, what W/we do and what W/we stand for is right.
W/we have an interdisciplinary system that attempts to mediate and differences which occur among TIC Members. There aren't many however and this is to be expected with any large group.
Many of you passed judgment on TIC without any information whatsoever, or based on the rumors of another. This is what is wrong with society. I don't believe anything until it is proven to ME personally. Sadly, most people do.
Words are so easily twisted and motives, intended for good are warped beyond recognition of their original intent. It made no difference. Those loyal to the Core Values carried on as if the nay sayers did not exist. They still don't.
I have complete respect for those who felt that TIC was just not right for them, i.e. omnibod and foulmama. I still hope that one day, they will change their minds about U/us.
As I have said before, the use of the letter "~Cc" symbol was always for internal use. To identify Members to eachO/other. W/we are worldwide. The foundation of the symbol is so another member can recognize another member, as O/one who has accountability to others on a large scale. Accountability for their actions, and a responsibility to be safe, and safeguard O/others in the lifestyle.
If this is such a bad thing, well...you know what I have to say to this opinion, don't you? (yes it is a phrase that consists of two words, and starts with the letter "F", ends with "u" and has an exclamation point at the end.)
So this brings Me to MY original point. W/we stand UNITED. ALL are accountable to the rest of the group for T/their actions and no O/one is above any Core Value.
This said, if there are some who feel they can operate independently, and subscribe to their own agenda, they will either straighten out, or they will be asked to leave the group. Each Member represents the group as a whole.
Another, very well-known fact is that I stand behind My friends, 100%. EVEN if they have made mistakes. I will address a mistake and try to rectify it, but I do not crucify anyO/one with out proof, and errors in judgment are simply human.
It has been brought to My attention that two Members of TIC have been the target of at least one other person. Specifically speaking, Mike, [fireman69], who is not perfect, but has done nothing to deserve what has been done to Him. No O/one does.
So I will post to this blog, a warning:
THERE WILL BE NO MORE OF THIS NONSENSE. IF IT CONTINUES, THE CONSEQUENCES THAT OCCUR WILL BE THE RESULT OF YOUR OWN DOING.
While I am at it, consider this a general warning to ALL who spread lies to support their own agendas. There are others that will read this and are guilty of the same as I describe above, towards others.
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED FOR THE LAST TIME. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO ASK WHAT I MEAN, AS YOU ALREADY KNOW.
I don't like self-serving individuals who hurt others to serve themselves. They make Me sick.
Some of you underestimated what TIC would become and what W/we will do. Some even laughed. I hope the chuckle was good for your soul.
I won't say that I am laughing at you now, but I sure as hell have one big-ass-mother-fucking smirk going on.
W/we will always be here on ALT. W/we will never go away. Why? To protect the innocent and watch over them. God help U/us all, as BDSM gets more mainstream, what you stupid mother fuckers would do to them without U/us to kick your ass back in line. And...W/we will.
To those W/who wish to join U/us...Y/you may simply send Me an email with Y/your request. W/we do not exclude, and W/we simply don't have time to invite all of those W/who deserve an invitation.
W/we are way more than just ALT, and O/our site information with meeting schedules will be sent to Y/you after Y/your request.
PEACE, LOVE, AND A NICE BRISK BEATING!
Kisses,
Mistress Savanna ~C
Co-Founder
The International Core
New York, New York
click the link below to view the ALT Group information:
The International Core ~Cc ~UNITED IN HONOR
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TO THINE OWN BALLS BE TRUE, EVEN WHEN THEY FEEL LIKE THEY WILL FUCKING SHRIVEL UP INSIDE OF YOU!!!
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May 10, 2006 3:14 pm
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MUCH ADO ABOUT TESTICLES
THOSE WHO WILL BE OFFENDED, WILL BE OFFENDED, YOU WILL GET OVER IT.
NO, I DO NOT WISH TO OWN A REAL SET, I WOULD RATHER TWIST YOURS!
SOME BALLS DISAPPEAR AND REAPPEAR WITH THE TIDE
Some grow them and keep them, and still others who may have had balls loose them. Some show their balls when they should keep them in their pants, or when they should be sticking their own foot up their own ass.
Where do they go and what caused them to shrink? FEAR. Sure, everyone knows that.
