The Reason Why...
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Feb 24, 2011 11:23 am
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It has been quite the "Never a boring moment with Billie" since I let the woman in me completely loose... 
And now that I have come out of the clouds, so to speak, and the newness of it all is gone for a while, at least until my SRS surgery, as then there will be another newness to it all... I had this clarifying thought last night, as I have tried for so long to come up with the actual reason why I, after becoming a full-time pre-op Male-To-Female TransSexual, identified as a Shemale. And as I started thinking about it again last night, I again, when it is people concerned, came to my reoccurring conclusion that it was an individual or personal choice to express "who I was", not "what I was". That choice was also heavily influenced by the fact that I felt that transsexual or transgender was not specific enough an expression of my person. I felt that the word trannie was demeaning as from my perspective and european education on the word it has been a demeaning way to refer to a transvestite for a very long time. And even though I was born a female in a male body, have been taking hormones for years it seems, have a beautiful shaped female body, my DL and Passport says Female, and I am considering to have SRS performed as soon as I can completely stop smoking, I still realize today with sadness in my heart that I could never honestly say that I was a complete woman and that I would never birth a baby.
So I made then and still make the choice to identify with the word Shemale and it became some sort of a word of empowerment to me at the same time.
Not All blacks can dance, Not All Chinese are good mathematicians, Not All Jews are good business men, Not All Scots are stingy and Not All Shemales are male hookers with breasts and a penis on viagra.
In closing I wish to mention that I have had many debates on the subject with many transgendered and many have tried to make me think different, somehow, so please, enjoy the reading of my writing for what it is, an individual and personal thought, not an invitation to a political or religious discussion, debate or pissing contest.
I teach and practice tolerance, to each his own so to speak, and I love and respect and accept people for who they are not for what they are.
If I may ask, please extend me that same respect.
And since I am concerned about the harmonius energy in my environment, I have with respect for my community, removed every single reference to the word shemale from my new site at tsbillie.
Feel free to visit. Oh yeah, it ends in dot com.
Love,
Billie
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