The use of balls is a skill that one must learn. Fear will sometimes keep them perpetually shriveled while others just grow way too large for their boxers.
The balls are directly linked to the mouth. Sometimes, the brain is bypassed and this can lead to trouble.
Sometimes, when one is hiding, all you can see ARE the balls. This is gross and ridiculous.
Why is it so painful to be kicked in the balls? To remind you that you are human and are not infallible.
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LIFE IS NOT A BASKETBALL GAME AND LOVE IS NOT A FUCKING BASKETBALL
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May 10, 2006 2:36 pm
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THE WORD LOVE IS NOT A BASKETBALL
You can't just take it off the rack when you feel like it, play a few games and place it back into the rack. This is not the way it works, and life is not a basketball game.
You can't say it when it is convenient or to get what you want. You can't say it and then "take it back".
This concept goes for friends as well as for lovers.
When I love, I love forever. Even when hate creeps in, I still love. This is just the way it is for Me.
I have had many people in My life tell Me they love Me and often times, I wish they had not. The ones who don't mean it are better to have remained silent.
There are some people I wished, with all of My heart, had told Me they loved Me and they did not. God that hurts.
Who is lying and who is telling the truth? Who is just playing basketball?
I know. I always know. The fact that I love so many, and I love My many friends. I know. I know which ones are worth it too.
When I finally say it, I mean it.
There ought to be a test, as with a driver's license, to be able to say it, because the destruction over misuse of this word can destroy someone's life.
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ARE MOST RELATIONSHIPS REALLY JUST A BIG FUCKING WASTE OF TIME THAT KEEP YOU FROM SUCCESS? ~THINK.
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May 8, 2006 4:13 pm
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WASTED TIME
DATING, ANTICIPATION OF, LONGING FOR, SEARCHING, DYSFUNCTIONAL, CHEATING, ABUSIVE, BORING, ANTAGONISTIC, VOLATILE, HURTFUL, ENDING, BREAKING UP, ENDING, MISSING, RECOVERY OF, LONELINESS FOR, BULLSHIT RELATIONSHIPS
DOES THE LONGING FOR, PURSUIT, MAINTENANCE, BREAKUP, AND RECOVERY OF RELATIONSHIPS TAKE UP TOO MUCH OF LIFE?
EVER WONDER HOW MUCH YOU COULD HAVE ACCOMPLISHED IN THAT TIME?
Yes, another reason why the D/s relationship is best...
Have you ever really thought about all the time we waste in life on the perpetual perfect union? Do you think it has all been worth it, or do you think that it has kept you from achieving your life goals?
Really think about this now. Beginning with puberty, we spend an awful lot of time searching, courting, and dating, in search of the right one.
It just continues right along, as people often marry or live together, and yes, there are many relationships that are wonderful, but, since most marriages or relationships end, it would be logical to say that most of them suck.
People turn out to be the opposite of what you thought they were, or the other person changes. Fighting, cheating, boring, abusive relationships are almost inevitable, and one person almost always gets hurt, and very often both. People lie today, as easily as they breathe, so this is not unexpected. This leads to a necessary recovery period, which takes even more time.
Roller coaster relationships are the most damaging as they are great when they are great, but then, you want to be with the other person, are thinking about them, or are spending time with them. Nothing gets done.
When the relationship is going badly, you often times, can not function. You can't think straight, or you are trying to figure out how to get rid of, or avoid the other person. If you are cheating, or suspect someone is cheating on you, avoidance of getting caught, or dodging the other individual can be a full-time job.
Paranoia is a killer. Usually, people rationalize the feelings that "something is wrong", or are convinced by the other person, that they are being paranoid, and made to feel foolish for having such thoughts, even guilty.
In My opinion, when the red flags start going off, it is time to get out. It is usually pointless to remain, as these feelings almost always turn out to be right.
This is the problem with the vanilla relationship or the vanilla flavored D/s relationship.
There is no trust or integrity on one or both sides. More wasted time.
Sometimes you just feel sorry for the other person and you stay out of pity, which really doesn't do either person any favors.
Then, the breakup occurs. Anyone who has ever been through a divorce knows how time consuming this can be. If your head is reeling from betrayal or bewilderment, even less productivity occurs outside the realm of the "relationship" vacuum.
So, if you are lucky, you finally recover, but then, what do you do? You begin to do what?
Yep. Pursue another fucking relationship, which can take god only knows how long, right?
You are lonely, and couples in love are everywhere, so you alternate between searching and being lonely.
Even trying to juggle multiple relationships is a huge time vampire.
You carry the weight of the emotional baggage from past relationships around with you and that fucks with every relationship you have afterwards.
But then, you have the beauty of true D/s. This is the savior of the modern union. It is clear and it is honest.
It is almost cut and dry if the relationship is love through an agreed upon "setup".
Each side works to better the other and then, O/one can get on with being the most they can be and achieving all they want and need out of life. It is just that simple.
So, since probably less than .00001% of the relationships are D/s, doesn't it make sense that most of the time spent on relationships is wasted.
Makes those in the great relationships really appreciate what they have, doesn't it?
Kisses,
Mistress Savanna ~C
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THE BLUEST SHADOWS OF LOVE ARE TRULY FUCKING BLUE LOVE ~HARD FALLING IS HARDLY LOVE IS OH SO BLUE~
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May 7, 2006 4:51 pm
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BLUE IN MY SHADOWS
SHADOWS OF BLUE
will you remember my shadow now?
will you remember me when you think of love, like poison,
pulsing through my veins,
this love, i hate, and i have fallen,
from you, and,
i am still falling, love.
falling from my grace.
what would not i give,
to be in your space,
to be in a different place,
anywhere, but here.
i am falling from love,
and i am still falling, from you, love,
will you remember me, when you think of love,
did you believe in dreams of me,
will you still dream of me?
will you remember my shadows of blue, love,
what will you dream love,
can you see me falling, love?
i should have known, and i did know.
i should have heard but i did hear.
i should have seen, but i did not want to see.
i should have felt, i feel,
but i only feel nothing now,
but falling, from you love.
blue, so blue, and i am falling from love,
and i am falling from you, love, so blue.
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NOW, I FUCKING LET IT GO...EXTREME DARKNESS DEVOURS THE BRIGHT SUNSHINE ~FUCK-FUCK-FUCK-FUCK-FUCK!
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May 7, 2006 4:12 pm
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NOW I FUCKING
LET IT GO
stained are my senses,
how easily i slip,
to claw at the time,
so
singed and merciless.
coaxing, with broken hands,
broken back,
broken faith.
treasure this small and only moment...
of my smiles
once held,
all keys,
keys to locks,
keys to doors,
in your universe.
a magician's trick,
these keys unlock nothing, now
save my own heart.
my head in disdain,
voices of fever,
i am ice.
i am no longer cold.
i am,
afraid.
diseased blood flow,
sweet and sickening,
seething in the stench,
of my pity,
softly,
silently swimming,
alive, yet putrid,
in my own,
wretched bile.
please,
don't
leave
me,
alone.
drift,
sail,
fly,
go. just go.
who would know
or be of down-cast glances,
in shame?
then?
chiming rhymes,
but, that you would sit beside me,
forever,
my oath, given,
my essence, missing,
my pain, taken.
my light. now dark.
i see nothing, but
voided nightmares,
lost, in a daydream.
shake it away,
and off.
barely bare.
overgrown to new.
has nothing been?
nothing?
no.
nothing.
cradle my torment,
with your tales,
suck at my eyes,
with your mouth,
open the cage of my heart,
Born to change,
all in love's name,
perish a fool, i do.
sourcing,
thy laughter,
from within you.
frozen waterfalls,
with scattered irony,
of gluttonous and choking ignorance.
did you know?
my secret breath,
now, clouding icicle air,
there is no more time,
for change.
i remain, ungood and unused,
unfixed and useless. i will not linger.
now, i let it go.
you will,
just let it go?
take hold,
life,
a vice,
a knife,
unsheathed and seeking,
my sandbox thoughts of hope,
simply, easily,
cutting tender meat, from breasts,
of the slaughter of innocents?
dripping honor,
allegiance, and wishing,
oh, so wishing, different days,
hoping,
it served you,
well.
had i
reached one star,
held one miracle,
skipped just one stone,
across your lake,
would you have loved me then?
two minutes,
fifty-six seconds,
Now I Let it Go,
Now I let it Go,
exchange,
with end stage,
let them stay.
let them stay.
agony admits the friends of
my solitude,
to the last door,
you can't see from here.
peace and serenity live,
tired and beaten,
just outside,
peering and peeking,
through window panes,
ay my deviant sickness.
now, i let it go.
now, i will let it all go.
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This piece was inspired entirely by the song, "Now, I will let it go" - Moby -Animal Rights
Seek to draw no conclusions and assume nothing of My motivation for writing this. These bits of prose simply "come".
A RE POST FROM NOVEMBER 2005
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WHY THE D/s RELATIONSHIP WORKS~A NEW TWIST ON AN OLD FUCKING POINT +~+~+~+ ~ BY MISTRESS SAVANNA-
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May 7, 2006 3:48 pm
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WHY D/s WORKS~THE SIMPLIFIED VERSION
...EVEN IF YOU ARE NOT INTO S&M
Many of My post ideas come from discussions I have with other people. Some of these people I mentor, others, perhaps new to the lifestyle. The topic of the D/s relationship came up recently, with a seasoned veteran of the lifestyle, and a very close friend, who shares My view of the lifestyle and is in agreement with the beauty of D/s.
I think that My explanation, which I have expressed to others before, was a new twist for her, as I don't think she had ever really thought about D/s the way I described it, and I think it made her think deeper than she had before as to exactly why it works.
D/s IS A PART OF EVERYTHING, EVERYWHERE
Yes, the Dominant/submissive format exists in all successful interactions. The more clearly defined it is, the more rewarding and productive the interactions are between the two.
Don't believe Me? Well, think about a few things...
D/s relationships are everywhere, even in vanilla life. They exist in friendships, casual interactions, parent/child relationships, in business, etc.
The example I will give you, is one of a small company. Let us say that it is in the manufacturing of widgets.
The small company typically has one or more owners, but for this example, let's say it has one*.
This owner is the Dominant.
The company, of course has employees. The employees are the submissives, and, similar to the poly D/s arrangement, there may be one or more alpha submissves.
*Co-Owners of this company could be considered a DD relationship, but truthfully, One will always be the final Top Dog.
A company that is successful will be successful because each knows their specific role. It is clearly defined. The owner makes the decisions and allocates rewards, based on performance, attitude, production, etc.
A good owner would know that to take very good care of his/her employees would lead to higher productivity. Everyone knows a happy employee is eager to please and will go the extra mile for their company.
A good owner is not created because he/she has the startup capitol, but because they understand management or the human interatction dynamics. The same way, having an agressive or strong personality does not automatically make One a good Dominant.
A good employee is the same thing, right? A good submissive knows, up front, that the Dominant has needs that must be met. In a relationship, there is no job description, but perhaps there should be. No misunderstandings, right? They know what is necessary to serve.
Training of the employees occurs, according to the individual needs of the owner, and, more specifically, for the overall good of the company.
When each member of the team knows what they have to do, are trained well to do it, and is happy, the company will succeed. It really IS that simple.
The company does well. A good owner knows that to share the fruits of accomplishment and good hard work with his/her employees as "rewards" will lead to greater contentment of emplyees, a sense of security for the employee, trust on both sides, gratitude on both sides, and once again, respect on both ends, resulting in a higher productivity level.
The owner "uses" the employees to achieve success for the company. The employees enjoy being used in this way and seek out this relationship so they may be rewarded (paid). Perks that the owner allocates, based on good work, are even greater rewards.
THE BREAKDOWN OF THE COMPANY
The breakdown occurs when there is poor communication, confusion as to role or job responsibilities, jealousy among workers, misuse or abuse of employees, negative employee or owner attitudes, selfishness on either side, disrespect on both sides, or betrayal of agreements that lead to bitterness or mistrust.
The company does not do well.
Again, the opportunity for abuse is her on either sides, if cutbacks occur, one employee demands an unreasonable pay increase, etc.
WHY YOU SHOULD NOT LOOK FOR SOMEONE EXACTLY LIKE YOU
Most people spend their time searching for that soul mate that is exactly like them. For the most part, a union should be comprised of those with similar interests and enjoyed activities.
The problem occurs when two individuals are TOO much alike. There must be contrast in order to work. Otherwise, clashes will occur. Again, roles not clearly defined will always lead to miscommunication and misunderstanding.
Yes, just My opinion, but hey...
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